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I'm sick of feeling ignored and like an afterthought... and it's making me feel like I'm not worth the time or attention anymore... it makes me feel like when he didn't have the balls to tell me he wanted to break up with me...
I’m always going to be the issue no matter who I am with….
I ask for too much. I need to fight against the need to be overly invested.
At the end of the day, I’m nobody’s priority. Never have and never really be.
We've been doing so much rapid switching it's insane. the body is exhausted...
T.S. Eliot, The Cocktail Party
*Mutual reblogs something you posted*
Me: They still like me. Thank God.
reblog this post to let the mutual you reblogged this from know that you still like them
I'm having an "impending doom" feeling that I can't shake off...
...I'm exhausted.
Life is meaningless without you...
And I hate that because I swore to myself I'd never love this strongly again...
But here I am like an idiot, missing you... forever and always...
I don't understand what's wrong...
You said forever and always, too... and I believed you.
Am I the issue?
Did I do something wrong?
Am I asking too much of you, should I back up?
I'll do anything if it means I won't lose you...
You are the only thing that keeps my heart pumping... It shouldn't be like this, but I have nothing else to look forward to... I've never had...
Am I a wreck for nothing...?
I don't want to cease to exist. I want the pain from the longing to stop.
I long for arms around me to hold me close and tell me things will be okay.
I long for a heart to heart face to face.
I long for a kiss that will never come.
I long to be asked for, for my presence to be requested, for me to be so cherished someone... anyone... wants me around them.
I long for these things to be spoken about and then confirmed with actions.
Because I am the type of person that needs to hear things being said but needs to confirmation of these things happening. I cannot read between the lines of the pages, I need it to be spelled out for me... but I also need for things to actually happen.
I have tried to read between the lines enough times and always got it wrong. I've stayed in places where I wasn't needed thinking I was.
But I've also been told I'm wanted and then I see actions contrary to what I've been told.
I'm sick of being ignored, I'm sick of being alone, I'm sick of having to ask for affection, I'm sick of begging for attention.
I'm sick of being an after thought.
I long to be one of the topics that's being thought about during the day. I long to be remembered about.
I long to be protected and safe.
I long to be loved effortlessly in a way that is safe for everyone involved.
I long to be able to love without having to walk around certain things.
I long to not give the first step always, but for someone to step towards me for once.
But it's never gonna happen. It will always be too much to ask for these things to happen... because I'm never gonna be enough of a prize for all the hassle that is loving me.
There no safe space to run to when life gets miserable. There's no arms wide open to receive me. There's no voice that asks me "Hey, are you okay...?". I'm not enough for that.
I don't wanna cease existing, I just want this pain that longing for impossible things to stop... because if it stops maybe I get a shot at being happy...
...like I was before.
I’m not worth a hello, I’m not worth a good night, I’m not worth an I love you…
I’m worth nothing…
This is a very enlightening video, and I feel that it tries to break down on the ableism surrounding DID.
I gotta keep reminding myself that just because someone is important to me it doesn’t mean I’m important to them.
Love, no matter the type, can definitely be a one way street. And I’m no longer a child to not understand that. It’s painful? Yes, but the faster I accept this, the easier it will be on me…
...it hurts.
I'm not wanted.
Nobody I care about cares about me.
I should be used to it... but it never gets easier.
