Lucius >:]

SPN, The Artful Dodger, MCU/X-Men, DCU/DC, B.O.B 1998 (pfp), EPIC don't hate on sam in my vicinity gng i will cry and you will have to deal with me

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Once i had a nightmare about being in a relationship with a man, truly horryfing. Woke up crying.

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mourning

I was seriously locked in last night so I managed to draw this + 3 versions of a gif and the drawing in my first post today + another drawing

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colored ver under the break >:3

why the break you may ask? Cuz o suffered thru the meaning of this so y’all are gonna spend more than one second looking at it ok thanks

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”Give up, my Knight, you are bound to forget your Lover.”

Does this make any sense? Nope- am I proud of this drawing like fuck yes I am how did I lock in this hard

(context for the drawing because i wanna yap: instead of derlord lwk dying he starts to forget everything in the brains way to try and protect him and not completely shut down due to KIY and he desperately wants to remember Avery)

[fairycosmos]

you have GOT to get over god abandoning you when you were 2 like its not even uncommon

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Your eyes hold the embodiment of sunshine and I am blinded by love, your being, when I see what the universe should be in you.

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Jess is Sam’s soulmate, through and through. Convince me otherwise.

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god loves you but not enough to save you

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no

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idk I was bored </3 The two of the drawings on their own after the break!

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anywayyyyyyyyyyyyys

sabriel wing headcanons

I had alot of time to think of sabriel bullshit at work today so im so sorry in advance for the extreme sabriel posting

gabriel does NOT take good care of his wings... he only starts taking good care of them for sam because he doesn't want his wings to look bad around him (even though he keeps then hidden and away at literally all times) (and also humans cant see them or something yada yada)

on that note he doesnt trust many (anyone) to preen his wings. but one day sam accidentally caught him preening and was like "hey . do you need help?" not realizing the implications because . hes not a bird how would he know (the implications are that preening is a VERY intimate thing)

and then gabriel goes "okay... I guess" but actually secretly REALLYYYY REALLY appreciates it because?? 6 wings?? takes SO long to preen properly

gabriel starts to show his wings WAY more after this, whenever they are alone. and sam notices and feels HELLA special

also he cant fly. like just, kinda lost the ability after being on earth for so long and not being able to properly fly. sam asks gabriel why he doesnt fly around and gabriel just lies and goes "eh I can teleport" but. gabriel looks a little sad at the fact and sam catches on...........

soooooooooooo sam end up watching ALOT of videos on how birds fly and how wings work . and teaches gabriel how to fly again

he also might have found out about the implications of preening wings in this procress . but never brings it up . he DOES appreciate gabriel for being able to trust him so much

bringing this headcanon FULL circle to my first headcanon post..... sam keeps a "secret" collection of any loose feathers gabriel sheds. gabriel knows about it but sam doesnt actually realize it. gabriel thinks its really sweet but also a little weird. "whats he trying to do?? make a pair of wings for himself??"

okay!! thats all :D!! thank you for reading my bullshit rambling!!

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headcanon ACCEPTED. So gonna write a fic of this if I get the time >:3

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Mini destiel & sabriel for myself.

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it’s for me now too ok glad that’s established /silly

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Why have i mentally adopted like 10 fictional little guys

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Started watching for Destiel, I am now clawing at my throat sobbing over Sam.

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i need someone to tell me sam isn't actually real and didn't suffer through hell and everything and i need someone to tell me to stop sobbing violently whilst listening to shoulders by big thief because goddamn that is his song and i can't anymore my baby my blorbo my son

[uselesstherapy]

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This is so fucking cute omfg.

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I love my little dude whose 6'4 and was tortured by satan

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I don't wanna see ANY 'cutesy' videos of Lucifer. I don't wanna see any shit humanizing him. I don't wanna see anything 'silly' about him. We all know what he did to Sam, and my baby did not deserve that. TWO CENTURIES. 200 years. It pisses me off so much. He is not a 'diva', he's not 'cool', he's not 'iconic'. He tortured Sam, in every way possible. Every. Way. And that still feels like a understatment.