DyingPremedKid

18, Premed, Slytherin, ENTJ, Pisces

[dearest1]

my immense self hatred VS my delusional god complex

[figs-and-olives]

this is a post about doctors in a nutshell

[unbotheredmuse]

the woman you’re becoming will cost you people, relationships, spaces, and material things. choose her over everything.

[scrubsandkilos-deactivated20190]

I want all of it. Your sleepy mumbling. Your drunken embarrassment. Your silly faces. Your anger. Your dance moves. Your anxiety. Your apologies. Your sadness. Your stern looks. Your claustrophobia. Your exasperated tone. Your frustrations. Your past. I want all of it. I want all of you.

[starry-shennanigans-deactivated]

Getting back to productivity

Day 1 - Setting up systems.

16.11.2020 

Habit setting

My go-to habit tracker is Habitica, because it lets me track everything I want to, and I absolutely love the community aspect of it. And the rewards and the cool costumes and pets.

Here’s how I set up my habitica

If y’all want a post on how I set up my habitica, lemme know.

Planning what to study

I want to get a headstart on my Master’s syllabus, because who knows when classes will start, and I’d like to be prepared. So, I made a bujo spread about it. Because writing things down is important, people. 

And Now, it is Time. To make a To-Do List and prep for tomorrow. And get productive.

Stay tuned for day 2!!

[victorfrankensteinsuggestion]

Whatever *succumbs*

[thrivingpremedkid]

Introductory notes from one of my favorite chapters, Kingdom Animalia

Its been a slow week for me, I had things popping up here and there, people coming over, doctors appointments Yada Yada. Can confirm I have a whole lot of backlog to cover up in a week. I'm still trying to get a system of tracking my tasks but nothing seems to be working.

Anyhow, I hope you guys have a nice productive day!

[medele]

3 tips that can change your life:

Never reply when you are angry.

Never make a promise when you are happy.

Never make a decision when you are sad.

[thrivingpremedkid]

So I realized I have been having a whole lot of negative thoughts, so I hought I should journal, but i can’t seem to find an effective way. So I guess I am going to try and journal through tumblr instead, it will hopefully help me. I will be using the tag #journalingemotions and following it as well in case someone decides to do something similar 

Please understand that anything I say is going to be to help myself, and may or may not help you out. I just want to see if journaling helps me sort out emotions, and it would be great if it helps someone too. 

(Ps, I hope no one I know in real life finds this blog lol) 

For the longest time, I have been having the same recurring question. Am I a burden? Am I a burden to the people who love me? Am I burden to the people who care about me? Am I a burden to the people I care about? Every time in my head, the answer was yes, until I had a different out look about it. 

Am I a burden?

Honestly, Yes. And its not because you’re a terrible person or an emotional baggage or an annoyance, but it’s because everyone is. Everyone is a burden here, and a burden for someone else. The difference lies whether people choose to accept you anyway. Its the people who care about you, who will choose to accept you and as long as they don’t call you out on it, you are a burden they don’t mind handling. If you look at it the other way, if you look at it honestly, people around you are a burden to you as well, they may add on to your emotional stress and they may require time but that is the whole point, as long as you are willing to give it to them, you don’t mind. Everyone is a burden, until they aren’t. So make sure you’re striving to do better everyday, being a nice person without expecting anything in return and you should be okay. Don’t judge yourself. You’re fine as you are until someone who cares about you points out something in you that you could change for the better.

So if you ever feel like you are a burden, just remember everyone is, until they aren’t. 

You are loved and you are respected. People care about you. 

