song about something you'll never be forgiven for.
beepbox link here, and a singalong under the read more :''-)
starting point
"…so don't look back"
i took your hand and led you astray
into the light i fear i might have made
a fatal mistake
walk in a straight line
walk in a straight line
i couldn't ask
i only hope that sinners are saved
but in all honesty, my honor keeps me
somewhat afraid
walk in a straight line
don't dare look behind
♫♫♫
i had a dream
we tried to reach the finishing line
but in the silence still the time we killed
had come back to life
walk in a straight line
walk in a straight line
the signs had merged
into a single "end of the world"
where every undead thing was damned to sing
"esrever ni gnos a"
walk in a straight line
…tell me that you're fine
♫♫♫
walk in a straight line (walk in a straight line)
don't dare look behind (don't dare look behind)
tell me that you're fine (something that had died)
you're still breathing right? (are you satisfied?)
walk between the lines (how to save a life)
don't dare look behind (change the ending line)
reach the end this time (tell a little lie)
bring me back to life…
♫♫♫
if i'd look back
and held the hands that led me astray
into the light i'd proudly cry
"this is my final mistake"
walk with me this time
walk with me this time
i should have asked
i know the answer's somewhat cliché
but was it worth the price and worth the pain?
you're fading away—
walk with me this time
bring me back to life…
if i'd look back…
if i'd look back…
if i'd look back…
if i'd look back…
if i'd look back…
if you'd look--
Scott Matthew – Be human // Florence + the Machine – Hardest of Hearts // Alice Munro, Lives of Girls and Women // Jamie Varon, 'Does The Universe Fight For Souls To Be Together?' // Ada Limón, "The Quiet Machine" // photo of London street art by Philatravelgirl // 肉包不吃肉, The Husky and His White Cat Shizun // Heather Havrilesky, How to be a Person in the World // @thischarmingcharlie // MARINA – I Am Not a Robot
the outcast angel reports back to the defunct android by silas denver melvin
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[Text ID: angel tells android about the words they've learned this week. every beautiful human thing their god-mouth has tamed into holding: cerulean. crustacean. testicle. boombox. transsexual. override. android rewinds, smiles with their titanium jaw. they've got bad joints, can't go out in the world like they once did; both unable & deemed a machine too ugly. doesn't fool humans like it used to. angel plays reporter. ties their wings back. in the privacy of their shared room, angel grows eyes & android gets soft. that feedback loop that got them canned. android says we're not so different, are we, doll? god got bored & birthed you. man got cocky & built me. i was outcast from earth & you from heaven. oh, we must be bad. ain't that a thrill? angel smiles with all their eyes & mimics another human action: cups android's face & kisses their synthetic mouth. ain't that a thrill? they repeat. ain't that a thrill? /End ID]
i find how muu views friendship very interesting! in queen b, she talks about how friendship should be beneficial for both sides. ill talk more about my thoughts on this / on pain under cut !
she talks more about it in killer b, and has some relevant dialogue about this in crying b and her interrogation questions, too...
to her, friendship should be beneficial for both sides. shed buy things for her friends, and in return, theyd do what she wants them to.
so, if they stopped doing that, if their friendship wasnt 'comfortable' for her anymore, she'd dump them.
based on the visuals in it's not my fault, i think muus friendgroup was initially much larger than just the 3 girls we most often see. but, as time went on, their friendship wasnt beneficial for muu anymore. maybe they didnt notice when she wanted them to do something. not putting your desires into words does that.
people stopped giving her honey :( theyre bits and pieces now :( when someones friendship wasnt comfortable for muu anymore, they became an outcast. you can see here, based on the hairstyle, that the girl theyre bullying here is the same one as the one that didnt have any honey.
ive already seen people, not just on here, saying that it doesnt make sense that muus friends turned on her so easily after they were so loyal to her for so long. personally, i think it makes perfect sense ! if they were at constant risk of being cast out for not understanding muu, theyd jump at any chance to take her down. especially since most of them were cast out already.
plus - muu herself points this out herself in inmf and crying be - some of it was probably due to jealousy. she was at least somewhat aware that people were envious of her... honestly, i think shes just be using that as an excuse so that she doesnt have to think more about her actions. i still think it holds some truth, though
auhh .. because she was always given what she wanted without even having to ask for it, she never learned how to communicate her needs. for the same reason, she never learned how to consider other peoples feelings. i dont think thats an excuse - even if she never told her friends to bully rei, or anyone at all, she never told them to stop. we can see her cornering the honey-less girl in inmf with them in an earlier screenshot. its curious that she doesnt see that as bullying... i suppose its just because its verbal, its not physical like pouring water over someones head
also ! this isnt all that related, but i find this really fun <3 the person who did something wrong, es/us, should apologise first..! so, when es does apologise, she apologises, too..!! not just to us, to haruka, but to rei, too... makes me wonder if she would have apologised to rei, if rei apologised first...
ok im about done here i think . one last thing that i like is that a lot of the lyrics in pain can be read as directed towards rei And us/es !! aughhh ... i hope this made sense lol.
anyway ! forgive muu please (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) nothing good can come out of punishing her. we'd be punishing her for the pure sake of hurting her (more than we've already hurt her by , um . gestures vaguely at haruka) .. im sorry that reis dead, she didnt deserve it, but shes already dead. punishing muu wont bring her back ...
her not understanding the weight of her actions doesnt take away from that weight. intentional or not, she was a bully. but like. lol. what will not forgiving her do at this point. shes already been punished and 'held responsibe'. just look at her sprite...!! shes in a straitjacket !!! does she really deserve that ??? does she deserve to have basic human rights taken from her because shes stupid
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