fuck-is-this

18+ stuff will be here so kids shouldn’t be I like various gay things such as teen wolf

[thethingofthething]

i think its actually funny as fuck you can tell when my intrests turn to a diffrent think just form how consume i am by them anyway shane hollander has great crash out poetential and idk if im projecting but he to me seems like a very pushing it down and seething about it later kinda guy, which is very relatable to me. like he is very much the type to avoid rocking the boat as a poc who is aware he can't really get away with being agrressive like other players/ people. I also think shane (hockey player) hollander is not starting fights but he sure as hell is finishing them like there is now way he isnt targetted during games as both a captain and just for racism reasons like people definatly come after him and i choose to believe he always wins :)

[yogi-bogey-box]

Hi friends, I need some help here. I know a lot of you are barely keeping your heads above water, financially, or are already drowning yourselves. But maybe some of you can help me.

Last year I broke a tooth. It's in the front and I really don't want to just get it pulled (which is all my insurance will pay for). But to get a crown and all the stuff that goes with it is a bigger expense than I can cover. Now usually I'd try to save up for it, but that broken tooth is now hurting me as infection sets in. I gotta get this squared away quickly.

I'm having trouble with bills already, plus paying for someone to keep my daughter when her regular respite worker is unable to but I still need to keep appointments for myself or my mother. (mom is 81 and has afib, kidney disease, and congestive heart failure. she's going to the doctor a lot)

Anyway, long story short,

I started a GoFundMe for the dental bills.

I also could use some money for the other stuff but that's not as urgent. My cashapp is finally set up: $beingagreenmother and there's still my ko-fi

even if you can't help, if you could reblog and share this around that would help too

[sickbitterandcoveredinglitter]

Like a month ago I messaged a craft group about accessibility for wheelchairs and the answer I got was “there’s a lot of stairs but we have cute boys who can carry you”. And it’s…not good. As a wheelchair bound person I largely depend on people when I want to go out and do *anything* so I’m used to it, I laugh it off, make an annoyed post about it and off I go. But I wanna just say a thing real quick.

Even if I wasn’t gay, wasn’t a survivor scared of men, getting help as a disabled person is just…Not a pleasant thing to us! Imagine for a sec how you’d feel being carried up a flight of stairs. You’re a grown person. You’re being touched in an awkward way. You’d rather do it yourself. You’re So Uncomfortable. It’s not where I look for the beginning of a romantic relationship. So like…could abled people stop doing this thing where they think helping us in a condescending and infantilizing way is cute? Cause I’m real tired. Just get me a ramp or lift and I’m cool. I don’t need a dating service when I’m just trying to go about my day

[sickbitterandcoveredinglitter]

If you’re abled please reblog it cause like…the more ppl knows the better

[pragnificent]

Seems like it should be obvious that carrying someone around, especially someone who might be more fragile than ever given their disability, is not a safe or comfortable thing for the person in question.

They really expect someone to trust a complete stranger to carry them up and down stairs, a scenario in which it would be incredibly easy for the disabled person in question to be dropped, something that could result in severe injury or even death.

[xshiromorix]

Also, more often than not, being carried by people who aren’t trained to do it hurts, so apart from being frustrated, embarrassed, and afraid, you also get to be in pain while it’s happening.

[thethingofthething]

im thinking of heather collins and samira mohan again your honour specifically thinking of how supportive and trusting collins was to samira reasuring her, telling robby he was being too hard on her, like i can just imagine the ways their mentor mentee realationship would have grown and i genuinely think it would have looked kinda like cassi's and victoria's. mrs heather collins i love you so much. i also this collins being there would have changed things for dana theyve been in the pitt together for years they both confided/comforted eachother in a way. idk i just think heather collins is not talked about enough as being a character that you can feel missing and i think samira is gonna feel the same way next season which is gonna hurt so bad.

[crazyamoeba]

Okay so whoever said that Dennis Whitaker is like an emotional support puppy who needs a bright service dog vest (I'm so sorry I can't remember the OP, please @ me if it's you) thank you for your service but also I can feel myself taking it way too literally.

Because hybrid au where that's actually Dennis' job? Where he has soft, floppy ears and a tail that's usually going at a calm, lazy wag but which can turbo boost to frantic, happy, leg-smacking thumps, or slowly lower in sympathy as needed.

He's brought on initially to boost patient satisfaction scores (not sure if Robby would have been the instigator as a sheer act of desperation or if Gloria forced it on him), but then he just starts...wandering around the staff when he's not occupied.

