[thisisgoodfrnow]

10 years ago I cried seeing my ex running through a crowd holding another girl's hand & a guy at the time consoled me and we've played cat & mouse for the last 10 years & saying how it all ended up ripped my heart out/I'm frustrated for giving a shit he goes and posts online asking who wants to make sexual content with him

Just what in the actual fuck

[raveezus]

When you are a pure soul you dont lose people, people lose you.

[lohver]

you deserve to never have to guess how much you mean to somebody.

[thisisgoodfrnow]

life is such a mindfuck

[thisisgoodfrnow]

life has become even more of a mindfuck

[emopanther1]

“I’m never gonna wait that extra twenty minutes to text you back, and I’m never gonna play hard to get when I know your life has been hard enough already. When we all know everyone’s life has been hard enough already it’s hard to watch the game we make of love, like everyone’s playing checkers with their scars, saying checkmate whenever they get out without a broken heart. Just to be clear I don’t want to get out without a broken heart. I intend to leave this life so shattered there’s gonna have to be a thousand separate heavens for all of my flying parts.”

— Andrea Gibson

[thehappyrealityproject]

“There is a big difference between love, which allows and honors and appreciates, and attachment, which grasps and demands and aims to possess. When attachment becomes confused with love, it actually separates us from another person. WE feel we need this other person in order to be happy. This quality of attachment also leads us to offer love only towards certain people, excluding others.”

—

Joseph Goldstein

This is why love feels good. If it does not, it’s not love.

[thisisgoodfrnow]

life is such a mindfuck

[thisisgoodfrnow]

There has to be few worse feelings than reading/seeing something you didn't expect to.

[astrolocherry]

Saturn in the 5th House - You have been warned  Don’t Ever Let the Music Stop 

The heart can feel locked in a cage with Saturn in the 5th. Under the glare of blinding lights, the individual can feel like she has been written into a repetitive and haunted performance. The vitality for life can be inhibited and the heart can feel heavy and always a little broken. Scalding self doubt hits the spirit like boiling water and burns away her natural talents, light, and inspiration. She is capable of creative mastery, conducting the creator’s spirit with the wands of Gods. Rejection and humiliation are fears she carries everywhere, and she is profoundly wounded by criticism, abandonment, and exclusion. She watches herself with condemning self consciousness, often chastising herself for saying the wrong thing or acting the wrong way. It can make her socially reserved and distant despite her powerful urge to connect. 

The inner child is the voice of wisdom with Saturn in the 5th. But her upbringing may have involved invalidation, premature exposure to adult issues, and constant critique. It generates a sense of unworthiness and self depreciation, like she will never truly be loved for who she is, and the inner child is severely damaged by this. This inner child is the solar light of pleasure, joy, and freedom with Saturn in the 5th. The further she distances herself from the child inside, the less she feels worthy or capable of happiness. She can remind herself constantly that ‘she must be an adult’, and keep maturity and self sufficiency on display. It’s like she could be on a permanent famine where she denies herself pleasure and indulgence, like she starves herself. won’t spend her money, or turns down romantic interests before she can get hurt. Of course the opposite can occur with Saturn, and the inner child can be high on the delights of the adult world once denied to her. She can flirt incessantly and seek romance after romance for the short term thrill and fear of abandonment. But even this core feels unlovable, and she may feel so disconnected from her body that she doesn’t care what happens to it. She needs to free herself from the grip of her ego’s hostage, she needs to liberate herself from herself. When she is inspired and confident in herself the paintbrush of God extends through her hand.  

Saturn in the 5th people are nourished by children. There may be difficulties with pregnancy, it may take a long time for the individual to fall pregnant or have a child. This is because a child is very much part of the higher lesson plan, the timing perfectly pre-planned in line with the individual’s personal development. She may not be a natural, but the child’s spirit is healing to her own. The individual can work on her self and self expression like a work of art, designing a masterpiece with discipline, constantly looking to repair cracks and flaws. It may take the individual many years to truly come into herself, she can be slow to blossom, but her life is very much about the difficulties growing through concrete, and eventually blooming in bedazzling heaven’s light once the hard work has been done. She must use her wisdom to recognise, validate, and channel the muse of the inner child, and the natural parent in her must learn to nurture her inner child in the ways it was denied. She can begin to realise her innocence, value, and that she is deserving of love. More than anything, Saturn in the 5th longs to be loved. 

