Hello

18 yrs, 175cm, gw 40kg, follow me on Twitter babes @thinbutstillsad

[s0r4ll-deactivated20210808]

[thinbutstillsad]

Sometimes I want to off myself but I don’t want to die fat so damn shii I guess I’m kind of in a tight spot

[lav-nd-r]

i finish catching up with new content on tumblr super quick, so rb if you you're an ed blog active in april 2021 and i'll follow you <33

[bam0w00]

water is the best <3

[cottagecore-spo]

little black white dress

[franciswattsnow]

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[deadedatm-deactivated20220611]

that's so accurate welp

[xanthomonus]

I swear I posted this when I made it, idk what happened

[stonedwildflowers]

Me looking at my body after eating exactly one [1] regular meal.

[sadstyros]

Ok yes everyone here can relate omg. Like oh god I wasted stomach space and calories for THIS GARBAGE??

[sweetskinnysymphony-deactivated]

so pretty

[whatever-is-on-my-fucked-up-mind]

can’t eat while you’re asleep lmao zzz

[defnot4na]

Guys I actually think I’m getting skinny so here’s what I’ve been doing:

-walking home from school (1.8miles)

-staying between 700-1060 cals

-doing crunches occasionally

-cutting out sugar

-drinking a shit ton of tea (green, peppermint)

That’s it really but I’ve also noticed I’m A LOT happier and more confident xx

hope this helps

[saditgirlwannabe-deactivated202]

hip bones🤍

[sweetskinnysymphony-deactivated]

so pretty

[thinbutstillsad]

Hey

So I’ve been gaining a lot of weight lately, and I haven’t been ED-type beat upset about it, basically I’ve been really hard to recover and be happy. I may have gained a little bit more than I would have wanted to. I’m 175cm and I weighed 70.3kg this morning (with jeans on). anyways though

Fast forward to this morning where my mom came in and asked me if I’ve weighed myself in a while, I said no because I’ve been trying my hardest to stay away from the scale because it made me so unhappy. She asks me to come with her and tells me to get on the scale and I’m forced to know how much I weigh. At this point I’m trying really hard not to cry. She looks at me worriedly and asks me if I’m willing to lose the extra weight. I tell her I guess so, I guess I could eat a bit healthier, internally I’ve already scheduled a 24 hour fast and made up my mind about the foods I can’t eat anymore. Pretty much I crumble from the inside,, still I just nod and smile at her because I don’t know how to talk about it so casually lmao. 

Later I’m like ok whatever no eating today I guess and I’m on my way back to my room (HATING MYSELF EVERY STEP OF THE WAY JAJAJAJ) and there she comes up the stairs behind me and FUCKING GOES; “By the way,,, I’d be willing to pay you a good sum if you lost at least 5kg! 🥰”

I’m just fucking dumbfounded.