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indie rp blog for beth greene of the walking dead.

[thesongbiird]

'when you care about people, hurt is kind of part of the package.'

indie rp blog for beth greene of the walking dead.

[ardenresources]

INBOX MEME : - assorted lines from this music may contain hope by raye

"A perfect storm was brewing." "Call me please" "I'll overcome" "There's a thin grey veil over her horizon" "I feel my backbone" "I mean, who wants to be in Paris drunk and alone?" "it haunts me and it taunts me" "I can see the old me and I hate her" "I have black cat-eye glasses so I look chic as I cry" "and I'll have no regrets 'til I wake up" "Aren't we all broken people just perfect how to hide it?" "And life's guarantee's that we're all going to die" "am I going to live like this all of my life?" "I'm not okay right now" "Beware, the South London lover boy" "He's just so charismatic" "I'm too toxic for you, darling" "when we kiss, it feels like home" "He's not looking for a heart, just your pillow to rest his head" "They know where to find you" "A modern-day tragedy, I call it" "don't end up like me" "I am a sob story" "I'll see myself out" "I'll be sad and beautiful" "Did you know the odds to be born on this Earth's 1 in 400 trillion?" "there has to be more than just merely existing" "And you never could've guessed I started my morning in tears" "I should try my luck in Hollywood" "I feel alone, I feel like no one really needs me" "We don't settle for depression on a Friday night" "I need a pep talk" "Am I just the product of everything that was done to me?" "Everything is going to be alright" "The cold never lasts, my darling" "I can see you're standing on the edge" "I know you're a master of disguise" "You give when you have little left to give" "You always keep pushing on" "But I know you're hurting" "You always find some kind words for a stranger" "Ain't all of us just looking for some healing?" "I'm not giving up yet" "Don't know how I'll get there" "I've been failed many times" "I hate the way I look today" "I do detest my wicked mind" "I have such silly self-loathing thoughts" "I have to learn to work with it" "I wonder why I'm so miserable" "It's only you that can do it" "I'm just tryna be respectful" "He could be next-door and I wouldn't even know" "we had no words to say" "I wish you only love and happiness" "I don't want you to go" "maybe one day we could try again" "In another life I'd wear his ring" "These heartaches don't get easier" "Sometimes in life we have to say goodbye" "I'm made of steel" "when i drive down this road i reminisce" "i've let him go now" "somebody loved me once" "I'm capable of loving someone the way i loved you" "Took me long, hard years to get over you" "It was an aching I refuse to feel again" "We never were quite right for each other, baby" "I've dabbled in love since" "Hey, excuse me, I'm so sorry to bother you" "The bar is on the floor now" "Hello, sweetie" "where the hell is my husband?" "Why he already testing my patience?" "Is he far away?" "is he okay?" "I'm tired of living like this" "Baby, I intend to rush ya" "I'm gonna die alone" "I would like a diamond ring on my wedding finger" "it's been so many months that I haven't called" "Seems there's always something more important on my to-do list" "Seems I dwell on what I don't have instead of what I do" "right now, I could use a call home" "I just wanna be free" "I wanna be rid of the nothingness that waits for me" "Do you still play the piano?" "Play me something" "where did all the time go?" "Is this as good as it gets?" "you can feel lonely in a crowded room" "Who will hear my songs when I die?" "You must leave my life" "You are not welcome here" "This sadness has a grip on me" "I'm letting it all wash away" "I don't usually tend to cry" "It's what you're made for" "I declare there will be joy" "Life is not fair" "Find a little faith to hold on" "It can't rain forever" "The sun exists behind the clouds"

[mcflymemes]

PROMPTS FOR THE MORNING AFTER *  adjust as necessary, nsfw implied

this... isn't my bed.

i'll make us breakfast.

wait, how long have you been here?

did you stay the night?

you're so beautiful like this.

did i give you that hickey?

don't get up. stay right here.

kiss me again.

nice bedhead.

are you... wearing anything?

this was a bad idea.

i've wanted to do that forever.

did you enjoy it?

i did a number on your back. sorry about that.

is this your shirt?

maybe you should go.

i had a great time.

if you stay, i'll make us coffee.

i shouldn't have stayed over.

come back here. please?

i've never been like that with anyone before.

there's a bra on the ceiling fan.

did we... actually...?

we could do it again, if you want.

you made me feel... incredible.

was it... okay?

you look beautiful in my bed.

what do you remember?

was i too loud?

you can borrow my shirt.

i guess this makes us more than friends.

this can't be happening.

