therapist: when was the last time you felt suicidal
me: right ………….. now ?

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@thinthenthinner
therapist: when was the last time you felt suicidal
me: right ………….. now ?
One day my selfies will look like this.
me, sitting in my room drowning in rubbish, staring at one spot and not doing anything just feeling numb and lowkey suicidal: what if i faked being mentally ill
Me: I wanna loss some weight
Brain: eat healthy and exercise
ED: Don’t eat an lie to your family and friends
not to be dramatic but being yelled at makes me suicidal
When someone says starving will kill you
When you literally are losing everything except weight:
having an eating disorder and not being skinny just…….. ain’t it
Name a worse duo than my thighs, I dare you.
*not mine*
this is fucking leg goals
Why would you…… rip my strands right from my scalp like this
FINALLY a wording for this I’ve been trying to find that doesn’t turn into victim-blaming
I can’t wait
I can’t wait til the day I stand with my ankles together and my thighs don’t touch
I can’t wait til the day my collarbone is sticking out much more
I can’t wait til the day when I sit down my thighs don’t touch
I can’t wait til the day I sit down and feel my butt bone press against the seat
I can’t wait til the day my hands look so boney and dainty
I can’t wait til the day my sharp jawline sticks out more
I can’t wait til the day when people tell me I’m so small and fradgile
I can’t wait til the day when people hug me and say they feel my ribs
I can’t wait til the day I can fast on days end
I can’t wait til the day I have self control over my binges
I can’t wait til the day to do exercises that used to be impossible for me
I can’t wait til the day I wear knee-high socks and look good in them
I can’t wait til the day people say that I’m so skinny that I should eat
I can’t wait til the day I go to find 00 pants
I can’t wait til the day I can fit into an xs
I can’t wait til the day I look good in anything
I can’t wait til the day sitting on the bus to only have three-four people take up the seat since I’m so small
I can’t wait til the day I see the scale drop significantly
I can’t wait til the day my bra keeps slipping down because I need to go down a size
I can’t wait til the day I sit in front of the fireplace with hot cocoa knowing that I’ve finally accomplished something
I have patience.
(Feel free to add your own luvs)
I’m gaining weight and losing the will to live, can they both swap around please
me: i’m going to clean my room! i’m going to take a shower! i will wake up early and take care of myself! brain: u know whats fun? rotting.