He lets Mel rhythmically stroke his ears in silence, despite her initial earnest mortification.

"Oh, no, no, I'm - I'm so sorry if I was staring! I would never...that's completely..."

She didn't seem to know what to do with Dennis' amiable smile, the cocked head that conveyed that he didn't understand why she was upset but he would quite like to fix it.

"Um...you're a colleague. Please don't ever think I don't know that, or that I think of you as - as less. I would never just - touch you without consent."

Her view of his professional status may be a legally grey minefield that he couldn't even begin to navigate, but he could definitely fix the other thing.

"But I'm giving you my consent. That's what I'm here for - I like to make people feel better."

And it just sort of opens the floodgates, so now whenever he's not with patients, he's with them.

Letting Langdon gently, idly tug on and play with his tail while he considers the board, occasionally yanking it away from him and turning around to grin and playfully push his hands away when he tries to retrieve it.

Sitting next to Santos while she charts, happy to be quiet and ignored other than the occasional ruffle of his ears.

Happily taking the hybrid-safe chocolates that Shen brings in with his iced coffee, listening intently, ears slightly pricked, while the man describes what coffee tastes like.

He doesn't usually have much to do with Abbot when their shifts align, and at first he'd been pretty intimidated by the man. The way he stood made Dennis think he might be ready for a fight at any moment, and the intensity of his dark-eyed stare made Dennis' ears go back and kinda made him want to roll over and show the man his belly, just in case.

But then that face that had looked so intense and stern suddenly broke out into a grin as someone thought to point Dennis out to him. There were suddenly all sorts of new wrinkles folding their way out from his eyes and the corner of his mouth, and he reached out and ruffled Dennis' hair, gently rubbing his ears once, twice, and he winked, and Dennis felt his tail start to power up behind him.

"Hey kid, Robby told me about you. You're the reason he doesn't look like something's gonna pop anymore. You're doing a good job."

Dennis automatically turning on his heel to follow behind Abbot when he strides away to begin hand-off, only stopped by Perla directing him to a particularly distressed patient in chairs.

On the rare occasions that Abbot has actually needed his services, all Dennis has had to do is sit next to him, pressed up against his side with his head on Abbot's shoulder, breathing steadily and nuzzling occasionally until Abbot takes in a less shaky breath and stands up. He always thanks Dennis, quietly strokes behind his ears for a few seconds before walking away, patting his leg for Dennis to follow so they can both get back to work.

Since he's primarily day shift, he spends most of his time with Robby, who pretends not to need his help all that much, but who always guides Dennis towards his next task with a hand or two on his shoulder or the back of his neck, often imparting a squeeze that makes Dennis' tail twitch happily. He'll pat Dennis on the back for a job well done, and very hesitantly reach out to slowly rub the tip of one ear when they lose a patient and Dennis' tail is tucked firmly and unhappily between his legs.

Sometimes, when Dennis is in the room during procedures, keeping either patient or family calm, Robby will make eye contact with Dennis as he explains what he's doing, just the same as he does with his medical students. It never seems to matter to Robby if someone is gripping his tail or if an anxious child practically has him in a headlock to squeeze his soft ears, Robby will look at Dennis like he's included in the conversation and the pop quizzes he likes to throw at his interns and students, and it never fails to make his tail wag just a little.

[thethingofthething]

ive been thinking of this the whole season but heather collins really haunts the ed like the realtionships that surrounded her in season 1 that you can feel her missing in season 2 collins reassuring and supporting samira telling her she knows what shes doing and that she is suited for the ed, collins also had a storyline that was directly about her struggles outside being pushed down in a way that sometimes makes me wonder if robby is comparing samira to heather in a way. Collins is also such a steady presence in the way mckay is because she came into the medical field after having a different career. The ED is not the only world she has ever known, which adds to her grounded nature shes confident in her abilities and others because she can see them as more than new doctors. Personally i also think shed also have a different perspective about whitakers and robbys weird boundries because shes been on the other side of being both pushed and pulled by robby. Even dana's floundering to feel in control in the ed like they confided in eachother last season they cried together like i just miss her and it burns .

[laceoddity]

I'm not so much shocked that Supriya is leaving (that happens and maybe it was her decision idk) as the audacity to literally fill her place with another woman of colour.