i could spend the day just like this, right here with you.

is that a hickey?

this was just for fun. it doesn't mean we're together.

this wasn't supposed to happen.

should we talk about it?

what time is it? i'm late for work.

how long have you been awake?

i remember... everything.

we should do that again sometime.

i think we cuddled.

that was the best night of my life.

what parts do you remember?

why don't you stay for breakfast?

was it good for you?

the sex was great.

how do you like your eggs?

are we still friends?

sorry, i've got morning breath.

i'd really like to keep seeing you.

i'm glad i invited you in.

finally... fucking finally.

please don't leave the bed.

don't make fun of me if i walk funny.

this doesn't mean anything.

my friends are never going to believe this.

i don't even know who i was last night.

no one's ever taken care of me like that.

let me help you clean up.

maybe we should forget this even happened.

i'm just going to... leave.

you said some wild things last night.

you're wearing my shirt.

maybe we could make this a regular thing.

am i blushing? i'm blushing, aren't i.

where did i put my glasses?

your clothes are in the living room.

i need a shower.

your hair's a mess.

you make a great pillow.

i thought we agreed this would ruin our relationship.

did i do something wrong?

we were pretty loud.

do you want me to leave?

i asked you to stay the night.

i bet your neighbors hate us.

stay like this.

well, that's one way to bounce back.

what about round two?

don't let go of me.

why don't you join me in the shower?

we can't keep doing this.

we're fucked, aren't we.

how long have i been asleep?

i tried to keep feelings out of this. i really did.

[rpclefairy]

more random sentence starters.

“that version of me is gone.”

“this changes nothing.”

“i was counting on it.”

“watch me.”

“it wasn’t like this before.”

“i can’t pretend anymore.”

“it’s a promise.”

“say it again.”

“don’t do this.”

“you’re late.”

“this is your last chance.”

“i made my choice long ago.”

“it was over the moment you left.”

“i had to see it for myself.”

“i’ve made worse mistakes than this.”

“you changed.”

“tell me the truth.”

“you look like you’ve seen a ghost.”

“you owe me.”

“you followed the wrong path.”

“this isn’t over.”

“i warned you.”

“you’re hiding something.”

“you’ll regret this.”

“they recognized the weapon before they recognized the person holding it.”

“is this a threat?”

“some things can’t be fixed.”

“help me understand.”

“it ends however you decide.”

“you don’t understand.”

“you can’t stop this.”

“you came back.”

“it doesn’t have to end like this.”

“you’re making a mistake.”

“we never make it out clean.”

“maybe it was the only one.”

“you remember me, don’t you?”

“you lied to me.”

“you’re shaking.”

“silence would have been kinder.”

“you shouldn’t have followed me.”

“i trusted you.”

“say my name.”

“i’m not afraid.”

“you knew, didn’t you?”

“is this goodbye?”

“things change.”

“you don’t have to be alone.”

“i mean it this time.”

“that was your first mistake.”

“you’re not who i remember.”

“we don’t have much time.”

“was any of it real?”

“that’s not what you said before.”

“listen to me.”

“and yet, here we are.”

“put it down before this gets worse.”

“look at me.”

“i regret a lot of things.”

“you’re bleeding.”

“i didn’t think you’d survive.”

“don’t say my name like that.”

“you knew i’d come.”

“maybe you never knew me.”

“why are you here?”

“you wouldn’t like it.”

“people like us don’t get happy endings.”

“you followed me into ruin.”

“before everything fell apart.”

“there’s always a choice.”

“we could still fix this.”

“you’ve said that before.”

“i never meant for this to happen.”

“you promised.”

“what did you do?”

“before you chose a side.”

“don’t turn your back on me.”

“before you betrayed me.”

“you shouldn’t have.”

“i’m trying to help you.”

“you’ve always known the truth.”

“say something worth hearing.”

“i’m not backing down.”

“help me, or get out of my way.”

“don’t be foolish.”

“you should have run when you had the chance.”

“i owe you nothing.”

“i had no choice.”

“i walked away when it mattered most.”

“i crossed a line i can’t uncross.”

“i remember you too clearly.”

“you still care?”

“i won’t say it again.”

[thesongbiird]

"Don’t   make   me   chase   you."

Her eyes widen, a nervous chuckle escaping her lips. He's not serious. He can't be serious.

"What do you mean, chase me?"

[gloomglimmer]

›       TENSION   LINER   PROMPTS     

"I   dare   you   to   try."

"Do   you   always   get   close?"

