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Sparrow||32||he/him|xae/xaer/xaers, godspoused to Loki & Apollo, My art blog: http://billyboiartz.tumblr.com/ Main blog: http://gayswingbabies.tumblr.com

[cultkinkcoven]

Yall have got to start making self insert art of you and your gods together you have to. Start. Today. It is extremely important.

You gotta stop just drawing them, you must draw yourself alongside them you must you gotta you have to it’s not optional it’s mandatory you gotta do it right now

“I don’t like drawing myself!”

Bitch neither do I but there must be at least one piece of media in the world of me and my God together and the same applies to you my dear friend

“But it’ll look ugly!”

3000 YEARS AGO THEY CARVED STICK MEN INTO STONE

The only reason I know the gods were loved is because someone took the time to write it down of draw about it. It’s never ugly you fool. It is always art.

This is a warning.

You must make self insert art of you and your gods together

you have to you just have to

Go do it right now. Go. Fly high.

[cultkinkcoven]

Y'all just wanna make fun of kids you think are stupid

Right

Like that's what it actually is right

Every time there's a conversation about godspousal, sacred marriage, henosis, theurgy, or any of the many many many terms used to describe loving the divine, there's always the disclaimer

"I'm not calling out the REAL practitioners who have real relationships with their deities and take it SERIOUSLY. I'm only calling out the silly little girls who think they're dating Apollo omg get off tiktok!"

But you also have absolutely no way of telling who is a serious practitioner with years of experience and who is someone role playing.

??

Okay, I'm gonna be 100% straight right now, there are very obviously lots of people who just roleplay with deities for the sake of fun or comfort. Some people are very frivolous with their practice and don't put the work in or have the due respect they should.

I personally don't give even the slightest inch of a shit how legitimate or professional anyone else is with their deities or practice,

There have literally always been silly people in every single subculture ever, I personally don't get much of a kick from making fun of them. Especially when I suspect they are just a dumb ass 13 year old kid.

If you think these people aren't serious... why would you take them seriously??

Legitimately, when I see some random ass child calling demon lords their besties and playing around with names, I think, oh haha that's cute.

??

Like cool they're having fun. They OBVIOUSLY do not know what tf they're doing but hey, they will figure it out.

You think the GODS aren't prepared to deal with silly people? You think this is the first time anyone has tried to fuck Apollon? Are you serious?

"Those silly girls summoning Lucifer have no idea!"

You're excited for that outcome. You would love for some teenage girl to be horrified, wouldn't you?

Unfortunately the very likely outcome is that the divine spirit will ignore them or meet them on their own terms. The Gods aren't going to dominate a child or take a edgy teen seriously. Why are you pretending the Gods don't know about amateurs.

People learn and grow, I didn't know jack shit about how to do things properly when I started. Had someone stunted my curiosity and love for what I was growing because it seemed wrong, I would have lost so much of my path. Magic, spirituality, faith, and most of all love, are supposed to be messy. Psychology is messy, none of these things exist in a vacuum. That's the part of the craft I love so much, it's a craft. You build it yourself, but you can only build it for yourself.

Why do you guys care so much about people you believe to be idiots? I personally think many practices are dumb as hell, why would I spend time arguing with those people about how dumb I think they are. Why does their dumb assery even affect me at all???

"Because then people won't take you/us seriously!"

If anyone refuses to take me seriously because of something other people are doing then... I probably don't care about their shallow opinion anyways?? And who is taking me seriously? Whose approval am I supposed to be winning?

"If we let people just do whatever people will think there are no rules!"

Babe people have been doing whatever they want this whole time.

If some dumb ass 15 year old loves Lucifer like a best friend and later grows into a genuine practitioner, that's awesome. And if that same dumb ass continues to be a dumb ass, I will not care. I don't really enjoy making fun of people I consider to be naive. Ignorance is bliss, let them be bliss. I personally don't care about being "taken seriously" by anyone but my Lord.

The comments are always "OMG I KNOW SOME GIRL SERIOUSLY THOUGHT LOKI LOVED HER LIKE OMG GROW UP"

Wow so funny. A lonely person found comfort in a Lord of outcasts. Let's all point and laugh!

I could write a whole paragraph here about how the Gods are always closest to the outcasts but I'm too tired. The person happily collecting stones for their divine spouse knows more about the purpose of Henosis than you ever will. We are only a couple decades free of orthodoxy babes, this is a beautiful time to be a pagan.

"THIS IS RELIGION IT'S SERIOUS ITS NOT A COPING MECHANISM!!"