They announced it at the same time like we were just going to be like oh! yeah that works! not like Samira is a great character whom I care about a lot, I just wanted a brown woman there!

That actually makes it feel like Ellis is only being promoted to a regular to shield them from criticism. Scratch that, that is the main reason.

To be clear, I love her but do they have plans for her? Were they ever planning on giving her a bigger arc as a character?

Is she going to speak in expository dialogue on the struggles she's faced as a black woman to teach the white audience empathy?

Let's just hope her storyline is better than the one Samira got this season.

[thethingofthething]

samira mohan you are were shinier than all the stars, robby on the other hand he is so controlling over the er in a certin way like the day shift has big coworkers not friends and the way he laid out everything for dana was sooo interesting to her the choice of being able to go home and take a break and choosing to come back is her saving grace. robby needs to know everything happening which is fully what i think is most of his issue with langdon tbh hes so much more pissed that he didnt notice it was happeing in his er. it really does feel like they are gonna hit robby with mandetory therapy

[greatsluginthesky]

Dennis who has significant hearing loss after a farm accident as a kid.

Dennis who can’t afford working hearing aids, so makes do with a pair he found on Facebook marketplace.

Dennis who favours one side significantly, to the point of being convinced that everyone knows (they don’t), and they all must hate him for being useless (they don’t know).

Dennis who uses these janky hearing aids despite constantly giving him a migraine, because he can’t let anything compromise his chances of being a doctor.

Dennis who completely understands that Abbott needs a break from his prosthetic, and is often the first to volunteer to cover his charting in the middle of the shift.

Dennis who cannot give himself allowances, because he’s not properly disabled; not like Abbot is anyway.

Dennis whose hearing loss is “self inflicted” and therefore needs to deal with the consequences of his actions (he was six).

Dennis who absolutely will not let himself have hearing breaks in the middle of a shift, no matter how much pain his ears are in.

Dennis who can’t take his aids out at night because he sleeps in shelters, and his hearing is the first line of defence against an attack.

Dennis who recognises the symptoms of an ear infection, but can’t afford antibiotics and the hospital cracked down on “borrowing” medicine.

Dennis who collapses mid shift after a particularly bad bout of vertigo.

Dennis who doesn’t really remember much after this because the floor was suddenly very, very close, and he was suddenly very, very cold.

…

Robby who sees Dennis pass out on shift.

Robby who curses these damn med students for drinking too much caffeine and not eating enough food.

Robby who walks over to Dennis and tries to rouse him.

Robby who thinks Dennis looks a little too out of it for it to just be low blood sugar.

Robby who touches Dennis and notices he’s ice cold.

Robby who holds Dennis as he starts seizing.

Robby who catches a glimpse of white in his ear, surrounded by red, angry tissue.

Robby who swears loudly and violently when he realises “god-fucking-dammit he’s deaf”.

Robby who curses every god he knows the name of (and he knows a lot) for putting Dennis in this situation.

…

Dennis who wakes up with a very stressed Robby next to him, saying words like “septic shock” and “septic encephalopathy” and “infection spread” and “potential brain damage”.

Robby who raises his voice in frustration, and Dennis who flinches imperceptibly.

Robby who drags Dennis to audiologist appointments and forces him to pick multiple different types of aids so he’ll be comfortable wherever.

Robby who pays for the new aids, but lets Dennis think insurance covers them.

Abbot who forces Dennis to take hearing breaks whenever he takes leg breaks because he’s “bored” and “needs company”.

Abbott who, for the first time in Dennis’ life, sits him down and teaches him the ASL he learnt from his vet friends.

Dennis, who when he formally attends ASL lessons, realises he’s been taught to swear like a sailor, and his vernacular is entirely comprised of military slang.

Dennis who doesn’t understand why Robby and Abbott are being so nice about being deaf, and explains all about how it was his fault that he lost his hearing (he was six).

Abbot who gives Robby a look, and signs him up for therapy the next day.

Dennis, who comes to the realisation that the factors surrounding his hearing loss are heavily consistent with signs of child abuse.

Robby, who can only hug Dennis as he breaks down, mourning the childhood he thought he had.

Abbot, who makes him hot cocoa when he wakes up from nightmares and rocks him back to sleep,

And Dennis.

Who finally feels, for the first time in his life, he is not just tolerated, but wanted too.