"You’re   pushing   my   limits."

"Stop   looking   at   me   like   that."

"I’m   losing   control   here."

"You   have   no   idea,   do   you?"

"I   can’t   resist   you   anymore."

"Stay   back,   or   don’t."

"I   know   what   you   want."

"This   is   getting   dangerous   now."

"You’re   too   tempting   for   me."

"I   shouldn’t   want   this,   but…"

"I   don’t   play   fair,   remember?"

"Careful,   you’re   testing   me."

"You’re   just   making   it   worse."

"You’re   too   close   for   comfort."

"Do   you   always   push   buttons?"

"Stop   before   I   kiss   you."

"You’re   making   it   too   hard."

"I   can’t   stop   thinking   about   you."

"I   want   you   too   much."

"You   know   exactly   what   you’re   doing."

"I’m   not   playing   games   here."

"You’ve   crossed   the   line   now."

"Keep   pushing,   and   you’ll   regret   it."

"This   is   dangerous,   isn’t   it?"

"I’m   trying   not   to   care."

"Don’t   make   me   regret   this."

"You’re   playing   with   fire."

"You   don’t   know   what’s   coming."

"I   shouldn’t   be   this   close."

"We’re   getting   dangerously   close   now."

"I   can   feel   the   heat."

"Don’t   test   me   right   now."

"I   want   you   too   badly."

"Don’t   make   me   chase   you."

"You’re   distracting   me,   you   know."

"I   won’t   fall   for   this."

"I   want   you,   but…"

"What   do   you   want   from   me?"

"I’ll   never   give   in."

"I’m   trying   not   to   care."

"You’re   playing   with   my   patience."

"Don’t   make   this   harder,   please."

"I   can’t   stop   this   feeling."

"I’m   already   in   too   deep."

"You   won’t   walk   away   unscathed."

"You’re   walking   a   fine   line."

"I’m   trying   to   stay   calm."

"What   are   you   doing   to   me?"

[thesongbiird]

@evildecd

Continued from here

Shawn just doesn't know how to navigate this. With girls he'd always found it so easy, he'd feed them the right lines and it would always work. Ash was different. Not just because of the obvious but Shawn was starting to realise that his feelings ran a lot deeper than any other girl he'd been with before. Shawn had never been the kind of guy to get nervous but Ash? Ash made him nervous.

He was about to come back with some quick remark but all at once Ash's lips were on his and for a moment he froze. Unsure and unsteady. But then something switched inside of him and he couldn't help himself, one hand snaking up into Ash's hair and the other making its way to the small of his back, pulling him in. He needed him close.

[thesongbiird]

“Ain’t you the prettiest thing?”

"Oh, I don't..."

She stumbles over her words, glancing down at her arm she notices the gooseflesh appearing, her body screaming at her to flee. And yet there's a stupid, vain part of her that keeps her rooted to the spot, cheeks flushing pink from his flattery. She's been warned all her life about men like him, but she also has a deep rooted need to be good. Running off would be rude and she can't be rude. She needs to be a good, polite girl.

"That's real kind of you. I should get back to work."

[thesongbiird]

“What did you do?”

"Nothing bad, why are you looking at me like that?"

Exasperated, Beth sighed as she tried to explain herself, suddenly doubting her actions.

"I was just trying to help."

[thesongbiird]

“you’re bleeding.”

"Huh?"

Dazed, Beth suddenly seemed to notice the dull ache at her temple. Lifting her hand to her head she winced at the sting, before looking at her fingers, stained crimson. She was so out of it she hadn't even noticed the injury until it was pointed out to her.

"I slipped."

She isn't entirely sure why her instinct is to lie. Something about this man puts her on edge, he's unpredictable and truthfully she hadn't even processed the events of the evening yet. It was better so pretend. For herself too.

"I don't know why I'm here. I'm sorry, I should go."

[rpclefairy]

more random sentence starters.

“that version of me is gone.”

“this changes nothing.”

“i was counting on it.”

“watch me.”

“it wasn’t like this before.”

“i can’t pretend anymore.”

“it’s a promise.”

“say it again.”

“don’t do this.”

“you’re late.”

“this is your last chance.”

“i made my choice long ago.”

“it was over the moment you left.”

“i had to see it for myself.”

“i’ve made worse mistakes than this.”

“you changed.”

“tell me the truth.”

“you look like you’ve seen a ghost.”

“you owe me.”

“you followed the wrong path.”

“this isn’t over.”

“i warned you.”

“you’re hiding something.”

