Hi! How are you? May I request a James or Sirius blurb (you can pick whichevee one you are in the mood to write for) with a self conscious reader who refuses to accept that James/Sirius likes them as more than a friend? Thanks in advance
“James likes you, you know”
You scoff at Remus’ ridiculous confession.
“Yeah, right. He likes Evans. We’ve been over this”
“You’ve been over this. He quite literally is in love with you”
Before you could respond, James plops down at your table in the library. He takes a peak at what you're writing before making a face and moving away.
“James! What a surprise! What on earth are you doing here?” Remus asks. You shoot him a nasty scowl at the tone of his voice but James doesn’t seem to pick up on it.Â
“Wanted to see what this one here is up to”, He said smiling fondly at you. Remus gives you a look that clearly says see. You pointedly ignore it.
“Well I’m writing my essay”
“Great, so nothing important”, he ignores your splutter of protest, “I need to talk to you”
“Not anymore. Sorry Remus”
Remus nods him off with a smile gesturing for the two of you to leave. James all but drags you to a small nook in the library.
“I need to tell you something and I need you to promise me you won’t say anything until I am done” He says, his serious tone catching you off guard. You nod quite hesitantly, scared of what he is about to say.Â
“I like you. Like really really like you.”
Your jaw drops. He keeps talking but you don’t hear all of it, stuck in a whirlwind of shock.Â
That catches him off guard.
“Didn’t I say not to talk until I was finished? And yes I do”
“How would you know how I feel”
“Because I know you. You are in love with Lily Evans and have been since first fucking year. There is no way in hell that you, James Potter, like someone like me”
“Well I do”, James says stubbornly, “and what on earth do you mean someone like you? You’re bloody perfect”
“No. You know who is bloody perfect? Lily Evans. And I am nothing like her”, you say a sinking feeling in your stomach that is only getting lower.
“Maybe I don’t want someone like her”
You look at him in disbelief.
“I’m not kidding. She is great sure but maybe I don’t want someone who shits on me every 5 seconds”
“You know what James. I need to finish my essay. I do not have time for this right now”, you say turning to leave.
“No. See you in class”
And with that you leave, thought’s circling your head like a toy train on its tracks.
I am so so so sorry that this took me so long to write. I hope you enjoy this. I didn't really write too much of self-conscious!reader and I tried to imply it more than out right say it. I also had difficulty trying to end this. I hope this is at least somewhat close to what you wanted and I hope you have an amazing day/night!
Also please note that the tone Remus uses when greeting James is the same tone in which Georgia says "Jas, what a surprise, what on earth are you doing here?" from Angus Thongs And Perfect Snogging.
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