[64mpg]

unironically when i’m sick i just chant this shit in my head until it’s over

[eameschairs]

me and @microbiologistmusings made a guide! we were talking about how frustrating it can be when so much (well meaning!) art of wheelchair users seems to get the chairs...not quite right. so maybe this will help :) i had a lot of fun drawing it and thank u to levi for your unending wisdom <3

[guardian-of-the-arc]

I need y’all to realize that DIRECTING an episode does not equal WRITING an episode. I love that Shawn Hatosy directed Ep. 9 but people are crediting him on the written interactions between characters that SHOULD actually be credited to Cynthia Adarkwa, a Ghanaian American woman. Who wrote episode 9. And the interactions you’re all loving and feeling devastated over.

I think Shawn did an amazing job and helped pull great performances out of the actors, but once again, those performances and dialogues were created and written by Cynthia Adarkwa and the writing team.

Credit where credit is due.

[blueangelbby]

the people yearn for the 2014-2017 era of biological bdsm aus-

His eyes widen in panic, and he scrambles to get off of Robby's lap and out of Jack's hold. "Fuck, fuck, fuck-"

"Hey, hey," Robby says, trying and failing to grab Dennis before he launches himself upright. "It's okay. Take a pause."

"I'm fine," Dennis snaps, even though he's clearly not. The Drop has left him sweaty, his body fighting against it's needs every step of the way. It wasn't even a good Drop, it was done out of pure necessity, so he barely feels any better than he did-fuck, how much time had passed?

"It's only been ten minutes," Jack says as if he can see Dennis running the calculation in his head. "That's all. You didn't want to stay down and we couldn't get you to listen."

"I didn't-" god, he's so fucking screwed if he doesn't fix this now. "I didn't Drop. It was just a low blood sugar thing. I'm fine."

"Dennis," Robby sounds pained when he says his name. "That was a Drop. A bad one."

"No. No, it wasn't. I'm not a-" he can't even get the word out so he just shakes his head. "I'm not that."

Dennis tries to head towards the door of the patient room that they've managed to sneak him into. But Jack blocks his path quickly, one hand keeping the door shut before Dennis can even try to open it, the other gripping his wrist with a vice.

"Sit down," Jack orders, his voice lower than Dennis has ever heard it. "Now."

Any hope of salvaging this moment goes out the window with that tone. Dennis shuffles back to the bed and plops down, avoiding making eye contact with either one of the doctors.

"Your file said you were a neutral," Robby says carefully. "Are you a late presenter?"

Dennis purses his lips and stares at the white sheets on the bed.

"Was that your first Drop?" Jack asks. "Or just your first one in a few weeks?"

He doesn't have to tell them. This is breaking so many HR violations. He didn't even Drop fully so there's nothing wrong with him. There's nothing to report.

"Dennis," Robby tries again. "Sweetheart-"

"Dennis," Jack snaps. "Start talking. Now."

Dennis can probably count on one hand the amount of times someone's used their dom voice on him. His dad when he told him he needed to hide his sinful nature from the church. A boyfriend who would use it to get him to stop crying.

So he doesn't have much of a wall to stop himself from talking.

"It was my second. I haven't Dropped since I was home. In Nebraska. I'm not a late presenter. I just lied on the forms because I didn't want to deal with it."

"How have you avoided a Drop for this long?" Robby asks softly.

"Subdrop meds. I take one a week. Two if I need."

"Are those prescribed?" Jack asks.

"No. I have a dealer. He told me this new brand wasn't as strong but I needed something."

A quiet falls over the room. Everything in Dennis wants to bolt for the door but he knows exactly how that will end. He's not fast enough to beat them out of the hospital, and he's a newly outed Sub that hasn't dropped in years. He'd have a APB out within seconds. Jack had connections. Dennis wouldn't make it down the street.

"What the fuck were you thinking?" Robby's voice is a lot angrier than it was a few moments ago. Dennis tries to shrink back but there's a grip on his jaw and he's forced to look up and make eye contact.

Dennis has seen upset Robby. He's seen mad Robby. But he's never seen those emotions directed at him, and he doesn't fucking like it.

"Do you know how stupid this is? How dangerous it is to be an unknown Sub that hasn't dropped in years? Working in a high pressure environment? You're lucky Jack and I caught it before anyone else did. Before no one did and you were by yourself out there."

"Take a breath," Jack tells Robby sternly, putting a hand on his husband's shoulder. "We got him. That's what matters."

"I'm sorry," Dennis says timidly. "It's-I've never had a problem before today."

"There wouldn't be a problem if someone knew."

