hi welcome to chili's

he/him - chaotic neutral energy - dumbass creativity

[thisbluebastard]

pretty boy go kiss kiss

@soomanycats

my partner kissed me in front of our friend and she looked like she went thru the five stages of grief and it was fucking hilarious

so yeah were doing at again

>:]

[thisbluebastard]

touchstarved

im so fucking touchstarved

my ribs physically ache

its hard to breathe

my head is spinning

im about to cry

please just hug me until the night turns to dust

[thisbluebastard]

this is ur reminder to tell people youre proud of them

idc if theyre perfectly happy, if theyre struggling, whatever, fucking tell them youre proud of them

my parents only every told me they were proud of me after they found out i had issues and got sent to a fucking hospital and consequentially i dont ever believe its genuine when anyone says it, they only say it out of pity

tell people youre proud of them.

[thisbluebastard]

talking

i cant find a middle

either im giving one word responses bc i cant hold a fucking conversation to save my life

or im spamming them and going on a three paragraph rant on 

whats the word fuckin elipticals or something

paranormal contradicting shit

anyway yeah its one or the other i hate both too

[my-gender-is-as-fluid-as-my-moo]

im perpetually tired nowadays and it sucks

so yes I’m going to bed at 8:30pm lmao

[thisbluebastard]

but youre sleeping and thats good yknow? it sucks being tired but im glad youre sleeping <3

[thisbluebastard]

weird gender euphoria

whats the weirdest thing that gives you gender euphoria?

ill go first

ill let my dad/sister/grandma in thru the door first and say ‘ladies first’

like yes i am a dude you may not know but i am a manly man 

[bathtubfrog]

Happy Trans Day Of Visibility! As a trans artist, I love our community and I love being trans, and I love how we come together and love and uplift each other. Even though there’s lots of hurdles we face, I look forward to the day when we can all rise up and celebrate our transness without fear!

[staff]

Wishing all of you a good International Transgender Day of Visibility!

Join us in celebrating these beautiful folks over here 💙💖🤍

[thisbluebastard]

i make a lot of dick jokes for someone that doesnt even have one

[thisbluebastard]

hyperpop and what it gives my brain

okay i love hyperpop/glitchcore songs because it does things to my brain but there are distinct differences between them

-brain tingles: its touching your brain and everything goes soft and all you can think of is that 

-brain going brrrrr: HOLY SHIT THE NOISE its so l o u d and im twitching and its so much but the song is brigning everything together all of it

-itching your brain: 𝘸𝘰𝘢𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘪𝘵 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘰𝘥𝘥 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵

thats my theory at least

[thisbluebastard]

midnight snacc, afternoon cracc

[my-gender-is-as-fluid-as-my-moo]

me: -thinks about my bf-

me: happpyyyyyyy!!,!!!,!,!,!,

[thisbluebastard]

<3333333

i shall happy dance in uasion (usion? usian? usan bolt?) with you

[thisbluebastard]

theres a million things i want to say but i cant say them so theyre stuck in my head swirling around and bumping into each other and creating more and more and theres so much going on and it wont stop why wont it stop

[thisbluebastard]

i’m so fucking tired

[blacberries]

team mysterious leg bruise

[thisbluebastard]

tw//ed

when you find out youre eating a fear food for dinner

[thisbluebastard]

when ur dad gives you watermelon juice

[thisbluebastard]

TW // ED

when you only wanna binge so you just restrict

[thisbluebastard]

when you end up binging anyway