Who knows anymore?

They/Them (+any neos !) ════ ⋆★⋆ ════ Ride The Cyclone enthusiast ! ════ ⋆★⋆ ════ Nischa lover (Catfish theory supporters dni) ════ ⋆★⋆ ════ I try to write fanfic ════ ⋆★⋆ ════ I’m in love with the choir <3 ════ ⋆★⋆ ════ Basically a place where I ramble about my obsession with RTC without fearing i’ll be called cringe.

[thesoggiestboyintown]

me: and his character is so sad. there are so many reasons why he fantasizes about bad love and men treating him horribly. it could be about the way his dad possibly treated him or his mother. what if he was so desperate to believe that his father was a good person that he only seeks these traits in other men to feel “loved” again? or maybe since his dad treated him like that then he thinks he deserves it? like since his father hated him so much other men must hate him too, because he was “a bad son”. or maybe he had secret relationships with other men and they treated him like a secret so he now believes that’s how he should be treated. a gross secret to hide. a reason to be ashamed. and who treats diseases with kindness?? or maybe he just wants to feel. he’s so desperate for a story, anything to actually feel more than just numb. even if the love he got was rotten, he’d be feeling something by someone who cared enough to look in his direction. he just wanted that but if care and attention, even if it only made him worse. there’s so many possibilities and it just makes his character so much more fun to play with and write. he’s so-

my teacher: ……so did you finish the assignment or-

[therealkachingg]

gus halper's mischa was so influential tee bee aych..

-first mischa to join in on the 'la la la''s in talia

-first mischa to lipsync 'he said i think i am in love with you' in noel's lament

-first mischa to hit a bunch of different notes in the ending part of talia (2015 kind of mostly stayed with one or two notes from what i hear)

-first mischa to use the line "we pass around the chronic" in tsia

and probably other things too

[thesoggiestboyintown]

he’s so amazing i can’t get over him.

[bewby]

[thesoggiestboyintown]

hate to break it to you but your boyfriend blew up. yea he exploded. sorry :(

[thesoggiestboyintown]

mischa is so lego batman coded.

[spvcedolls]

look at my little babies !!

they're so t4t

[thesoggiestboyintown]

i hope you know every time i get a like, follow, or reblog, i squeal out a “yippee!!” and explode into confetti /pos.

[xoxoliyahzz]

“My head cannon is that Noel is actually Talia—“

[thesoggiestboyintown]

mischa’s actually the mom friend

[dailyridethecyclone]

Kids these days.

[iliketodrawig]

I love how Ricky couldn't do the finger in this scene so he literally decided to do >:l

[thesoggiestboyintown]

writing about monique and her awful mother because i love thinking about her backstory : ]

[thesoggiestboyintown]

ok i know i already talked about this but i wanted to add more and go in depth about this. there is so many reasons why noel could dream about monique.

it could be that he was raised to think this is true love, like if he wants boys to love him he just has to let it happen. he has to let men use and abuse him, let them control his mood and actions. he’s so desperate for this type of love, this type of pain because he thinks that’s the only love that could exist for men like him. that men will only him for his body and desperation. that the only way he could get love is to accept any form, even if it hurt him.

or again, it could be connected to his dad. maybe his dad was so rude, so degrading, he just thinks it’s acceptable. he thinks its how men should love him. why wouldn’t it be? his dad hit him out love, why shouldn’t other men? they only do this to show they care, right? his dad did it to him, possibly his mother. why shouldn’t other men? it’s how they show they love him after all.

or maybe it’s just to feel something. he’s so bored, so tired of feeling unloved. he’s so lonely, he would accept anything. any type of love, affection, even if he was discarded right away. he’s just so numb, so fucking lonely, he just wants to be seen as an option. he wants to be seen as useful, something convenient. he’s never even been a second chose, not even on the list. but someone is willing to use him, to make him feel anything but numb. even if that was pain, that was something. even if it was mental torture and emotional pain, it was better than feeling unused and inconvenient.

maybe he was in past relationships, but they were just hidden. (got this idea from the fic Now We Know What YOLO Really Means. it’s by Never_Ending_Carnival, please go read it.) All the boys that have given him attention would never admit it. it was shameful to even look at noel, let alone love him publicly. it was disgusting, dangerous. why would they be so proud to date noel? so because he was treated like a secret, a disease, maybe he feels like he deserves bad love. he deserves to be treated like shit because that’s all he was shown. he deserves bad love because he is bad. he deserves bad love because it’s familiar to him. it’s predictable. it’s easy.

[thesoggiestboyintown]

“but that’s not confirmed.” nuh uh they just told me.

[pennydoe]

Mischa was later given a rabies shot and now lives in constant fear

(p2 of that thing i drew yesterday @thinkofthechildren )

[flaskofgin]

what if i was the most romantic boy in town and then you were the most imaginative boy in town and then we kissed

[eelectric-eel]

real life gay pepole [horrific]

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[cantorii]

the angriest boy in town (random mechanical pencil on random index card)

[thesoggiestboyintown]

HIM