Athena da Jova, the Shade of Grey.

I am not kind. I am not gentle. I am ancient, and I am powerful. I will devour you with nothing but a thought, and still hunger for the energy of the stars. I am the Balance. Universes are kept in my palm. I spin them, tilt them and play them like marbles. Be afraid. Indie OC roleplayer. Please read about and backstory. Muse and mun 21+. NSFW is tagged "jasmine on the sheets".

[theshadeofgrey]

Hey guys

So, this blog is kind of a mess. And it’s kind of stressing me out.

So I’m starting over. Threads and relationships, that’ll remain the same. I just wanted to give it a fresh start.

Feel free to follow me over at @betwixtdarkxlight !!! I hope to see you there!

I’ll probably reblog this about once a day for a week, but as of now, this blog is an archive.

[theshadeofgrey]

Hey guys

So, this blog is kind of a mess. And it’s kind of stressing me out.

So I’m starting over. Threads and relationships, that’ll remain the same. I just wanted to give it a fresh start.

Feel free to follow me over at @betwixtdarkxlight !!! I hope to see you there!

I’ll probably reblog this about once a day for a week, but as of now, this blog is an archive.

[theshadeofgrey]

Hey guys

So, this blog is kind of a mess. And it’s kind of stressing me out.

So I’m starting over. Threads and relationships, that’ll remain the same. I just wanted to give it a fresh start.

Feel free to follow me over at @betwixtdarkxlight !!! I hope to see you there!

I’ll probably reblog this about once a day for a week, but as of now, this blog is an archive.

[theshadeofgrey]

Hey guys

So, this blog is kind of a mess. And it’s kind of stressing me out.

So I’m starting over. Threads and relationships, that’ll remain the same. I just wanted to give it a fresh start.

Feel free to follow me over at @betwixtdarkxlight !!! I hope to see you there!

I’ll probably reblog this about once a day for a week, but as of now, this blog is an archive.

[theshadeofgrey]

Hey guys

So, this blog is kind of a mess. And it’s kind of stressing me out.

So I’m starting over. Threads and relationships, that’ll remain the same. I just wanted to give it a fresh start.

Feel free to follow me over at @betwixtdarkxlight !!! I hope to see you there!

I’ll probably reblog this about once a day for a week, but as of now, this blog is an archive.

[theshadeofgrey]

Hey guys

So, this blog is kind of a mess. And it’s kind of stressing me out.

So I’m starting over. Threads and relationships, that’ll remain the same. I just wanted to give it a fresh start.

Feel free to follow me over at @betwixtdarkxlight !!! I hope to see you there!

I’ll probably reblog this about once a day for a week, but as of now, this blog is an archive.

[theshadeofgrey]

Hey guys

So, this blog is kind of a mess. And it's kind of stressing me out. So I'm starting over. Threads and relationships, that'll remain the same. I just wanted to give it a fresh start. Feel free to follow me over at @betwixtdarkxlight !!! I hope to see you there! I'll probably reblog this about once a day for a week, but as of now, this blog is an archive.

[theshadeofgrey]

🌺

@pxrefoy

She laughed softly, kissing her cheek. “Little sister.”

[zorra-lombardi-a-deactivated202]

Send me 🌺 to place a flower in my muse's hair.

[theshadeofgrey]

“Mhm. Sometimes.” She kissed his shoulder. “I mainly liked to watch.”

[justakansasboy-deactivated20230]

“You’re so shameless. I hope you know that.”

[theshadeofgrey]

“How am I shameless?”  Laughter laced her voice.  “It’s what you did.”

[americanasitgetsmoved]

"Why do you work so hard to save them?"

@theshadeofgrey.

“ ——– why shouldn’t I? this planet, these people…they’re all I’ve ever known. truly. we might not be family by blood, but this world is my home. i can do things that they cannot. what does it say about myself if I were to simply endure here, and do nothing? I love them.” 

[theshadeofgrey]

A smile twisted her mouth, small and bittersweet.

“I wish I could see things like you do.”

[gayscifi]

[f-uck-deactivated20161128]

nobody wants me. nobody wants broken things.

(via only-suicidal)

[likeniobe]

I hereby propose: the dark spring aesthetic

bright green budding trees against a backdrop of heavy storm clouds; daffodils dripping with rainwater

songbirds singing before the sun has fully risen

cherry blossom petals fallen on asphalt, crushed by footprints and tire tracks

opening the window on a sunny afternoon expecting warmth but instead being met by a cold thawing stillness

impossibly purple crocuses, a deep saturated violet

[maryburgers]

oh look someone thinks they invented england

[acebodhi]

stop trying to be a star (insp.)

