I am the unloved

Oh hi there, I'm Shayne I'm 31 years old. I reside in Tasmania. Enjoy nature, completely lost and for some reason am addicted to being below average at endurance sports.

[tomhoppusdelonge]

I’m a good person. I deserve good things 🔄 I am a wretched horrid thing. I do not deserve anything

[slayerbuffy]

I wanna date and shop and hang out and save the world from unspeakable demons. You know, I want to do girly stuff.

Sarah Michelle Gellar as BUFFY SUMMERS in Buffy the Vampire Slayer (1997 — 2003).

[pixel-slutz]

[photosofyou]

i’m only kidding unless you’re into it

[anxietyproblem]

[moldavite]

hopefully i'll get to do something other than endure soon. that would be really nice

[scribeherself]

I like you. I’m going to sit in the corner of your life like a very polite houseplant now.

[crash112233]

[akoma-psaxnw-na-me-vrw]

So f real

[naturewilde]

[shegiles]

MALCOLM IN THE MIDDLE  (2000—2006) 6x07 “Hal Sleepwalks”

[goth-queen]

[natureaestheticdreams]

@natureaestheticdreams for more 🏕️

[traumasurvivors]

Even if I didn’t have a solid plan, in the back of my head, I always assumed I’d kill myself.

Now I’m an adult and people my age have their lives in order and I’m stuck here, confused, because I never planned to be alive and I’m so far behind.

I feel like I’ll never catch up.

[traumasurvivors]

Hey all.

I want to make an addition to this. I made this post a long time ago.

I’m currently back in university, and I’ve made so much progress with my trauma. I’m in a loving relationship.

Things can and will get better. It’s not too late.

Nothing is perfect by any means. But I’m happy I’m still here and didn’t kill myself. I hope you get to that point, too 💕

[traumasurvivors]

The addition is important! I see the original post circulating a lot, but the addition is important!

[traumasurvivors]

New addition two years later. I’m still going strong!

I’m getting married. I’m still in that loving relationship.

I’ve learned that there’s no real timeline. It’s okay. And while it sucks that I lost time, there’s still so much for me to experience and enjoy.

[traumasurvivors]

Newest addition. 7 years after the original post!

I got married last month! My dog is laying on me snoring. I’ve learned to have healthy friendships and relationships. I’ve learned that I’m not alone and that even when things are hard, I’m going to be okay.

[traumasurvivors]

This showed up in my notes again. And here we are. 2026.

I’ve been married a little over two years. I just got home from friendships that feel like home and family. My husband and I have our own place. I have a full ass book ready to be published.

I don’t know. I’m still in a good place and I can’t believe how far I’ve come from my original post.

[anxietyproblem]

[pommegf]

moody + misty morning overlooking the abandoned Levant mines. Southwest coastal path, Cornwall.

[placeeee]

[mutant-distraction]

📷 Hung Ton

Phong Nam Cao Bang, Viet Nam