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sometimes the best way to deal with anger is to cry.

I forget that sometimes.

#its okay to cry #anger #female anger #thank you to my love for helping me realize that #i'm sad #but ill be okay

IM OVERWHELMED. TOO MUCH IS HAPPENING

#i might be cooked #too much change #idk what to do

I hate days where I feel like i’m in a little depression bubble. nothing seems to help. things I usually do to cope don’t work.

I don’t want to do anything. i’m tired. I want to sleep but somehow i’m wide awake and unhappy. almost numb to everything and anything. how do I fix this??

everything is fine and I shouldn’t feel like this. but I do. why?

#im tired #deppresion #im just a girl #just annoyed #cant sleeeeeep #i hate this

I kissed your head and said goodbye

I left you there

i’m so sorry.

please forgive me.

your blankets are in the trash.

i’m so sorry.

#im sobbing #i miss you already #my dog is gone #grief #it feels stupid but I know it’s not #you were there for 13 years and I had to walk away #please forgive me #i love you so so so much

I request a hug while I sob my eyes out please.

maybe even to be held if you’re feeling frisky.

#i cant stop crying #im really sad #holy shit #i feel stupid #my dog is dying and all I want to do is cry #i can’t stop thinking about it #i hate this

i’m beginning to rage…I can feel it festering

IM NOT GONNA THINK ABOUT IT

#im annoyed #its fine #i just need to sleep #I tried to write about it to feel better and I got even more frustrated #im just tired #piss me off #goddammit #curse of ra

I REGRET THINGS

I REGRET THINGS.

THAT WAS STUPID.

#im just a girl #hes a little fucked up #don’t trust men #I think im being manipulated but idk

I got that bitch on a leash.

a retractable leash

#bark like you want it #im just a girl #kinda funny

my breakfast:

-monster energy drink

-plan b

-laffy taffy strawberry flavored

#girly stuff #girly aesthetic #im just a girl #im giggling #its a little funny #wrap it up

dry heaving in the bathroom at 4am on the verge of tears because all your memories come flooding back as to why you hate yourself

#im just a girl #insecurity #am i sick?#not that deep #I will pull my hair out until i’m bald #just girly things #a me problem

they/thems got a CHOKEHOLD on me.

#my love #i’m so happy #i have a crush

my full time job is slowly eating me alive. to be dramatic, I seem to be drowning. i’m not having fun anymore. I feel like i’m losing my sense of self and all of my self confidence. I feel like absolute garbage and that I will always disappoint every single person I work with. i’m not sure if I can do this anymore. all I want to do is cry. and quit.

I wake up at the ass crack of dawn and go to work every single day. I work my ass off and at the end of the day, I still don’t do a good job. my best is still not good enough. and the fact my boss went told me that to my face. I have never felt so defeated and embarrassed. I just feel so alone there. I know for a fact it’s all going downhill now.

#my work #i cant do this #i give up #im tired #i hate this #i hate my existence #i hate my job #i hate it here #so much #i’m gonna go feral

I am never going to be good enough. I never was to begin with.

#just thinkin #its fine #sad?#annoying #im just tired #im gonna cry

when my adderall kicks in all I do is yap

#adhd #just yappin #i love to yap #kinda funny #haha make me shut up challenge

my rage feels like a hot stone I can’t swallow, it’s stuck in my throat. my teeth trying to snap my tongue in half. I can feel my lungs fill with fire. stop me, before I burn this place down.

#angercore #maybe idk #i hate this #i must scream #kinda sad #annoying #im just tired

I miss the sun.

#i hate winter #snowstorm #kinda sad #over it #just thinkin #seasonal depressive disorder

they make me my favorite tea because I am sick.

I am happy with you and my tea.

#my love #i hate being sick #but i love you

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