I Dunno, Mate!

Writer/Author, Female, she/her/hers, 28, german sock on the neverending quest to find their partner who went missing in the great laundry war of 2017

[thisonesock]

Hi, I know you're more into transformers rn, but I was just wondering about the "Beauty and the Deer" fic. My friend realyy loves it and they're checking often for an update

So yeah, sorry to bother you, you write great fics

First of all. Thank you very much for your support. Means a lot to me. Even after all the time I haven’t updated.

Now to your question.

I fear I won’t update very soon. As you mentioned I am in my transformers phase and therefore it’s rather hard to write anything outside of that fandom.

I also don’t want to force myself to write something in which I’m currently not interested. It would, as I mentioned, be forced and therefore lack the passion I like to pour into anything I write.

One of my main rules while writing is that I have to like it myself to make it truly something I want to publish.

This rule also applies to „Beauty and the Deer“.

I feel that, if I would write it now without any interest in the fandom I can’t give you what you deserve and what the fic deserves. It would be a obvious downgrade in quality.

I don’t want that for the fic or for you, the readers. You deserve more after such a long wait.

And something tells me you also don’t want that.

I know this isn’t the answer you were hoping for and I wish I could give you one that you deserve but let me assure you once again.

The fic isn’t abandoned. It may seem like it but I refuse to quit it. I put so much heart and blood into it. I planned so much that still needs to happen and I refuse to let all the research I did for that go to waste. My pride doesn’t allow me to do that. 😂

So yeah. The fic will eventually be continued. When, I cannot say.

All I CAN say is, that we have to wait for my Hazbin phase to come back. Until then I try to enjoy my current obsession and you can check out other amazing fics by other amazing writers.

I am not the only fish in the sea and a lot of people write great stories that just wait to be found. ✌🏻

And after this long ass text, I decided to pin this post for everyone who wants answers to my fic.

We will see each other again. Someday. Promise.

[thisonesock]

Just a little video after the long wait for all of you! Enjoy my drawing process 👉👈🥰

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Truc (reposted

[littleskyspark]

Just a little Shockwave today! I was bored.

[thisonesock]

Ratchet has a love for optimus windshields. May he touch them? 🥺👉👈

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An old sketch I just found. Not that accurate and one of my first fan art.

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Shading practice with Optimus and Ratchet

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Oc Verax for @thisonesock! I just nailed down his design for her and did some doodles for our silly RP

featuring my new watermark.

Verax is very innocent. Definitely. 100% and is not a mass murderer.

[thisonesock]

Look at my baby boi! Ready to slaughter 🥹

[littleskyspark]

A friend asked me to draw that. So yeah, a little scribble. Experiment gone wrong.

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Just a little Knockout study

[thisonesock]

Trying to learn some coloring and shading. Help! This is so hard!!! 🫣

Also. Optimus was and still is a fragging nerd!

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[thisonesock]

A new goober has appeared in base. And hes called „RATSHIT“.

Goober of course falls head over heels in love. Ratchet meanwhile looks for his missing parts.

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I did a lineart and coloring of my latest sketch. Maybe I should do that more often since I'm relatively happy with the outcome. And I've got the feeling I'm getting better at drawing them.

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