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i’m sorry to split here guys, but i’m going to be pulling away from all my blogs i have at the moment and putting them on a temporary hiatus, at least until i stop feeling like shit each and every time i come on. it’s not because of anyone on here, really, but every time i think of being on my blogs right now, i feel horrible. i love xander and i hope to come on again, but right now i can’t imagine doing so. i hope you guys are doing well.
i will!! do replies today!! my brain has been literal poop the past couple days tho so!!!! if anyone wants to do stuff, IM me please!!
i made him.
So I have made the mistake of watching the new in.vader zi.m movie and rewatching the show along with reading some of jhonen's comics.
me: i’m doing this thing where i dye my hair the color of my soul random stranger: oh, neat! what color is it? blue? purple? rAINbOW?? me: black
my brain is very goopy this morning as well so who wants to do stuff in the im??
does anyone wanna plot or rp or wanna starter cause i’m all dressed up with no place to go.
「 ozwolff | oz 」
OZ FELT A SMALL TUG AT THE CORNER OF HIS LIPS . he didn’t say anything but tilted his head . he remained silent for a moment as xander spoke then cleared his throat . “ i dunno . american werewolf in london is pretty ACCURATE . ” he said with a shrug . maybe it was the lack of cgi . turning the corner onto his street , oz gave a nod , listening as xander spoke . he did play video games but not enough as his friend . so he appreciated the insight over it . he glanced over . “ MULTI-PLAYER ? ” he asked , pulling up to the house .
“ it is weirdly accurate!! i wonder if they actually consulted with a real werewolf or one of the actors or producers was one themselves. maybe movie monster transformations need to go back to their roots to get a good grip on it instead of relying so heavily on digital creation. ” it had been a while since he last saw the movie, but that was something he was going to end up doing by the end of the night. and if he was staying at oz’s place, maybe they could watch it together. xander could get notes or insights from him that he’d never even thought of before. “ multi-player. it splits the screen and there’s no limit to how far we could wander from each other. one of us could be on one end of the asylum while the other could be on the roof. i wonder if there’s a friendly fire option so like if i made my character sneak up on you, you could turn around and hit them. ”
@setules : that’s…a lot of blood.
yes, yes it was. about half a gallon of pig’s blood to be exact, and he probably should have hid it better than in a plastic bag that wasn’t as opaque as he needed it to be. or maybe he should have held it away from peter so he couldn’t get a look through the top. quick man, think of something and do it fast!! “ pig’s blood. you know how halloween’s coming up -- and the butcher just tosses this out anyway. ” don’t mention halloween, that makes it worse. “ i mean, willow and i were going to study the consistency and color. see if we can make a vegetarian replacement... or something. ” smooth. who’d buy that??
「 magimath | cassandra 」
“Probably not the reassurance you were looking for, but California is on a fault line. So the probability is actually a lot higher than you think.” It should have been an innocuous thought but Cassandra winced as her mind began to actually formulate the exact figures. She didn’t know Xander well, so she turned from him then clutching her head, trying to pass it off as feeling unwell as she muttered under her breath and her mind tumbled through associations as numbers and figures formed in the air in front of her where only she could see. Everything tasted like apples and all the while she was feeling embarrassed, being fully prepared for him to think she had lost her mind.
“ you know, that really doesn’t help at all. i’ve got a pretty wild imagination anyway, but now that makes it even more real and even more terrifying. and it’s not like anyone could have checked when the town was made, technology just wasn’t up to spec then, right?? but maybe living over a fault line isn’t where we need to be?? ” a bibbling idiot, that was what he was. but how he had not known about that wonderful little tidbit before was beyond him. it was probably for the best, however, as he would have had nightmares when he was younger had that knowledge been available to him at that time. more readily available, at least. xander managed to pull himself out of the bibble long enough to see she didn’t seem alright. “ hey, something wrong?? ”
「 drusllas | drusilla 」
“hmmm. i thought too once. the stars, they showed me the future and i ignore it.“ she had seen it before it happened. she saw her grandmother and her angel before they met, seen their intentions and how it would all play out and she chose to ignore it all. “we don’t choose our family. it chooses us. daddy took me and hurt me like no one else did. took me away when i didn’t want to.” and there is a pause before the woman shifts closer again, deep pale blue eyes glancing up at the young man. “you wanted me to take the pain away and i did. and now you push away. i promised you to be there, my sweet boy.” and her head hurt, there is a pain there to the side, making the woman’s eyes close and make a groaned sound of pain. “ooooh. it hurts.”
