Thought Shower

Rebecca 25 years old South London My entire life revolves around educating children. But in my free time, my other passions include: Children's literature, European cities, food, strong tea, rock n roll, blues, jazz, ska, comedy, modern art, the seaside and talking too much about all the nonsense that goes on in this head of mine.

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I'm getting married .....

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Today

I made an offer on a flat with my boyfriend.

If I have successfully purchased a flat by the end of the year it will be an absolute dream come true.

I want to make a proper home with the best boy I’ve ever met.

I want to get married and experience everything for the rest of my life with him.

It’s strange, I never knew how one person can become a part of you to the extent that you can’t remember life before them and don’t want to think of a future without them. It’s like I’ve been split in two and half my soul resides in this other person now. Like they’re so much a part of me, I can’t be me without them.

I always prayed for my life to change, to find a direction and a reason. And I’m not saying he’s the reason, but he is the one who helped me become happy enough to find all of those things.

I am so grateful, so blessed, so unbelievably irreversibly happy.

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Believe it or not

I welcomed my THIRD class this week. Can't believe that I'm actually a fully fledged educator these days. Anyway, with returning to school comes not sitting down until 8pm after a 12 hour working day and the inability to stay up past 9:30pm. But I wouldn't have it any other way.

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Spacefood 

The great escape 

The (Make Up) Artist 

Seafood 

Daydream 

The Last Rain 

Into the wild 

ADRIFT 

Do you remember 

Solid Advice

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Does anyone else get that thing

Where they say something that they know makes them SUCH a bitch but they say it anyway and then you sort of feel bad. But most of the time I'm like prfffff, whatever.

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Are you breaking up with that guy?

Definitely not!Lucky him, he's stuck with me for the rest of his entire life. I've been with enough frogs to know that I've got to keep my slightly geeky, slightly ginger Prince Charming.Growing apart from other people, other relationships. But it's all part of life, isn't it?

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Isn't it strange, growing apart?

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[vicforprez]

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Plucked up the courage to buy my first jumpsuit today, and I am entirely in love with it! (Please excuse the lack of makeup!)

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Come get you some of that bounce baby

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Procrastination

(I've got 14 school reports to do and I don't want to do them) Lead to re-reading my blogs from the last year. It's interesting how every single bad or negative one was about the same person. I find it hard to let go, but how much more evidence do I need that this friendship doesn't bring me any positivity at all? It never was a friendship- it was my stupidity, naiveness and want to help that sucked me in to something that was only ever meant to be selfish, self pitying and attention seeking.

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I went to Brighton today and met up with one of my bestest friends who I lived there for 4 years with. So much has changed since I met him when I was a little 18 year old, and I haven't seen him for 7 months but every time I do it's like I only saw him yesterday. It's strange reminiscing and realising how different life is 7 years down the line. I feel very blessed today.

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Relationships with people are just habits that you get yourself into. And like any habit it's really difficult to break out of it all of a sudden. But then you just replace those habits that you built up with that person with new ones. Like reading more or baking more or watching a new TV show. And then eventually, after a while, I'll forget about those habits and that relationship and it will be a long distant memory. Right?

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I meannnnnnnnnnn.... Yeah.

Just too darn fine.