always night in this city

traumagenic system of ~25, follows from @son-of-crows-and-rats, body he/they, dms always open!

[librarycards]

getting c-ptsd when you thought it’d be at least a b+ ☹️

[lunarthesugarglider]

also referring to cases of DID being diagnosed more after a popular piece of media depicts it is like. yeah man, thats kinda just what happens when cultural awareness of something increases?

[lunarthesugarglider]

imagine you see a popular post about someone realizing theyve been getting poisoned by carbon monoxide in their home and youre like "wait ive been having weird experiences like that too" so you get a carbon monoxide detector and learn that you also have been getting poisoned by carbon monoxide. you tell someone about this and either they act like you spiritually manifested the carbon monoxide in your home by learning about it or they tell you that carbon monoxide poisoning isnt real because nobody got poisoned by it until they discovered it could poison people

[kosmogrl]

remembering is the mind killer

[paperandpencilsandskips]

Disassociative in Dungeon

[paperandpencilsandskips]

delicious identity disorder

[shittysawtraps]

yeah i was in a saw trap but i wasn’t paying attention so idk how it went

[the-biornicles]

@funnier-as-a-system

[homunculus-argument]

Going to therapy and unfucking the issues you got passed down as generational trauma and then not having kids is kind of amusingly petty in a vaguely spiritual way I can't say that I entirely believe in.

"What you heal in yourself, you heal in your bloodline :)" no bitch this is for me, not all of y'all. I'm getting my own ducks in a row and getting my head screwed back on right because I'm the one that gets to be happy. I'm not cleaning up several generations' accumulated messes in order to make things nice for the next one, this shitass bloodline ends with me. Y'all don't deserve to be anyone else's ancestors.

[parkerposey]

Guys I don’t think I want the body to keep the score anymore

[ultrabright-flashlight]

*experiences symptoms when no one is around to see me* I have got to stop faking for attention

[cpunkhobie2]

shoutout to everyone with forget disorders (adhd, DID/osdd, ptsd/c-ptsd, asd, dementia/alzeheimers, schizophrenia, other psychotic disorders, major depressive, chronically ill/phys disabled people with brain fog, people with long-Covid, natural memory degradation, and etc.)

[serial-unaliver-deactivated2024]

childhood trauma has you thinking shit as an adult like "it's so cool I can eat food right now"

[the-dissociated-bones]

Me: I hate amnesia plot lines in fiction they're so overused and unrealistic

Also me: Hey can you explain this thing that happened 2 days ago to me again? sorry I have amnesia

[akumeoy]

getting murdered but it's so traumatic i repress the memory and only actually die years later during hypnotherapy

[dellamore-dellamorte]

@funnier-as-a-system

[mashmouths]

does anyone know how to stop the body from keeping score? i have shit to do

[ruthimages]

[im-mender]

Smoking on that we'd

[electronicmail]

when youre done studying me can i take a look at the notes. No thats okay im just curious.

[virtualtoybox]

BORN TO FORGET

WORLD IS A BLUR

I Am Memory Issues Man

410,757,864,530 FORGOTTEN PRECIOUS MEMORIES

[cuuno-moved]

"surely im faking this," i think, directly experiencing all the symptoms nd not benefiting from it at all

[xenthosss]

"Surely I am faking this" I tell myself and absolutely no one else because I refuse to even let them know I'm struggling in any way shape or form