Was It Ever Real?

🍷It’s sad bitch hours <3 🍷 🍒HEAVY TW for poor mental health.🍒 🍓23yrs and dreading🍓

[thinly-veiled-dread]

Hey. Blog update.

It’s been a few years but I’ve come back & revamped the vibes from depressed pre-teen’s to depressed & anxious 20’s :)

Hope y’all are having a good day.

🍓🍓🍓

[allygirlll]

[thinly-veiled-dread]

Why does it always come back to feeling like there’s something fundamentally broken within me?

[brdrlneprsnltydsrdr]

[sickfrr]

Coping? nah I’m raw dogging life with untreated mental illness

[plutonian-juvonian-effect]

me when the addiction is actually addictive:

[paper-wounds]

[nofuckingideawho]

a 10+ hour screen time will help will definitely make you feel real again trust me bro

[becherdireinen]

nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between "things will get better" and "i can't handle this anymore." it's like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day.

[borderlyx]

I wonder how beautiful life must be when you don't have trust issues, depression, mood swings, overthinking, paranoia, anxiety, detachment, isolation or fear

[sickfrr]

[itsemobunny]

Being passively suicidal is funny as fuck like yeah i don't plan on doing anything and knowing me i never will but the idea of a gun to my head sounds really fucking good right now.

[borrowed-thoughts]

I’m doing so fucking horrible but in like a super chill way

[fehck]

[blushinqdss]

the urge to have ur body covered in scars and cuts <33

[sickfrr]

YES

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

self sabotage is weird because what do you mean i make myself miserable and i'm aware of it but don't know how to stop.