[mitchellwrites]

deathless ♚ sentence meme

You will always fall in love, and it will always be like having your throat cut, just that fast.

You are going to break your promise. I understand.

You’re lonely too.

It will stop your breath, how cruel I can be.

I am a demanding creature. I am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable.

I am your servant.

I crawl at your feet; for before your love, your kisses, I am debased.

For you alone I will be weak.

I belong here, and you will not deny me.

I say these things, and the world listens.

I do not tolerate a world emptied of you. I have tried.

In the dark, I have pored over the loss of you like pale gold.

I will not let her speak because I love her, and when you love someone, you do not make them tell war stories.

I moved the earth and the water for you.

You will always run away with her.

You will always lose her.

You will always be a fool.

You will always be dead, in a city of ice, snow falling into your ear.

You have already done all of this and will do it again.

No one should be judged for loving more than they ought, only for loving not enough.

We look terrible to you, and severe, and you see our blood flying.

What we carry between us is hard-won, and we made it just as we wished it to be, just the color, just the shape.

There need never be any rules between us.

Let us be greedy together; let us hoard.

Do not leave me, swear that you will never leave me.

I am selfish. I am cruel. My mate cannot be less than I.

Sleep with fists closed and shoot straight.

I can’t abide a poor liar.

You look like a winter’s night. I could sleep inside the cold of you.

Oh, quit that. Blushing is for virgins and Christians.

Scold me; deny me. Tell me you want what you want and damn me forever. But don’t leave me.

Bad luck relies on absolutely perfect timing.

In his own country, Death can be kind.

What is the world but a boxing ring where fools and devils put up their fists?

Men die. It’s practically what they’re for.

I am no one; I am nothing.

Nothing in me was not made by you.

A revelation is always the end of something. It might even be cause for grief.

Just tell yourself a story that’ll satisfy you and pretend he told it.

Forever isn’t bright; it isn’t like that. Forever is cold and hard and final.

I savor bitterness - it is born of experience. It is the privilege of one who has truly lived.

If you want to kill yourself, do not use us as your knife.

What did I do wrong? Was I boring? Did I ignore you?

Don’t you dare speak to me like that.

I have worn nothing but blood and death for years.

I have fought all your battles for you, just as you asked me.

I have learned not to cry when I strangle a man.

I have learned to watch everything die.

I am not a little girl anymore, dazzled by your magic. It is my magic, now, too.

Are we not devils?

No one is now what they were before the war.

I have not seen you without your skin on.

Close up your head; your brain is getting loose.

We obsess. It’s in our nature.

I’ve a devil of a habit for being right.

In war you must always choose sides.

If you try to be a bridge laid down between them, they will tear you in half.

We are all dead. All equal. Broken and aimless and believing we are alive.

My old bones will follow yours soon enough.

It is better to be strong and cruel than to be fair.

I will see him with his skin off before I agree to fall in love.

After love, no one is what they were before.

I have survived, but I have not been spared.

In the space of one heartbeat to another I loved you and I was lost to you.

Frighten me, make me cry, only come back.

It’s not so bad, my darling. Being dead. It’s like being alive, only colder.

You’ll think it’s love, while he dines on your heart.

You will be so beautiful when you are old.

I cannot keep you and I cannot let you go.

You will live as you live in any world…with difficulty, and grief.

I look at you and it is like my throat being cut.

She said you’d come and I swore to eat your heart.

I still want to kiss you.

My heart is being cut in two. I cannot bear it.

What happens to anything beautiful?

I have to know, I have to or else you will just rule me until the end of everything because you know and I do not.

[chaoticvictors-archive]

10 rules for theshadeofgrey?

House Rules for Athena and Martin!

1. Never willingly provoke each other.

2. Respect each other’s powers.

3. Be exceedingly thankful for everything.

4. Don’t bother each other during chores.

5. History books are off limits.

6. Try not to bring up the past too much.

7. Martin must try to remember that his training is needed, and he needs to stop whining.

8. Never try and outdo each other.

9. Bedtime for Martin is 11:30.

10. Although they have adopted each other, do not call them “Mother” or “Son”.