just did the math to only find out we don’t need $109- WE NEED $313 TODAY BY 5🙃🙃🙃🙃 but that’s not all folks CAUSE NOW THE FUCKING LIGHT BILL IS DUE!!! I’ve got $796 to my name, my landlord is an asshole, i got an extension from due but even then it’s $250 not to cut our lights off, i’m running out of meds and we’ve hand ramen for breakfast and dinner every fucking night this week IM TIREDDDD!!! THIS IS UNSUSTAINABLE PLEASE HELP US!!!!
if you’re the praying type pray i don’t find a bottle. pray i don’t find time to myself with something that could put me out. cause imma be real idk if i can say no this time. i don’t know if i can fight off these thoughts anymore. cause you know what would solve this? not being here. simply not existing anymore. i’m tired of shit not working out. i’m tired of finding jobs that treat me like shit and make whatever is eating at my body worse. i’m tired of begging, for the love of god i’m tired of begging. i just wanna go atp and if i do just let me












