Tiana

TW: eating disorder I my ana diary I PRO RECOVERY!!!

[tianaisrotting]

Some thinspo in alter style<3

[tianaisrotting]

MY LUNCH/MEALSPO

40 grams of steamed peas: 30 kcal

2 egg whites (60 grams): 31 kcal

+seasoning by choice

TOTAL: 61 KCAL

[tianaisrotting]

My mother forced me to eat cake and it had fucking 726 calories. I wanna kill myself already but i'm gonna go out with my bf to drink. +420 calories. He would be so dissapointed if we wouldn't go because it's a family thing. In total it is 1146 calories. I only burned 400 calories today.

I'm failing even in being anorexic.

It's my fault.

I can't blame anyone else for it.

[tianaisrotting]

Today's dinner

2 eggs: 140 kcal

1 slice of ham: 12 kcal

cucumbers: 5 kcal

Total: 157 kcal

[tianaisrotting]

WIEIAD

Breakfast: lemon water 12 kcal

2 pieces of dark chocolate 45 kcal

Lunch: -

Dinner: bolognese spaghetti 459 kcal

Burned off by walking: 374 kcal

Total: 142 kcal

Stay safe skinny queens and kings<3

[edithehatwr]

You’re not hungry you’re just thirsty.

[tianaisrotting]

My bf is definitely ignoring my text messages because he thinks i'm fat and disgusting.

[tianaisrotting]

I'm stuck on the same weight since a few days. I'm so fucking exhausted of that number.

Please give me some tips🙏

[tianaisrotting]

I was with my grandma and ate about 1000 kcals.

Laxative abuse starts now<3

(i'm not saying don't do this cuz i know it won't stop anyone but please try to use it more safely)

[tianaisrotting]

Me loving bubble tea and wanting to drink one:

Google be like:

New fear food unlocked

[rottingpigflesh]

us at the ripe age of 12 crawling into ed tumblr

[tianaisrotting]

I'm starting to be my own thinspo. Sometimes i look at the videos, photos i made of myself and i see a thin, pretty girl. This is the best feeling ever

I can't mess this up. I won't mess this up and you won't neither.<3

[tianaisrotting]

I've just realised how bad my body image disorder actually is. Doesn't matter how many weight i loose i'll always see myself the way i looked like at my highest weight.

Good news: I'm finally underweight, my bmi is 17.4!!!!!

[gumminymph]

half love. half regret. dressin’ up for polaroids and cigarettes.

[tianaisrotting]

I'm diagnosed with EDNOS. I've never hated myself like this before. Why can't i be a NORMAL anorexic or bulimic? Why do I have to be a controlless bitch, a fat pig, a weak, stupid, disgusting human waste?

I don't deserve to eat, drink, breath or even exist.

[tianaisrotting]

I thought I was funny, sorry

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My binge mind switched back into my ana mind. Guilt is killing me