My toxic trait is to not touch a pencil in about two years and still expect to have improved since last time -- and then get upset when it turns out I in fact haven’t and immediately want to give up because it’s shit... But you know what, this is the year we shift our mindset from asking “am I good enough at this?” to “do I like doing this enough to be bad at it?” ... so here it is, that annoying image you can’t get out of your head until you’ve literally drawn it out of there. ⠀ Told myself I wasn’t going to draw the hair. Started drawing the hair anyway because apparently I’m a glutton for pain. Had a mental breakdown for about a month and a half. Came back and cried my way through the rest of it...