Sensitivity sets the stage with Saturn in the 5th. Words can wound, self hatred can be rife, and the fear of failure can loom gloomily. Physical creativity is a healing octave, and she must alchemise the muse into the material. The individual can focus frustration and depreciation into creative expression and repair herself as she designs. She may sit down to write a story and become anxious and agitated with the blank screen flashing back at her, like the muse goes into hiding, and she must wrench it out with sheer will and patience. She can be a brilliant artist, but she will surely be a tortured one. Tweaking the personality becomes a lifelong art, she may need to lower her voice, stop being so intense, or believe in herself more. She has all the light of the sun fighting to radiate through her, and self appreciation can open up the closed off blinds. When she stands alone wielding her own light, standing on the peak of self belief and love, she creates her own world, her own performance, her own captivating cinematography, and the love begins pouring like 5th house melting rainbows.

 Cherry

art: jasmine beckett-griffith

[thisisgoodfrnow]

What. In. The. World.

[noelbadgespugh]

[thisisgoodfrnow]

For the entirety of my life I'll wonder how people can harm animals & one another. How do you do that and feel nothing? I'll never understand the lack of feeling and heart in most people. also don't think it's the way we're intended to be.

[rob-pattinson]

“I want to thank every single one of you for coming out. This is very important, this is very vital. Black lives have always mattered. We have always been important. We have always meant something. We have always succeeded, regardless. And now is the time. I ain’t waiting! I AIN’T WAITING! I’ve been born in this country. I am 28 years old. Born and raised in London. Every black person understands and realizes the first time you are reminded that you are black. You remember. Every black person in here remembers when another person reminded you that you were black. I need you guys to understand- I need you to understand how painful this shit is. I need you to understand how painful it is to be reminded every day that your race means nothing and that isn’t the case anymore, that is never the case anymore. We’re going to try today. We are a physical representation of our support for George Floyd. We are a physical representation on our support for Sandra Bland. We are a physical representation on our support for Trayvon Martin. We are a physical representation of our support for Stephen Lawrence. For Mark Duggan. It is very very important that we keep control of this movement, and we make it as peaceful as possible. We make this as peaceful and as organized as possible. Because you know what, guys? They want us to mess up. They want us to be disorganized. But not today! NOT TODAY! Not today! This message is specifically for black men: black men, black men we need to take care of our black women. We need to take care of- They are our hearts! THEY ARE OUR HEARTS! They are our future. We cannot demonize our own. We are the pillars of the family. Imagine this, a nation that is set up with individual families that are thriving, that are healthy, that communicate, that raise their children in love have a better rate of becoming better human beings. And that’s what we need to create. Black men, it starts with you. It’s done man, we can’t be trash no more. We have to be better. You don’t understand? I’m speaking to you from my heart. Look, I don’t know if I’m going to have a career after this, but f**k that! Today is about innocent people who were halfway through their process. We don’t know what George Floyd could have achieved, we don’t know what Sandra Bland could have achieved, but today we’re going to make sure that that won’t be an alien thought to our young ones. You lot came today, you left your kids, and when you see your kids they’re aimlessly playing, they don’t understand what’s going on. Today is the day that we remind them that we are dedicated and this is a lifelong dedication. Guys, we don’t leave them stop you now. This is longevity. Some of you are artists, some of you are bankers, some of you are lawyers, some of you own shop stores. You are important, your individual power, your individual right is very, very important. We can all join together to make this a better world.

Thank you for coming out today. Thank you for your support. To us. Black people I love you. I appreciate you. Today is an important day, we are fighting for our rights. We are fighting for our ability to live in freedom. We are fighting for our ability to achieve. We are fighting for equality. And you are the physical representation of that. NO JUSTICE, NO PEACE! Today is the day that we stand. We walk. It’s not about career, it’s not about money, it’s about your right to live as a human being.”

— John Boyega’s full speech during the Black Lives Matter protest at Hyde Park in London, England (June 3, 2020)

[dirt-legends]

[thisisgoodfrnow]

The fact we can't go to page "x" in Tumblr Likes anymore is a tragedy

[tankaramo]

me: i like this thing! my brain: excellent, it’s your reason to live now. you won’t be able to think about anything else for a few days, weeks or even months. talking about virtually anything else will be a nightmare, but so will be talking about The Thing, because no one shares your level of enthusiasm. have fun!

[jackvanzet]

Jack Vanzet

[hungwy]

not to be dramatic but the world is beautiful and too many things stop us from realizing that