Lemonade Days

Extra ordinary AB girl.. addict with music, love novel, film, series, romance, mystery,,,, else

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Listening to Good Morning by Kassy

– Preview it on Path.

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Thought via Path

I have a pen, my pen is blue.... #SayangkuKaptenMukhriz – Read on Path.

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Late post.. masi susah soalnya sinyal – View on Path.

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Well, somebody said 'don't judge a book by it's cover'. But... how can you say no to this kind of beauty? *holl* #PuddleJumping #ALJ – View on Path.

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Me: oh, baby!! I'm so sorry.. I didn't mean to hurt you! I'm sorry, sweetheart.. Mybook: c'mon ma. I'm not a kid anymore. I don't mind a scratch or two Me: no way!! You are my baby. I won't let you got a scratch! No more scratch!! So yeah, that was a conversation between me and my book everytime I hurt one of them.. #talkbook #booknerdigans #books #bookstagram #igbooks #bookdragon #bibliophile

[xwitchyxprincessx-deactivated20]

Explaining my depression to my mother: A conversation

Mom, my depression is a shapeshifter One day it’s as small as a firefly in the palm of a bear The next it’s the bear On those days I play dead until the bear leaves me alone I call the bad days “the Dark Days” Mom says try lighting candles But when I see a candle I see the flicker of a flame Sparks of a memory younger than noon I am standing beside her open casket It is the moment that I learn everyone I will ever come to know will someday die Besides Mom, I’m not afraid of the dark, perhaps that’s part of the problem Mom says I thought the problem was that you can’t get out of bed I can’t, anxiety holds me a hostage inside of my house inside of my head Mom says where did anxiety come from Anxiety is the cousin visiting from out of town that depression felt obligated to invite to the party mom I am the party, only I’m a party I don’t want to be at Mom says why don’t you try going to actual parties, see your friends Sure I make plans, I make plans I don’t want to go to I make plans because I know I should want to go I know sometimes I would have wanted to go It’s just not that fun having fun when you don’t want to have fun Mom You see Mom each night Insomnia sweeps me up in his arms dips me in the kitchen in the small glow of the stove-light Insomnia has this romantic way of making the moon feel like perfect company Mom says try counting sheep But my mind can only count reasons to stay awake So I go for walks, but my stuttering kneecaps clank like silver spoons held in strong arms with loose wrists They ring in my ears like clumsy church bells reminding me that I am sleepwalking on an ocean of happiness that I cannot Baptize myself in Mom says happy is a decision But my happy is as hollow as a pin pricked egg My happy is a high fever that will break Mom says I am so good at making something out of nothing and then flat out asks me if I am afraid of dying No Mom I am afraid of living Mom I am lonely I think I learned that when Dad left how to turn the anger into lonely the lonely into busy So when I say I’ve been super busy lately I mean I’ve been falling asleep on the couch watching SportsCenter To avoid confronting the empty side of my bed But my depression always drags me back to my bed Until my bones are forgotten fossils of a skeleton sunken city My mouth a bone yard of teeth broken from biting down on themselves The hollow auditorium of my chest swoons with the echoes of a heartbeat But I am just a careless tourist here I will never truly know where I have been Mom still doesn’t understand Mom, can’t you see That neither can I

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Source: daisy-tree-hugger I found this poetry slam on Utube once upon a time but still love it 'till this day...

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We’ve all seen too much,  fallen too far, felt too hard and landed on anything but feet or hands and knees -  the wind is a bitter thing to taste as it rises through your body,  believe me, I know how it takes everything away with it, even the numbness - that’s the only time you ever miss it. We are all too much soldier,  too much veteran, too much warrior with hands that know too much of love and mercy and too much knife, too much gun,  too trigger happy or too peace loving, too much wound and not enough heal  - broken bones only fix themselves if they’re set properly and ours never were - too much phantom limb, too much ghost, too much gone, too much… It has been twenty years  since my left leg buckled underneath the weight of my baby body and to this day, my foot still holds me squint  - never pointing due north, always north west.  There may be no bones in my heart but when you left, I swear it exploded  onto the bones that were built to keep it safe.  I can never blame you. I can never say you broke my heart, because you didn’t: I did. Maybe the clean break my ribs gave it when  it gave out is what it needed -  to forget. To be broken and be made new by me again.

We Break Our Own Hearts - Maybe That’s Why It Hurts So Much (via theglycoprotein) Source: theglycoprotein #poetry

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Selamat hari Jum'at... I'm one of those weird people who loves airports. There's just something liberating yet soothing about it. A temporary break from my mundane life #Tanya. But nope, no sign of Ale in this airport. Just this cute aircraft marshall with a brighter-than-the-sun smile. – View on Path.

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– View on Path.

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This book smells good!!! A Million Suns by Beth Revis #bookstagram #books #booknerdigans #ya #yalit #yalovin #instabook #bibliophile #AcrossTheUniverse #vscocam

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I love postcard, postoffice, stamp, and letter.. wanna be my penpal? Postcardpal? Email me [email protected] ^^ #postcards #postcard #postoffice #stamp #penpals #penpal #vscocam #vsco #vscodiaries

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I still can't move on from this book. And by the way this photo was taken by @zardhzakia . I kinda coerced her to took it. LOL #yalit #alienatedseries #Alienated #bookandyard #bookworm #books #bookstagram #booktography #bibliophile #instabook #vscocam

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Mom: hey, can you help me buy some groceries, please? Me : ( look through the windows and whisper) .... do you want to burned me, mom? I'm a Strigoi.. Mom: what? Me : I'll go! I'll go! !!

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After the election, one of national tv said ' there is no more one finger greeting, or two fingers greeting, now there's just three fingers greeting ' well, now we officially turn the Hunger Games salute into real??

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the notebook problem: you see a notebook. you want to buy the notebook. but you know you have like TEN OTHER NOTEBOOKS. most which are STILL EMPTY. you don’t need to notebook. you’re probably not gonna use the notebook anyway. what’s the point? DONT BUY THE NOTEBOOK. you buy the notebook.

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Yep, move on from your guilt #quote #bookstagram #book #lastSacrifice #bookhangover #vampireacademy

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Today book, Percy Jackson & The Sea of Monster _ Rick Riordan #bookstagram #book #instabook #todaybook#percyjackson