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The condensation from all the gendergas (he/ae/it) - Jay Ferin enthusiast - pfp by @irisgallowayart on instagram

[pollen]

happy Barely Keeping It Together Wednesday to all who celebrate

[spockwitharock]

been reading about PMDD lately and that shit is bonkers. im sure a lot of doctors are just like "oh you know how it is... hormones!!" ok well wdym it also affects the immune system and people who have it are less sensitive to benzos. what the fuck

[hewoweens]

u can be boiling alive in your mind for months and then on a random tuesday ur head gets so clear and life is worth living again and you're like damn what was all that about then

[everythingdestroyingme]

This but it’s PMDD

[starryeyesmasc]

pmdd sufferers should get a free €500 once a month or something cause holy shit

[thequeenofthewinter]

What PMDD Feels Like to Me

It’s a time bomb waiting to go off. You know it’s here; it’s coming. It’s just around the corner but when? Oh, you’re suddenly sad for no reason? You had a bad thought about yourself? Well, we can’t let that go, so now you’re more tilted than a pinball table. The things you liked to do? You hate them, and you hate the things you make. You never want to make anything again. Why does anyone want to talk to you? Everybody hates you. Why bother getting out of bed?

This happens every month.

Wallow in agony over nothing. Because this is nothing right? Why can’t you just be normal like everyone else? Maybe you’re faking it. Maybe you’re just weak. Maybe this is your fault.

This happens every month.

You lay in bed. You cry. Why are you crying again? It will be over soon, right? You just have to endure until the red tides roll in, and then it’s just the physical pain. You can take that, can’t you? Yes, yes, you can take that if only you can get off of the emotional yo-yo picking you up and putting you down. Picking you up and putting you down. Picking you up and putting you down.

This happens every month.

Shouldn’t you expect this? Why are you letting this happen to yourself? Why can’t you just be happy? Careful, your mental illness is showing, and if you share too much of that, no one will want to talk to you. But didn’t we already establish that no one likes you anyway?

This happens every month.

It ends, and suddenly the clouds clear. The sun is out, and all of this is like it had never happened. Like a switch is flipped, everything is suddenly beautiful and bright again. You are fine. Everything is fine.

This happens every month.

[fairykyu]

The joys of being born with a uterus

[patheticwhimsy]

pmdd is having a little guy in your head whose solution to any and all issues is “just kill yourself” and you have to be like. sigh. NO, that’s not an option. and they’ll be like “…unless??” and it’s just that for a week and then they clock out and you wave to each other and say see you next month

[revvetha]

I am loved! 😊 [white knuckle gripping the sink unable to meet my own bloodshot eyes]

[madphantom]

"I'm just a girl☺️🥰💖💞💅🌺🌷🦄" when you were eight and the teacher said she needed some strong boys to carry something you used to be furious, and when you convinced them to let you help, you carried twice as many chairs as the boys with the righteous anger of a girl who knew she was just as capable as them. Where did that go?

[that-windy-place-tho]

People in the notes

[koiagain]

Stop saying “do it scared” i do everything scared I sleep scared Boy i’ll kill u

[phleb0tomist]

reminder to all disabled people that you’re allowed to tell people “i can’t do that” about stuff you can ‘technically’ do but which harms you or requires a period of recovery or preparatory rest etc. you don’t have to explain the complex nuances of your condition to anybody who demands it. i’ve found it’s honestly better to give the least amount of info about your symptoms unless you trust a person a lot. you hold the power over your health information. you choose whether or not to share the details of your condition with people who might not understand.

[digitalmyyth]

Hanging out with people will make you remember you're the crazy woke friend for like. not wanting to shop at shien

[julpernulper]

parents will be like “you’ve changed” and it’s just you started doing the things that make you comfortable that you always wanted to do but was too scared to express your wants and needs

[prettyboysdontlookatexplosions]

they should make a frowny face with three hearts emoji for when you want to convey that even through a very bad mood or tough situation you still feel a wave of affection for the person you are texting

[clubpenguinkiller]

cats always step precisely on your most sensitive areas when theyre crawling on you lovingly for cuddles. bladder dick ovaries boobs stomach bruise it doesnt matter. they have homing devices on their paws for the exact area you’re most tender at the moment and they put their full weight into that step. and sometimes they might keep their stance midstride so theyre just standing there forever forcing you to endure the pain. because they are simply too cute to get mad at

[urie]

stop calling it a girl dinner and call it by its formal name: Fend For Yourself dinner in an ingredients household

[deslizada]

man sometimes friendship really is just "I saw this and knew it would give you psychic damage. please respond with agony" and then they do. and it's great