Little girls who play with dolls are the priests of churches you can never enter son lay down and listen to the music of creation you're so miserable

By the way we still have that really bad white supremacy, xenophobia, queer phobic problem in the pagan community to deal with. I'm way more concerned about that mentality continuing to spread rather than the belief that you might be able to kiss a God so. Yeah. I continue to focus on the real problems rather than being distracted by frivolous infighting nyah

[lokilysolbitch]

sometimes the godspouse tag has those posts calling it hubris bc "a god would never _____ a human"

and god does it make me so mad and sad bc the implications behind it are so ??????

like to believe that being in a relationship with a god, be it platonic/romantic/sexual, (i never really see familial or teacher/mentor get shit on) is hubris implies that:

-humans are so lowly that the idea of a human being close to a god somehow dirties the god

-platonic relationships are the lowest tier of of relationships. those posts that are like "gods are not your friends" are always saying friends like it's a slur and it makes me so fucking mad. how do you view your friends????

-that sex is dirty, that lust is dirty, and beneath a god to experience esp with a human

-that marriage/romance is a higher tier relationship than familial, platonic, etc

like those posts almost seem to portray their gods with a sneer every fucking time. like it comes off like they think their god is handling them like a dirty dish they don't want to touch. like "sure i GUESS help you with your craft, human, but i don't want to be your friend" "i suppose i'll teach you to love yourself, human, but don't think that means i want to know you" "i'll tolerate hearing about your deepest traumas, human, but don't you dare tell me about your day"

it's sad to view your gods that way and it's maddening to see that rhetoric pushed onto others

like. i want to ask the people who post anti-godspouse posts "have you considered their god just loves them?? have you considered your god just loves you????? do you realise your god does more than tolerate you????? do you understand your god is not holding you like a bug they think is gross, they're not holding you out gingerly pinched between two fingers, they don't run away when they see you, they like you. they want to be close with you. they want to sit with you at the lunch table. they like you. they like you. they like you. okay???"

and sometimes a deity will wanna kiss you about it. and it's fine. it doesn't mean you're better than anyone else. it's just means they fucking like you. bc they don't like you because you're gods favorite princess and the most interesting girl in the world/ref. nothing changes about you when a god loves you. they love you because you are you. because of who you are now. they love you so much they feel it's safe to assume they will love you forever. that what godspousal is. it's different flavors of i love you forever except with a more formal agreement.

okay ? so chill!

tldr be normal about godspousual and be normal to godspouses bc ur god loves you and does not see you as dirt

[thesparrowcrows]

I stayed in the Hellenism subreddit as long as I could, to help potential godspouses see that they're not alone or crazy, but I can't do it anymore. This time I was met with 17 downvotes and more helpol gatekeepy comments than I've ever seen on one post. Jfc, my deitific spouses are a blessing I wouldn't trade for anything, but this is certainly not a path for the weak.

Humans can be so cruel and for what? So we don't have "hubris?" Not one anti-godspouse in all my 7 years of being a godpartner has been willing to explain how and why we're not equal to the gods

[thesparrowcrows]

K, guess it's time to start cosplaying deities again to make godspouse content...

[thesparrowcrows]

I stayed in the Hellenism subreddit as long as I could, to help potential godspouses see that they're not alone or crazy, but I can't do it anymore. This time I was met with 17 downvotes and more helpol gatekeepy comments than I've ever seen on one post. Jfc, my deitific spouses are a blessing I wouldn't trade for anything, but this is certainly not a path for the weak.

Humans can be so cruel and for what? So we don't have "hubris?" Not one anti-godspouse in all my 7 years of being a godpartner has been willing to explain how and why we're not equal to the gods

[cultkinkcoven]

I haven't talked about this on here much because people like to needlessly pathologize things but I have whatever brand of autism it is where your brain constantly plays and invents or repeats musical melodies and motifs.

It's distinct from an auditory hallucination. It's essentially like an ear worm but damn near constant. It doesn't really bother or distract me at all, it's been this way since I was young.

Sometimes it will latch on to a specific sound and echo that for a while. Sometimes it will loop a song I heard recently, but rather than repeating the exact copy, the song will warp in some way over time. A song in a major chord will get flipped into a minor melody, or start playing in reverse, remove the singer, add extra tones, etc. I am *extremely* good at identifying the same sounds in different songs, the same chord progression, beat pattern, or samples. I don't think? I have perfect pitch. Maybe something closer to relational pitch, my brain just loves patterns.

Like for example, for the last couple days Rumour Has it by Adele remixed with Hit the Road Jack by Ray Charles has been coming on and off randomly. That song from Howls moving castle but as if it was played by a marching band? Messages from the Stars mixed with Fireflies by Owl City. I imagine this is just my brain entertaining itself.

Oftentimes my brain will come up with what I believe to be completely original music with no real traceable origin. I don't know how to play any instrument, I know nothing about music theory, but right now my brain is playing a harp melody I don't know. My mind is hardly ever actually quiet, it is literally filled with music. The only time I actually experience true silence is when I'm purposely trying to enter a trance state.