"Yes it would," he says before he can stop himself. "It would. Because then there'd be questions and forms and mandated break days. You have no idea how much of a problem it would be. You have that luxury to do whatever you want. I don't."

"Those mandates are in place for a reason," Jack says firmly. "So things like this don't happen."

"Nothing happened," Dennis stresses. "You two made something happen. I had it under control."

"Is that why you had to practically run out of the room?" Robby asks. "Is that why we found you seconds from passing out in the ambulance bay? Because you had it under control?"

Dennis has a feeling he's not going to be winning this fight.

[cvntyaddi]

if you support trump, get off my page.

if you are seeing him sending ice agents out, killing innocent people and ripping families apart, and think ‘yeah that’s good, i support that,’ rot in hell.

a two year old was ripped away from her father, and deported against judges orders. a four year old, deported alone. a man, an icu nurse may i add, tackled to the ground and beaten before getting shot. all because he was defending women on the street from ice agents. these events happened in the past TWO DAYS.

‘it’s getting rid of criminals!’ you think children are the criminals? you think innocent american citizens are criminals? you put a criminal IN OFFICE. you put a PEDOPHILE in office.

[wrapped-in-clover]

Obsessed with the idea of like an animal hybrid AU (not really sure how it would work) because Robby is such a bear, big and soft. And for the first time in years he's taking a sabbatical during the winter to do his version of hibernating at home with Abbot and Dennis.

Dr.Abbot is obviously a wolf. He's a pack animal and a provider. He's happy when they're all together, safe under his watchful eye. He loves the summer when Robby suddenly has a ravenous appetite. Nothing pleases that little housewife like cooking for his boys. Sometimes he still treats Dennis like a pup; he always demands he stay within reach whenever they're home and never leaves his neck alone.

For Dennis, I can't decide if he'd be a deer or a puppy. He has that prey drive for sure, and those big doe eyes. Tell me he doesn't look like a deer in headlights in season one. And he's so confused and nervous around his attendings because they kind of scare him but they also make him horny. He normally doesn't do well with predators because they see how skittish he already is, which only makes him nervous, and it's an escalating cycle that has Dennis hurrying to avoid them in the first place. But his attendings are the first predators that make him feel safe and Dennis is shy around them for whole new reasons. And of course, the fact that he's prey, and has a gentle disposition besides, has his attendings feeling all kinds of new emotions.

For Jack and Robby, they're used to being in a relationship with another predator, and suddenly here's this trembling fawn in front of them, and they just want to hide him in their den and drown him in food and blankets and cuddles. (Also, because Dennis is trans in most of my thoughts, he wouldn't have antlers I don't think, and that's a whole other visible way he feels dysphoric, and has no chance of privacy unless he tells everyone he's just shed them, and that excuse only lasts a few months.) He'd so eat berries with Robby in the summer.

BUT if Dennis were a puppy:

(which we all know he is) He's like a little puppy at a shelter. So loving and kind and so desperate to be loved, but so scared because he's met too many unkind hands and has been abandoned too many times. His parents had two litters, and he was the runt of the second, and there was never enough food or clothes or room or attention for him. He's so scared when he starts getting close to Robby and Jack, and when he suddenly realizes he's in too deep, he responds with that defensive aggression and lashes out for a split second. He's sitting with Jack and Robby on the couch and he's breathing too fast because he wants and needs to stay between Robby and Jack, forever, but he knows it's only temporary. So when Jack reaches to pet him, he snaps at the hand, missing it purposefully, but scaring them both. He starts bawling, trying to tell them how bad he wants to stay, but that they don't have to keep him, no one has ever even wanted to.

Once they're able to overcome that though, and when they give Dennis a collar with their names and address, Dennis is a new puppy. He flourishes under their care and love. He starts getting zoomies (which only happy dogs get), and he'll get a sparkle in his eye and try to get whoever is on the couch to play with him, something he had been too shy to do before. And he's such a good boy, and lives to hear it from Jack and Robby. He still has his wariness and shyness with people who haven't showed him they're safe, but he's growing every day, and Robby and Jack are so proud of his new confidence.

