tj

not sure if I'm real

[thinkz2do]

If I'm going to feel this way for the rest of my live I'd rather not live at all.

[thinkz2do]

Everyone leaves eventually.

[thinkz2do]

I'm just so exhausted I don't think I can this up any longer.

[abnormall]

i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.

[thinkz2do]

I wish people were more aware of the impact their words have on me.

[thinkz2do]

I wonder if anyone would care if I just disappeared.

[thinkz2do]

I just want someone to fight for me

[problematicpastries]

i have no personality anymore

[crazymindbroken]

Never had one

[scars-and-fucking-tears]

I don’t think it’s ever been this bad before.

[bpdohwhatajoy]

Why am I so easy to ignore. Why am I so easy to forget. Why am I so easy to replace.

[thinkz2do]

Maybe they'll love me when I'm pretty enough.

[everybody-wants-me-dead]

[thinkz2do]

I can't remember the last time I was genuinely happy.

[sadc0keh0e]

gotta wonder if it ever will

[funeral]

“To the depersonalized individual the world appears strange, peculiar, foreign, dream-like. Objects appear at times strangely diminished in size, at times flat. Sounds appear to come from a distance…The emotions likewise undergo marked alteration. Patients complain that they are capable of experiencing neither pain nor pleasure…They have become strangers to themselves.”

— Paul Schilder, “Depersonalization,” in Introduction to a Psychoanalytic Psychiatry