Regular Ol' Me.

Just needed a place to escape, a place where no one can find me. Where I can express each thought freely, openly. I consider myself to be a writer. Not a great one, but a writer nonetheless.

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You were never supposed to come back.

Why do I always think about you?

Why do I always want to talk to you?

You left me.

Forgot me.

Then you appear out of nowhere.

Worse is still,

Why do I miss you?

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Past, Past, Go Away.

Have you ever felt

The past return?

Like a ghost,

in the night,

Unexpected.

My past,

My dear past,

We parted.

So, don't return.

Take all the mistakes,

Make a turn,

Head the other way.

I'm happier these days,

Don't turn it into

An ugly dismay.

I feel as if my past is coming back to haunt me. Getting these vibes is not the most wonderful feeling in the world. I just don't want my past to return...

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This is why I lie.

Know what sucks? When you can't tell your boyfriend what's wrong because he will just get pissed off.

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Same crap happened to me...

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"Tell me that you love me, anyway."

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The Happier Times

Pictures here,

Pictures there,

Remind of a time

When we were both happy,

When we were in love.

You laugh is what I hear,

Do you even care?

You were just sublime.

Every note I wrote was sappy,

You love is what I'll never get sick of.

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Do you think of me?

When we're apart,

And the storm rages on,

Do you think of me,

Or do you beat my heart?

Is my heart with you,

Or is it gone?

Do you still want to be

My only one,

The one for me?

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A Strange Change

Would my life be strange

If I never met you?

Would I ever have to "change"

so you're not cruel?

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Fighting Sleep

On this site, just waiting for you to hurry up and call so we can sleep...

I wonder if people even care what the heck I write.

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Our Rainbow...

I'm not scared of thunderstorms anymore.

this is why : 

I used to always say that me and you are the thunder and the lightning. The rain is us crying, and when the lightning strikes, the thunder fights back. They go back and forth and fight and fight, and the rain just continues to pour..But then, the fighting stops. The rain stops pouring. The thunder gets softer and the lightning fades away. The fighting stops, and then a beautiful rainbow appears. I always told you that our love was the beautiful rainbow. And no matter what, even after the biggest storm, it will always reappear for everyone to see.

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WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?

Greece.

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This feels so real..

You be the tape 

I'll be paper

So when I fall apart,

You'll put me back together.

I'm the paper,

Ripped in half

You're the staple,

So you better work fast.

Keep me together,

That's what you do best.

I love you,

You're better than the rest.

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"I have no idea what I would be doing in my life right now if I had never met you"

My Boyfriend, My love.

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You're all I think about.

So just leave me alone,

Get the hell out of my mind.

Leave my thoughts,

You belong elsewhere.

You're the mistake I'll never forget.