Of course, there's still that protectiveness. Dogs are still a domesticated breed, and Dennis might be one of the smaller farm breeds, like a corgi. As the smallest of their pack, as Jack calls them, Robby and Jack both instinctively put him between them while their walking or in public. They always serve him first, which heals the runt in Dennis, and they go feral when patients hurl any kind of abuse at Dennis. Once, a mountain lion came in already heated. When he started getting restless and crowding Dennis, calling him a runt and mutt, Robby had nearly barreled into the patient so he could put himself between them. Ugh and not even to mention his relationship with black cat santos dating cougar (haha) Garcia. (Imagine a puppy and kitten calendar, and that's them.) They get to bond over being the partners of apex predators who are constantly overprotective and posessive.

[freakerrrr]

langdons impact on robby & the pittlings

I've been seeing a few people talking about how they want langdon to break back out of his shell and get back to being his jokey, snippy self, but I think we are all ignoring that as an audience the langdon we 'know' is a langdon who is using. like yes, he said he was never high at work and i believe that, but that doesn't mean he wasn't impacted by his drug use in any way. if you're an addict you can't just turn off that part of your brain to go to work (even though langdon was convincing himself he could, im sure), and there are a few things langdon did last season that i cannot imagine him doing this season, or possibly ever again.

the langdon we see now is calm, measured, and he takes things slowly. he's hurt when robby sends him out to triage, but he doesn't fight it too hard. he treats each patient with respect and attention, makes sure they get what they need, and isn't rushing through it. when comparing that to this langdon:

who is bouncing on the balls of his feet and itching to move on to a new patient during a moment of silence (a moment of silence he tried to escape and had to be physically blocked from by robby), there is a stark difference in behavior.

i think his change in demeanor is equal parts being cautious, and no longer using. but this also got me thinking about the fact that, to a degree, robby allowed langdon to act this way. langdon was his star pupil, even though he was (at times) disrespectful, and childish.

this is also why i think that saying robby has 'replaced' langdon with whitaker isn't exactly fair, because whitaker is absorbing robbys teachings in a way langdon didn't (as we see with the moment of silence whitaker leads in s2). and i think that as a result of langdon needing to leave for treatment and exposing robby's biases when it comes to his students, robby has gotten more strict overall.

the changes we see in langdon are closely mirrored by the changes we see in santos. she is rushing from patient to patient, and stressed out by charting, but she also is not making as many quips, not being as distractible, and one thing i noticed in particular, is not giving the new med students names. when ogilvie is exposed to TB she is frank, but not sarcastic or rude about it. imagine if whitaker or javadi had gotten a TB exposure last season? would she not have replaced 'huckleberry' or 'crash' with something more appropriate for that?

it makes me wonder how hard robby has been riding his students these past 10 months. santos comes in tired and stressed from the jump, before she has any indication that al-hashimi is about to start targeting her charting progress. whitaker is staying on top of everything, but im worried he is being set up to fail this season as stress keeps mounting and stakes get higher (and he already did fail louie). javadi is rushing herself at times, calling consultations too early, and downplaying her achievements when patients clearly trust and ask for her. on the other hand, mohan and mckay are essentially fending for themselves, even though they are third-years and not senior residents. even mel, who has always been focused and competent, seems to be losing confidence and scatter-brained (albeit in part due to her deposition) but it makes me wonder if robbys attention has still been unequally distributed after langdon left.

i think robby really needs to look inward about his approaches to teaching, and reassess who does and does not need his extra attention. I hope that as the season goes on this gets addressed more, because the vibe in the Pitt feels distinctly off and I don't think its fair to 100% attribute it to al-hashimi.

[thethingofthething]

read such a good fic it made me start thinking about dennis again more specifically the blood hound bit and like he does have a very tired old dog who layed in a cold dog house for too long energy to me. especially sleeping in the hospital, keeping out of the way but not really being able to leave at the same time.

[thethingofthething]

actually I lied i do have thoughts about thee Samira Mohan mostly that I think in my heart of hearts that she represents change and like reckoning? in a way robby is simply like?? to. Specfically i think about both the way she speaks to patients and her study shes doing. Her patient care is like the big one shes too slow but alsohas the highest scores,her being more in depth meant she caught something robby assumed was just mental health related and its also not lost on me that this patient was a woc which is very much the field Samira is attuned to. Her study on the other hand is not a huge focus however it is a peice of her backround with her fathers death, now i know robby is not the best person to look into the past a theme we see often in this seris is not really being able to reckon with your pass regetted or not and i feel like maybe this will be talked about more later (or not at all idk) but idk just one hand of ohh look the future new techiniques and the other hand of ooh did you do well? in particular prolly gets to robby i support Samira in all of these endoevours.