QUE SERA, SERA.

~ C L A I R E ~ I wish I had a wardrobe like Serena, an ambition like Veronica Mars, and a brain like the Doctor. If that wasn't enough fandoms for you, in the name of the moon I'll punish you.

[wadey-wilson]

I think you’re gonna be a bad teacher.

[wackd-archive]

he could remember that long password but not what any given electronic is called

[twilightofthesandwiches]

Remembering the password is *useful*, rememebring the name of Goobers isn’t inherently so.

[wackd-archive]

fair

[itswalky]

the bit of animation where peter throws the monitor behind them as they run is basically my favorite thing

[zingoogniz]

he got that password by watching a mirrored reflection of her hands, through a grate in the ceiling.

[zingoogniz]

but still has to peck at the letters with single fingers

[silver-tongues-blog]

okay listen, theres a reason intelligence and wisdom are two different stats

[yourreactiongifs]

[ticktockbananarock]

A place to brag

Mom said, “I think Matt’s the one.”

That’s something that should not be taken lightly. Her approving is like me winning the lottery. But honestly, I definitely have won the lottery with Matt. Like who knew we would both swipe right on each other, he’s (half) Japanese, Buddhist, and we hold the same values. 

He’s also a lot like my dad which is super bizarre and freaks me out sometimes but at the same time it’s pretty comforting that he also checks that box of “you marry someone that is like your dad”. I found him, now we just gotta both get our shit together and get married.

Who knew that I would be the one to say “ok let’s wait til we get our shit together before we do x,y,z.” Normally I’m like ok we gotta do this this and this to get ready for this. Which i guess I still am doing that, but I’m not ready to be married to my manz yet. He’s not ready either - we both have some serious financial growth to go through before we do anything. 

Life is going good with matt. I gave advice to my friend last night, the same advice I once got, which was “i learned a long time ago having no problems isn’t an excuse to go looking for them.” I don’t remember the point in time that I was told that, but I can gather from it that I have learned from it. Life ain’t too shabby in the romance department and I am just grateful for my love bug to be here. 

She also added, “Yeah, I like him. He’s nice, always joking around and it’s good that both of you know each other pretty well.” 

[dankmemeuniversity]

[endilletante]

[yodelmachine]

My laundry basket is self-loading.

[fieldbears]

My day has not been great, and this actually really helped

[zendaya-colesmanarchive]

Game Night (2018) dir. by John Francis Daley,  Jonathan Goldstein

[welcometoyouredoom]

[ghiblisdaily]

[katetinyjohn]

I was gonna make a “remember when captain america punched harley quinn in the face” post before realising that margot robbie and jaime pressly are not actually the same person despite the evidence that they most definitely are

I mean???

they are literally the same person???

for years I’ve believed there was only one of them????

but??? there’s two?¿?¿?¿

[say-prettyy-pleasee]

And they’re not related?

[westafricanbaby]

😦😦😦😦🤭🤭🤭🤭

[super-shar]

Their mamas have some explaining to do

[ofdarklands]

that’s one person and you can’t fool me

[securelyinsecure]

The plot thickens!

[juicyvelourtracksuit]

What’s happening

[futubandera-cl]

[oddishtea]

I’ve watched this like 30 times and I cant stop laughing aksjska

[surprisebitch]

the girl has big dick energy

[sl33pyd3mon]

she stole all of his dick energy and killed him

[matydn]

I’m the girl making sure everyone knows he lost

[drishananicole]

Homegirl did a whole dance right after.😂😂😭

[quizilla2009]

[mrsfrollein-blog]

the curse of the Toy Story generation

[sushinfood]

someone understands

[knusprig-titten-hitler]

[mariesbookclub-deactivated20170]

I just laughed so fucking hard

[momworries]

Wtffff

[ruinedchildhood]

[becksofhouseblackadder]

It’s too much, go back! Go back! 😂 😂

[ruinedchildhood]

[ticktockbananarock]

Honestly who reads tumblr anymore LOL.

So here’s where I’ll put it.

Matt validates every day that he’s the one and I’m the one for him. He doesn’t have to say it, we don’t have to hear it, it’s just thru actions.

He’s a problem solver. If he doesn’t know the problem he asks and does his best to solve it.

But I’ve also grown.

I’ve grown in a way that i know what i need, i express it and he 100% delivers.

BUT THATS THE THING!!!!

It’s not that we swiped right and we were an instant match and couple. I’ve worked on myself and seen what i need to do to be happy, what makes me at peace, and I’ll always ask if it’s possible.

Matt has always been the passive boyfriend. But now he knows he’s gotta step it up, and for me, he always has.

I’m still very tipsy on the wine and cosmo i drank but it’s just so interesting to evaluate and self reflect on what I’ve been doing lately.

- full time job at a non profit

- good batch of friends that we maintain our relationship no matter how much time has passed

- amazing romantic relationship that is not only good in intimacy (EH-HEEH) but intellectually

- me? Oh I’m happy af. With myself, with what I’m doing, life. Anxiety is gone. Depression is gone.

Of course i should work on things but like.. from how far I’ve come to now it’s just so weird to say.

I read my old posts on when i felt bad, happy, sad, confused and now it’s just so ... long time ago now. It feels like that’s a different person.

I feel like the Doctor at times. I’ve lived different lifestyles and this one for now is working. It’s good.

Old me i would be waiting for the other shoe to fall. But me now? It’s the whole mentality of “if the shoe falls, it falls. But what if it doesn’t. What if, you stay in the moment and love what’s happening right in front of you. The shoe is still there.”

gahdamn. Ok I’m done. I love my boyfriend friends and life. Can’t wait to be engaged. Can’t wait to be married. Can’t wait to buy a house. Can’t wait to be a mom. But i definitely can wait and learn more things.

[lindexrx]