“Sometimes, all you can do is look at the face of the mountain and wait until you realize that you have the potential to climb it”

[thrivingpremedkid]

Today I tried to make a weekly digital bullet journal spread. Its pretty slytherin themed as you can see lol. I'll update both, my paper journal and digital and try to figure out which one is working

[studyspiration-coffee]

little reminders

do you have homework due tomorrow? do it

did you get any homework today? do it

did you get an assignment notification? break it into small chunks, schedule these chunks and make a start on it. 

do you have an exam tomorrow? do some light revision. or if you’ve left it until the last, turn off your phone, put it in your desk drawer and revise until you’re done. make sure you get at least 4 hours of sleep if you’re cramming, 8 if you’re not. 

do you have a quiz tomorrow? do some v light revision, and redo some homework problems or handouts on the topic.

how much tea/coffee/general caffeine have you had today? how much water have you had? switch your next coffee refill to water.

have you brushed your hair? tame that mane.

have you showered? have a warm shower right before you go to bed so you feel sleepy when you come out.

are your feet cold? put on socks.

are you working your hardest? push a little harder. 

when was the last time you allocated relaxing time? pick a cutoff point for your work, whether it’s 9pm or 1am, and spend 15-30 minutes (depending on the time) to wind down by reading a book, talking to family or friends, taking a shower and generally doing whatever you want. 

[melody-studyblr]

Hey everyone!

I’ve noticed a couple studyblrs that have mentioned they wish they knew of more blogs that exist outside of America, so perhaps we could start a reblog chain with some non-American peeps? (Don’t worry I still love y’all 🇺🇸)

Reblog if you are a studyblr based outside of the US!

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<3 Melody

[thrivingpremedkid]

Hello! A non American studyblr here! I'm a student from India preparing for med entrances. Nice to meet to you!

[fluencylevelfrench]

“There’s a corner of my heart that is yours. And I don’t mean for now, or until I’ve found somebody else, I mean forever. I mean to say that whether I fall in love a thousand times over or once or never again, there’ll always be a small quiet place in my heart that belongs only to you.”

— Beau Taplin (via quotemadness)

[thrivingpremedkid]

StudyBlr Community Challenge

Starting on this challenge a little late, thank you to @myhoneststudyblr for actually curating something fun for us as a community~ 

Day 1/31

Introduce yourself and Tell us what you study!

Hello! I go by the nickname Pupper (Obviously, its a nickname) and I am an 18 year old high-school graduated student from India! 

I am currently studying Physics, Chemistry and Biology to prepare for my medical entrance exam, which happens right after high school in our country. I am technically taking a gap year to prepare for it, so that there is absolutely no chance that I don’t get through the exam. 

I am an ENTJ, slytherin, absolutely overambitious, and always trying my best to be better than who I was yesterday. 

I like to think of myself as someone who is super determined to get far in this world, to make a world a better place for people to live in. Cliche, but its because I come from a country which has seen terrible mishaps towards the females in my country

I’m still new around here and I hope I can make a whole bunch of friends :D

For Day 1, I would like to tag @luccastudies​ (hey fren, i know we haven’t really interacted before but I would like to see you do the challenge uwu)

[myhoneststudyblr]

Here is my brand new challenge! I hope that you will all enjoy taking part in this challenge <3

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Info

This challenge will begin on the 1st October 2020 and will run for the entire month

HOWEVER! My plan for this challenge is also that it can be done at any time (like the 100 days of productivity challenge for example), so although it will be officially starting then (and that is when I will be doing it) you can start it at any time

There are 31 prompts - one for each day of the month

If you do the challenge, use the tag #studyblr community challenge so i can track the posts and see what you are all posting (and so others can see as well!)

Days 1 -14 are essentially a way to introduce yourself to the community and to find out about the person behind the blog!

Days 15 -28 are what really excite me about this challenge! Essentially, my initial idea was to do an ‘appreciation challenge’ and so these days are essentially this idea within the larger challenge. It is an opportunity to tag studyblrs that you love and let them know that you appreciate them 

The final three days of the challenge are about reflection and looking at yourself positively.  

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Aims

As the name suggests, I want this challenge to be about community 

Studyblr has personally helped me so much and I’ve met some incredible people and I thought this challenge would be a good way to bring the community closer 

When I was creating this challenge, I tried to keep in mind new studyblrs. I think that it is a good way of introducing yourself and getting involved in the community, as well as having things to post, if you have just started! It could also be a good way for people to find your blog!