“you’ll regret this.”

“they recognized the weapon before they recognized the person holding it.”

“is this a threat?”

“some things can’t be fixed.”

“help me understand.”

“it ends however you decide.”

“you don’t understand.”

“you can’t stop this.”

“you came back.”

“it doesn’t have to end like this.”

“you’re making a mistake.”

“we never make it out clean.”

“maybe it was the only one.”

“you remember me, don’t you?”

“you lied to me.”

“you’re shaking.”

“silence would have been kinder.”

“you shouldn’t have followed me.”

“i trusted you.”

“say my name.”

“i’m not afraid.”

“you knew, didn’t you?”

“is this goodbye?”

“things change.”

“you don’t have to be alone.”

“i mean it this time.”

“that was your first mistake.”

“you’re not who i remember.”

“we don’t have much time.”

“was any of it real?”

“that’s not what you said before.”

“listen to me.”

“and yet, here we are.”

“put it down before this gets worse.”

“look at me.”

“i regret a lot of things.”

“you’re bleeding.”

“i didn’t think you’d survive.”

“don’t say my name like that.”

“you knew i’d come.”

“maybe you never knew me.”

“why are you here?”

“you wouldn’t like it.”

“people like us don’t get happy endings.”

“you followed me into ruin.”

“before everything fell apart.”

“there’s always a choice.”

“we could still fix this.”

“you’ve said that before.”

“i never meant for this to happen.”

“you promised.”

“what did you do?”

“before you chose a side.”

“don’t turn your back on me.”

“before you betrayed me.”

“you shouldn’t have.”

“i’m trying to help you.”

“you’ve always known the truth.”

“say something worth hearing.”

“i’m not backing down.”

“help me, or get out of my way.”

“don’t be foolish.”

“you should have run when you had the chance.”

“i owe you nothing.”

“i had no choice.”

“i walked away when it mattered most.”

“i crossed a line i can’t uncross.”

“i remember you too clearly.”

“you still care?”

“i won’t say it again.”

[thesongbiird]

@gcverncr

continued from here

He emerges from the shadows and she sp badly wants to feel relief. Something in his expression stops her though, her blood runs through her veins with an icy chill and every sense seems to be telling her to run. To get away. But that southern politeness she was born and raised with just won't let her feet move.

"Show? That wasn't a show it was--inhuman."

Her eyes are wide and afraid and she stares at him for a moment, pleadingly.

"What is this place?"

[mrflayed]

@thesongbiird continued from here

Tom slows down his walking until he was fully stopped. He seemed a bit confused, looking around him as if she was talking to someone else. After a moment he just clears his throat and nods, accepting his fate.

"Sure. I can spare a few to assist. How can I help?"

[thesongbiird]

"I know this is a little weird to just walk in and do this but I was wondering if there would be any work going? I moved to town a little while ago and its been tough to find a job. I just--I thought maybe just coming in and meeting you would help?"

[thesongbiird]

"sorry, were you talking to me?" From Tom Holloway

Beth seemed to shrink slightly, she just wasn't used to speaking to men like him and somehow his eyes on her made her feel small.

"Yes, sorry. I just--I wondered if you could help me."

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑺𝑬𝑿𝑼𝑨𝑳 𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑺𝑰𝑶𝑵 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺.  (  nsfw.  as a reminder: your muse = sender and my muse = receiver.  add + reverse to reverse the action.  feel free to adjust to better fit your muses.  )

❛  you look absolutely irresistible right now.  ❜ ❛  there’s so many things i’d love to do to you.  ❜ ❛  it isn’t fair how much you turn me on.  ❜ ❛  i can’t stop thinking about you.  ❜ ❛  tell me what you want me to do.  ❜ ❛  do you want to take this somewhere more … private?  ❜ ❛  if you keep looking at me like that i don’t think i’ll be able to control myself any longer.  ❜ ❛  is this okay or do you want me to stop?  ❜ ❛  would it be wrong for me to kiss you?  ❜ ❛  i’ve noticed you’ve been staring at me this whole time.  ❜ ❛  why don’t you come a little closer?  ❜ ❛  the things i’d do to you if we weren’t out in public …  ❜ ❛  can you feel what you are doing to me?  ❜ ❛  i’ve got something really special planned for us.  ❜ ❛  we’ll see where the night will take us.  ❜ ❛  i’ve never felt such an instant connection with anyone else before.  ❜ ❛  you can do whatever you want to me.  ❜ ❛  it would be a shame to waste such a perfect opportunity.  ❜ ❛  i’ve always wanted to do this.  ❜ ❛  you’ve been teasing me for far too long. it’s my turn now.  ❜

