Elijah Volkov

“Worship is everywhere, dear. It’s the deepest, truest form of love. It’s the kind of love that gives a lover purpose. Life worships you!”

[thewretchedprophet]

Hi, it’s Elijah Volkov, everyone’s favourite creepy guy.

My pronouns are he/him, I’m a gay trans guy.

I’m 18

This isn’t a role play blog, but a fictkin blog. If you choose to role play with me then that’s fine.

My main is @lycanprophecy

If you know me irl, you are banished to my main

Here’s my kin playlist

Sourcemates please interact, I don’t remember a lot, but I do want to be active in the chnt kin community.

Warning there will definitely be some venting, mostly about kin dysphoria or obsession and things of that nature.

Don’t send me death threats or harass me I guess.

Sydney haters (if you are able to even exist) LEAVE u are very unwelcome‼️

My DNI is under the cut

So are my tags

My dni is pretty standard, no pedos or zoos or necros, the big three. No bigots of any kind (homophobic, racist, transphobic, Zionist, etc).

Cringe culture (fake claimer and general hater) blogs also can dni, haters of the mentally ill can leave too.

Tags

#Elijah rambles - me yapping

#OUR MUSE - anything Sydney related

#Elijah cries out in agony - vent

#mecore - usually fanart of Elijah

# The Wine In My Veins - shit I write when I’m drunk or high

[h0rnedfangs]

My body yearns for raw meat yet I can’t have it

[doorsleadtoplaces]

elijah volkov if he was a capitalist: my muse! my muse! my muse!

[thewretchedprophet]

hi! hello! how are you?

— @prettylittlerottingthing

I’m doing okay, been going through a depressive episodes but I’m currently content. How are you doing?

[kosmogrl]

what doesn’t kill me leaves a pit in my stomach that never goes away

[thewretchedprophet]

I found out I may have bpd....... I am barely surprised

[thewretchedprophet]

I’m genuinely going to block that hate account they ruin my day

[jessebloom]

first day of pride month

[lambology]

THE ELIJAH PLUSH THAT GOT TEASED ON STREAM!!!!!!

[thewretchedprophet]

Not kin related but I think the Cotards are coming back

[lycanprophecy]

Hey guys! Just a week ago I made this pink elephant mask! I based it off of a design I had made. So happy i finally made it! happiest person ever

[thewretchedprophet]

There is a drought in the chntkin community everyone please come back

[lycanprophecy]

[thevoiceofdesertbluffs]

Elijah Volkov after he was thrown off the pyre

[thewretchedprophet]

Tw: vent

I can’t do this anymore my god. I’m him every day of the fucking week, I get no breaks. I’m constantly reminded that I am the elephant man to my core. Theres almost no part of me that isn’t connected. I hate it when people I know try to minimize this part of me, like I’m doing it for fun, it’s not fun, it never has been. They act like it’s some silly label, like this doesn’t impact my day to day life. Parts of me that I hate about myself I see in this character, and I LITERALLY am him. I can’t just stop if I’m not feeling it, I constantly am. I feel stuck in some psychological torment.

I hate this, when I tell people about this very secret part of me, only people I trust enough to not send me to the psyche ward, I know they don’t understand the depth of what I tell them. I am a character from something they don’t even know about, I know how crazy that sounds, I am self aware that it’s impossible, I am some what in reality. I try to be in reality as much as possible, and I know when I have delusions, this is sadly one of my biggest. I can’t shake the feeling that I literally am this character, even if I try to deny it, I know in my soul that if I’m not physically him, I’m at least spiritually him. I can’t just stop, it doesn’t work like that. I’m him, forever. Even was before I even knew.

[thewretchedprophet]

Just listened to file 33-34 again with my sister and he complained thru the whole thing, even knowing how meaningful the whole thing is to me.

[vrtualseraph]

iryou kei / medical stamps f2u w cred