That said, if you have been in studyblr for a while (for example, like me!), this challenge is definitely still for you! I think it will be a good way for your followers to find out more about you and to discover some new blogs!

Overall, I hope that this challenge will promote positivity, appreciation and productivity

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Rules

If you want to do this challenge, please reblog this post

There are daily prompts for 31 days but challenges should never be a burden so you can post as frequently as you like/are able to 

When tagging, please do not spam people. Tag someone different for each day so we can share the love. 

I would suggest only tagging 1 person for each of the days but I understand that it could be a hard choice for some days. Therefore, I would say that a maximum of 3 people can be tagged for each of the days. 

Please be respectful. Some of the prompts are asking about personal opinions and you might disagree, but make sure to remember that everyone has had different experiences and the questions are designed to promote the sharing of ideas. 

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Prompts

Day 1 - Introduce yourself and tell us what you study!

Day 2 - Explain your studyblr URL! 

Day 3 - Why did you create your studyblr?

Day 4 - How long have you had a studyblr?

Day 5 - Have you ever done a challenge before?

Day 6 - Why did you decide to do this challenge and what is your goal?

Day 7 - What is your goal for your studyblr for the next few months?

Day 8 - What is the best thing about studyblr in your opinion?

Day 9 - What is the worst thing about studyblr in your opinion?

Day 10 - What is one thing you wished you could change about studyblr?

Day 11 - What is something that you have learnt from studyblr?

Day 12 - How much time do you spend on studyblr per day on average?

Day 13 - Do you have an ‘aesthetic’? If yes, what is it?

Day 14 - What are some of your study essentials?

Day 15 - Tag someone you look up to

Day 16 - Tag someone who has beautiful handwriting 

Day 17 - Tag someone who you think is really kind

Day 18 - Tag someone who makes you think more deeply about things

Day 19 - Tag someone you are grateful to have met

Day 20 - Tag someone who has a lovely aesthetic

Day 21 - Tag someone you think works really hard and deserves appreciation

Day 22 - Tag someone who makes you smile

Day 23 - Tag someone whose blog you always check 

Day 24 - Tag someone who posts the best text posts

Day 25 - Tag someone who gives good advice

Day 26 - Tag someone who you would like to get to know

Day 27 - Tag someone who makes you laugh 

Day 28 - Tag someone who you think everyone should follow

Day 29 - What are three things that you are proud of?

Day 30 - What are three things about yourself that you love?

Day 31 - What are three things that inspire you? 

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I really hope you will all get involved and if you have any questions, please feel free to send me an ask!

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[onceuponadreamgirl]

“I TOOK CARE OF MYSELF and it wasn’t beautiful. I took care of myself and looked at the overdue bills in the face, even though it hurt. I took care of myself and cried ugly through the therapy session; made another appointment for next week. I put in the work and wrote all the bad memories in detail. I apologized to all the friends I didn’t have the energy to talk to. I finally cut off all my dead ends and bought produce; slimly avoided sustaining myself on barbecue chips and poetry. I recycled. I set an alarm for 8 hours of sleep and did not sleep more or less. I took care of myself and it wasn’t bubble baths. It wasn’t lotion at Bath and Bodyworks and three-cheese pizza. It was uncomfortable. It wasn’t beautiful, but I am, and it didn’t have to be beautiful to be worth it.”

— Schuyler Peck, The Greatest Act of Self-Love Isn’t Always Pretty (via schuylerpeck)

[thrivingpremedkid]

I am so excited for a new month to begin, am already up and ready to own the first day of the month. A whole lot of pressure waits for me this month and im more than ready to face it!

I hope everyone out there has a good month beginning to their month!

[isthsnametakenyet]

100 Days of Productivity - Day 107/100 January 25, 2018

And the economics continues. Note taking for this subject is so time consuming! I am going to have to establish a more efficient system when I get back to school, seeing as all my subjects are content-heavy essay subjects. If any one has any tips on how they manage subjects like these, please share!