thetimeofsome

they/them | | designer for Bug Hunter |

[thetimeofsome]

Today is the day the Girl Who Painted Death project releases! This project involves over 70 people compiling voice lines together reading out the track line by line. This project was created, coordinated, and designed by those who are fans of MYTH.

@narcissistcookbook

[thetimeofsome]

straight up thinking about deep space discounts rn. my favorite space yuri show

[fatehbaz]

in the wild. everybody theory-posting

[danikriatura]

[kaihasmoreswagthanyou3]

trans girls are literally amazing btw

[so1987-deactivated20230102]

who’s gonna tell tumblr that executive dysfunction is more than Not Doing Things?

[so1987-deactivated20230102]

okay

these are the executive functions. impairment of these functions is executive dysfunction

[dailypattondoodles]

Oh.

OH

[lurlur]

Girl, help. None of my executives are functioning

[dovelytea]

I love you trans men I love you unlabeled transmascs I love you transmasculine butch lesbians I love you high femme trans men I love you nonbinary transmascs I love you closeted trans men ♡

[transpigeon]

STOP! before you decide you are irretrievably doomed, try one of the following options:

transition

bdsm

iron supplements

[spirit-of-science]

sleep study

ADHD medication

DBT

[headedoutleft]

vitamin D

go outside for an hour and observe birds

eat a snack

[trackerkitsune]

drink water

[ineffable-writer]

Maybe do these in reverse order

[katelyn-danger]

Don't listen to them! Transgender BDSM now!!!!

[kayreb]

oh boy - it's another page

[itsrileyiguess]

Babe put your clothes back on, I'm trying to explain the details of the MYTH album to you.

[kayreb]

One page down (assuming the part of me that craves suffering doesn't decide to scrap it yet again lol)

Not sure why I decided to do these out of order, but here we areeee

[shadowen]

This is an anti-despair checkpoint! You must share something you're looking forward to before scrolling on.

[ruraltears]

last nights late drive

[nightingem]

really incredible website just dropped where you larp being an ai and respond to people's "prompts."

Be an AI, answer prompts, trigger a RAM crisis

some fun responses i have gotten so far.

[littleguysdaily]

Great website

[cosmic-mj]

tie a cannonball to a fishing line

and toss it overboard

let it sink right to the bottom boys

and discover how deep it goes

[thetimeofsome]

@narcissistcookbook get in here, you gotta see this

[kbgw1234]

Obsessed with “great pacific garbage patch” by the narcissist cookbook

It has some justified hatred for it. Its song in about a person being a pessimistic shit in a partnership of some kind, and framing this pessimism and negative self talk as a great favor to the other person. That they’re saving them from all the work of thinking negatively.

This is a horrible situation not matter what. What I find fascinating is how a lot of people read it as an external experience. Where someone else, a romantic partner mostly, is saying all this shit to you and what you need to do is to walk away from them.

I however, view it as a survivorship voice. The voice in you head telling you how to survive. An internal experience that you can’t run away from. A voice you are morphed into when you’re depressed. When the pessimism just keeps getting reinforced.

To me, the voice gets better, you get better. You learn that the best way to do stuff is to just do it. Which is where the narrator for “GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE” comes from. For me this is the same voice from day to day, from moment to moment. I have to fight to not fall into “the great pacific garbage patch” to swim against the current. And on the other side I am “GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE” always thinking about the best course of action to be the most helpful. 

But some times. For beautiful brief moments I’m neither. I’m not worried. I’m happy. I believe everything is going to be fine. I’m simply better.

And “the great pacific garbage patch” *is* scared of this. You can hear it in “GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE” when they say “one day you won’t need me around so much anymore” they’re scared of not being needed. But they know that this is the goal. That protecting you is the goal and part of protecting you is them not being needed anymore. That means they’re succeeding.

TLDR the narrator from “GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE” and “the great specific garbage patch” are the voices in your head at different stages in recovery 

[infantisimo]

the will is weak the flesh also is weak and me i am not doing too good either