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Whatever Major Loser WML

[therrrific]

I need you so much closer

[therrrific]

I have no idea how clear my mind is for the past few days. Okay so I may have ramble so much about my heart and how pathetic I can sound. But the truth is I have to go through some nasty rubbles to look back what kind of person im potential as a human is.

I stop weed. Yes it is the shit but the truth is it gives me insecurities and anxiety. And I depend on it to calm me. But back to reality it makes me anxious and depedant on it to calm me. So what gives right?

I stop cigg for past few days. It was a horror. It keeps me awake one night and I could hear my heart beat besting so fast but the truth is im battling on the withdrawal and every day it gives me stronger to fight the urge. And im glad. I dont deserve a victory into this coz hell I got myself into this addiction the first place.

I am more incline to fast pace my future in terms of planning it and whats the next step from here. I admit I do have my wants and my wants is a person to long in that person’s arm but the sad truth is I cant do that if im not capable of letting go. I say so because i got a messy mind. And messy mind needs to declutter by its gardener. And to move forward is to dare to declutter it without having any things tied down to its gardener. And who knows right someday somehow the gardener will have her fair share of romance.

And for the fact that I am frustrated for the things people have done to me but I have neglected that part which makes me mpre frustrared.

[badfoodnetworkpuns]

this feels more like the bachelorette than worst cooks in america

[therrrific]

Lemas

Kerna sesungguhnya hati ini masih lagi Lemas dalam kerinduan

[theperksofbeingaperk]

[therrrific]

Few days have been a struggle and weird for me. I cant wait to really start back and focus back on my studies. Too much hokidays that I feel like ive not been putting much effort back to studying. I had to admit since last year I have been neglecting my priorities as a student and also as a future engineer. I broke and didnt continue further and just hope that time past by and just sweep me off my feet because I had to do another year of studies while my fellow friends were graduating thst time. I stop dreaming big. I just stop being me.

And I dont know why.

But im not giving up. Im gonna push it through. Somehow this year I found thisnperson to push jumpstart myself back and to make me realise what I lost. Myself.

Its okay. I got a dream to catch.

[stpetetimes]

[abendingmoment]

Oh my..

[tails-nightmare]

[oppressed-opossum]

I’ve gone through almost 24 years of life and I’ve never seen a crab eat until just now.

[lesbiansandthelivingdead]

Such tiny mouthfuls in such big hands

[dement009]

this is the most polite eating ive seen.

[historium]

Gay couple at Le Monocle, the first openly gay club, France 1932

[thecityof-light]

[palepixi-deactivated20210413]

[panamaweddings]

Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.

c.j.n. (via panamaweddings)

I really want to get out from here and start a new life somewhere

[brientarth]

Fighting is easy. Fighting is what I do.

[uneventfulness]

[uneventfulness]

my blog will make you smile 

[justfuckinownit]

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Mashup of Florence the Machine and Coldplay. So unbelievably good. 

[y-o-u-t-h-s]

[whatshouldwecallquitting]

WHEN I DECIDE TO QUIT SMOKING

Starts out like

But by mid-day I’m like