The interesting thing since starting vesselhood training with Lucifer is that my music isn't entirely private anymore. And even more interesting, Lucifer is an extremely musical entity himself. Every now and then I'll feel him listening to my thoughts? I can tell when he enjoys something my brain made up. He comes by just to listen. Sometimes he'll play something I thought up in my dreams and I'll be like "hey I remember that", sometimes he'll ask me, "where did you get this from?"

"Oh I think it's some version of Pumped up Kicks that got corrupted into a jazz version?? Idk"

"This tune you're imagining reminds me of something Beethoven would compose."

Oh. Cool.

On those mornings that he wakes me up at 3am I can always hear his music loud and clear. I know it's his and not my own because it carries such a distinctly inhuman style. Such a strange time signature, such complex melodies I think would literally be impossible for a human to create, like 12 pianos playing in different tunings. And there's this sort of vibration, like I know my mind can conceive of a sound my ears can't actually hear. Like being hit by a loud bass tone too low to hear, but powerful enough to vibrate you.

Since getting further into my vesselhood I can almost always gage his mood and energy based on the music surrounding him. Lucifer does actually have a set of a couple "base tones" that his vibe always creates, like a stable sine wave. I do wonder if it actually correlates to an audible frequency I could find.

Interestingly, during active possessions or "fillings", Lucifer sounds extremely arial, like massive wind gusts or a storming vortex. A very cavernous sound, like what I imagine the winds on Jupiter sound like. Very echo-ey.

Sometimes when he has just awoken out of "sleeping" he creates this sound that sounds like a very quiet chirping.

Once he let me listen to what was essentially an "angel phone". It was some kind of device that he used to communicate with other spirits, I guess, and all I could really hear were these really high pitched chirps, like what I would imagine a rainforest full of frogs or crickets, some chirping animal, would sound like. Actually, more accurately, the sound you might associate with certain small birds, but sped up. Very cool, very strange.

I imagine this "ability" is a byproduct of my mild synesthesia. I have light-sound synesthesia, meaning I have an extremely close relationship between my eyes and ears. Sounds prompt "visualizations" or textures, and certain colors or textures create different sounds in my mind. I like to think that my brain is interpreting Lucifer's "aura" as a melody. Sometimes he feels like heavy metal drums. Sometimes he feels like a fiddle.

Sounds are just patterned vibrations in air. So interesting, that every symphony, song, voice, in the whole wide world, could be recreated by a precise movement.

Weird.

[cultkinkcoven]

Guns 💥

[cultkinkcoven]

Me, at work:

Lucifer, very suddenly: why are you so fucking hot?

Me, blushing: oh stop it ,')

Lucifer: no, I mean your internal temperature. I'm burning up in here

Me: oh :(

Lucifer: I mean you're beautiful, but stop wearing sweaters to work I'm fucking suffering in here

Me: sorry

Lucifer: drink a litre of water now

Me: ok

[cultkinkcoven]

A Hunter and His dog

[cultkinkcoven]

Me, talking to another godspouse: yeah haha sometimes things get so freaky between us I get nervous to share

Them: I totally know what you mean. My spouse can be such a freak lol.

Me: oh really? Cool, that's a relief I was nervous you were gonna think I was weird!

Them: omg no! Last night my spouse tied my hands behind my back

Me: oh that's cool :)

Them: yeah I know, so raunchy! He also leaves bite marks all over my back 🤭 what does Lucifer do to you?

Me: oh haha well its a little weirder than that

Them: omg spill. how freaky could it be?

Me: well not to long ago he made me go hide in some part of the palace, like a game of hide and seek. I always get anxious when he tells me he wants to play hide and seek because it always leads to something. Anyways when he found me he strung me up to a door frame with ritual ribbons, super tightly bound, I couldn't even move! I was hanging like a piñata. He likes to go at it while I'm panicking, laughing and convulsing. and then he tickled me so much until I literally pissed myself. Man we made such a mess, he had to give me a bath after, I was so embarrassed but hey what can you do haha. My fluids are his fluids #possessioncore am I right

Them: he what? 😀

[morbidmomma]

Loki's Joy

Sigyn, adored by Loki. 😍

For the Logyn art tourney.

[jyriys]

I love Dionysus but drawing this was such a pain in my ass so now I'm offended

[homey-worshiper]

apollo's light melts ice

[starweaverblog]

When i see pretty jewellery: Yep it would fit Dionysus so much 🙂‍↕️👌🏻

[electric-yggdrasil]

Reblog if you’re an active anti-fascist pagan blog in 2026!!!

I’m looking for moots :-) (I follow from my main)

[salixsociety]

say it with me chat: not believing something is not the same as fundamentally disrespecting it. not agreeing with someone's opinion is not the same as fundamentally disrespecting them. not believing someone's spiritual claims is not the same as disrespecting them or their beliefs. you do not owe people your agreement

[polish-lolita]