“ but we do choose our family. at least i do. ” he didn’t choose the family he was born into, but he chose only to care about them as much as they did him. buffy and willow were the only ones that mattered to him and that was just fine with him. they gave him his soul back and showed they cared. only the problem with having his soul there was he didn’t know how to feel towards drusilla. fear was an obvious emotion, but there was sympathy towards her. giles had told him of what was cataloged in the watcher journals, of how she was tortured and broken before finally being turned. and she still seemed to be broken, in ways that hurt her as well as everyone else. but he tried pushing that all away even as she moaned in pain. “ i don’t want you there anymore. i should have just lived with the pain on my own. ”
@menuexpand : this town was too big. causing anxiety in steve, boy so used to the small town of hawkins, with the woods right behind his house. his lips purse slightly and he glances over at xander. "this place always like this?"
oh, if this guy was overwhelmed by what sunnydale had to offer, then he really came from the sticks. compared to most other towns in california, it was considered to be on the small side, especially since there wasn’t that much to do compared to the wonders of los angeles. a short laugh escaped and xander clapped his hand on steve’s shoulder. “ welcome to sunnydale. you either get this or multiple deaths on your hands. not like you can choose unless you’re causing the deaths, but i DO NOT encourage or approve of that sort of behavior. ”
CAN SOMEONE TALK TO ME ABOUT THIS VARIANT COVER I AM GOING TO LITERALLY CRY AND SCREAM I LOVE IT.
16 yo series xander: hormone addled, constantly making jokes or remarks that could be sexual, falling over himself for every pretty girl and making a joke of himself. some depth, but mostly comic relief with a bit of perv 16 yo comic xander: depressed, lonely, portrayed with more depth than to be just comic relief. still quick with the remarks and comical moments, but no sexual tone to them. faking it till you make it. that’s a thing, right?? wants to tell his friends what he’s feeling but doesn’t want to come off as needy or unappreciative of what they already give him.
okay, so my brain is not about writing on the dash right now just because i’m all over the place, but please like this if you want!! to plot so i can pop into your im!!!!
miscellaneous angst starters.
when were you going to tell me?
you can’t keep doing this to yourself.
that’s…a lot of blood.
can you walk?
please don’t lie to me.
you were supposed to leave.
i’m not going anywhere without you.
shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.
there was nothing more you could have done.
it wasn’t your fault.
this is all my fault.
you aren’t acting like yourself.
i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.
you’re hurting me.
don’t ever do that again.
go to hell.
please don’t cry.
you have to stay awake.
i wish i could take the pain away.
you could have died.
hey – stay with me.
it’ll be over soon.
did you ever love me?
i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.
things won’t always hurt this bad.
you passed out.
how much have you had?
i’m okay. it’s all fine.
it’s not okay! you’re not fine!
let me get you something for the pain.
it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.
it’s clearly not nothing.
have you been to the doctor?
i didn’t mean the things i said.
i thought we meant something.
people who are okay don’t act like this.
you don’t have to go through this by yourself.
i don’t want you to be alone.
please don’t regret me.
i heard you crying.
you need to get some rest.
when was the last time you ate something?
i’m worried about you.
did you have another nightmare?
[name], there’s nobody there.
i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.
please talk to me.
why are you mad at me?
alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.
don’t leave me.
did you do this to yourself?
it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.
tell me what’s wrong.
tell me how to make it better.
why don’t you care?
get the hell away from me.
please don’t do this.
i can’t believe that you lied to me.
just…stay for the night.
you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.
you can’t die. i won’t let you.
just hang on, okay?
hold my hand if you need to.
i’m sorry.
why do you have a gun?
don’t panic.
just breathe.
you’re bleeding.
i’m trying to stop the bleeding.
you’ve been crying, i can tell.
you should have told me sooner.
i wanted to tell you in person.
a phone call would’ve been nice.
i hate you.
i love you.
i feel like there’s no use trying. maybe i’ll always feel alone. i just want to tell her how i feel. i just want someone to get me. i just want HELP. / indie private and selective xander harris from the btvs reboot comics. loved by scotch.