[  WALL  ]  *  your muse pins my muse against the closest wall. [  ALMOST KISS  ]  *  my muse leans closer to your muse almost like they’re trying to initiate a kiss, only to pull away in the last second. [  TEASE  ]  *  my muse teases your muse either by touch or words or any other way that works for them. [  TUG  ]  *  your muse tugs my muse closer and wraps their arms around them. [  STRIPTEASE  ]  *  my muse gives your muse a show as they take off their clothes. [  LAPDANCE  ]  *  my muse gives your muse a lapdance. [  SECUDE  ]  *  my muse whispers sweet nothings to your muse. [  EYE CONTACT  ]  *  your muse gazes deeply into my muse’s eyes. [  LINGER  ]  *  your muse gives my muse lingering touches. [  STUCK  ]  *  our muses are stuck in a small broom closet together. [  BLUSH  ]  *  your muse makes my muse blush with their words. [  CLOSER  ]  *  my muse comes closer, invading more of your muses personal space. [  ACCIDENTAL BRUSH  ]  *  my muse touches your muse ( somewhere intimate ) on accident. [  PURPOSEFUL TOUCH  ]  *  my muse touches your muse ( somewhere intimate ) on purpose. [  FLIRT  ]  *  my muse flirts with your muse.

[rpclefairy]

first meeting sentence starters.

send one to have our muses meet for the first time.

“Sorry, were you just talking to me?”

“I think you dropped this.”

“You look lost. Need some help?”

“I don’t usually talk to strangers, but…”

“You’re sitting in my spot.”

“Whoa! Careful!”

“We’ve never met, right? You seem familiar.”

“Is that seat taken?”

“Sorry, I think I just spilled something on you.”

“You’re blocking the doorway.”

“Were you just staring at me?”

“Excuse me, do you know the time?”

“Wait — are you the person I’m supposed to meet?”

“I’ve been sent to find you.”

“Please don’t be alarmed, but I think we have the same bag.”

“Do you work here?”

“I’m fairly certain that’s mine.”

“You’ve got something on your face.”

“Sorry, I thought you were someone else.”

“Do you know the way to ___?”

“You’re hurt. Do you need help?”

“That’s a fine ___ (cloak/hat/book/etc.). Where did you get it?”

“This might sound strange, but can I hide behind you for a moment?”

“You look like you could use a friend.”

“I think your dog just stole my lunch.”

“Hey, you dropped your coin purse.”

“I think we’re stuck in here together.”

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to overhear, but…”

“Are you the new neighbor?”

“First time in town?”

“I’m not sure if this belongs to you, but…”

“You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”

“I’ve been hearing a lot about you.”

“Do you mind if I join you?”

“I think you’re in the wrong place.”

“You seem… out of place.”

“Don’t take this the wrong way, but are you following me?”

“That was a close call.”

“Not to alarm you, but someone’s watching you.”

“Mind if I walk with you?”

“You look like you’re in trouble.”

“Was that your doing back there?”

“You don’t look like you’re from around here.”

“That was impressive. How’d you manage it?”

“I’m guessing you’re not here by accident.”

“Do I want to know what just happened?”

“You might want to keep your voice down.”

“Is it always this strange around here?”

“I have a feeling we’re about to become acquainted whether we like it or not.”

“Looks like we’re in this together now.”

[thecvildead]

“Look, she’s helped me, all right?”

' ---- are you fucking her? '

so he's right out with it then. jealousy looked good on him and his squared shoulders, tight jaw, furrowed brow. it didn't feel good, though, because his thoughts are swarming with things like he was never yours, y'know and who would choose you?

' y'know what, don't tell me. it's fine. i'm sorry. ' and suddenly a switch flips, and he's forcing this casual if not mildly regretful smile, a tone that betrays the fact he's swarming with emotion. ' that was stupid of me. she's beautiful. s'great. '

he grabs his jacket, balling it against his chest and tucking it under his arm. all ashley wants to do is run, hide, lick his wounds in private.

[thesongbiird]

Shawn pauses, momentarily stunned by the change in the other man's demeanor. The answer that slips from his lips is entirely honest in his shock.

"No, I'm not. Would you be pissed off if I was?"

Brows furrow as he wonders what he's said wrong, what this could be about, and then it dawns on him. With a solid stoney feeling in the pit of stomach his jaw tightens ever so slightly.

"You're pissed because you like her."