I decided to try tumblr, because I know there is some cool people here that aren't on twitter... So, hi !
I am an Ordem Paranormal french fan. Theorist. And author. (where should I drop my AO3 link??? I'm so lost...) I proclaim myself number 1 fan of natal macabro, just because I know to many usless details there, like the presence of a electric panel in the attic... And I am currently publishing a Milovier slowburn because those two are very gay and deserve to be happy.
Falo português, até escrevo em português as vezes, entao vcs podem falar comigo em qualquer lingua <3
I already know my Inktordem list went all the way up to tumblr last year, but this time I'll share it myself, just because I want to see what you do with it... That's honnestly part of why I decided to try tumbler XD
but that's also because various people told me it was great there, and at least here I am not limited in the size of my message. And idk who owns it but it'll never be worst that Elon...
Idk what else to say... er... I forgot to give my pronoms : they/them !
And please guide me because I have no idea if I do things correctly or not TT
1 Love
I couldn't start without my fav lesbians : Jaegatha !
this wasn't a good idea, hands and faces are so hard to draw... But it looks ok, and the little poem save the composition.
There is a reason why I rarely draw... but I like those stupid october challenges so I don't care if that's not incredible...
Day 2 : Hope
I'm a fan of rubenny too, and idk why I didn't felt like doing an equipe E art today, so... Here is rubens hoping for his partner to wake up, and never giving up on that hope
Day 3 : (arachno)fobia
Today, I decided not to draw or write poem. And I decided to represent one of the worst traumas of early ordem fans : OSNF ep 3. The aracnasita. There was no better way to do that as incarning the aracnasita in our world, with some black (and red) wool !
Did you know I like to felt wool? Probably not. Most people don't even know what felted wool is... It's the art of modeling objects with plain (colored) wool, either with water (humid felting) or needles (dry felting). Here, it's dry felting !
I usually do small landscape, but here the most important part is the aracnasita that can leave her little spider army and climb on anything... the littles ones are the sise of a nail, it was terrible to make, but I like the result...
About the big one, her legs are in wire, so it can adapt on any surface. Including your hand. Enjoy the photos (especially if you are aracnophobic)
I forgot my art
but remembered it
Let's put colors
today is both a normal art (beatrice remembering in OPD) and a concept one : I colored an art I forgot to finish yesterday, and tho I remembered my art.
Honnestly, I don't like that second colored version, but I can't undo what I've done XD
Did I already say my love for OSNI ?
Here is my interpretation of the lighthouse bell, in ink because that's osni and ink fit so well for that spin-off (and also that I love trying stuff with my ink)
1 Love
I couldn't start without my fav lesbians : Jaegatha !
this wasn't a good idea, hands and faces are so hard to draw... But it looks ok, and the little poem save the composition.
There is a reason why I rarely draw... but I like those stupid october challenges so I don't care if that's not incredible...
Day 2 : Hope
I'm a fan of rubenny too, and idk why I didn't felt like doing an equipe E art today, so... Here is rubens hoping for his partner to wake up, and never giving up on that hope
Day 3 : (arachno)fobia
Today, I decided not to draw or write poem. And I decided to represent one of the worst traumas of early ordem fans : OSNF ep 3. The aracnasita. There was no better way to do that as incarning the aracnasita in our world, with some black (and red) wool !
Did you know I like to felt wool? Probably not. Most people don't even know what felted wool is... It's the art of modeling objects with plain (colored) wool, either with water (humid felting) or needles (dry felting). Here, it's dry felting !
I usually do small landscape, but here the most important part is the aracnasita that can leave her little spider army and climb on anything... the littles ones are the sise of a nail, it was terrible to make, but I like the result...
About the big one, her legs are in wire, so it can adapt on any surface. Including your hand. Enjoy the photos (especially if you are aracnophobic)
I forgot my art
but remembered it
Let's put colors
today is both a normal art (beatrice remembering in OPD) and a concept one : I colored an art I forgot to finish yesterday, and tho I remembered my art.
Honnestly, I don't like that second colored version, but I can't undo what I've done XD
Parte da minha au de Danthur 100% nex. Um dia eu posto a lore dela toda aqui no tumblr.
Danthur, angústia, hurt no comfort, 100% nex.
Dói tanto que seu coração não aguenta.
Uma dor tão intensa que ele nem consegue mais fazer nada além de senti-la. Uma dor que parece ir até o fundo da sua alma.
Pensar é difícil em meio a tanta coisa que ele sente. Além da dor, ele está triste, está feliz, ele ama, sente raiva, raiva, raiva, ódio, fome e uma vontade de rasgar e morder e mutilar e ferir e matar-
Mas não há nada vivo ali. Não consegue mais sentir o cheiro do sangue pulsando dentro da carne viva. Não consegue encontrar algo para devorar.
Mas, ainda assim, há algo lá.
Uma coisa magra, fria, esquelética. Com olhos escuros e jorrando um líquido negro que é incompreensível para aquele em dor. A coisa coberta de flores que desabrocham e murcham e nascem de novo em um ciclo que parece infinito também é recoberta em espirais, que parecem lhe dizer para se afastar, mas, ao mesmo tempo, ele só quer se aproximar mais e mais.
Ele não quer matar ou devorar ou machucar. É esquisito, porque isso parece ter sempre sido seu motivo de viver até agora.
O que ele quer é isso.
Ele ama essa coisa. Ama tanto que seu coração vai explodir. Quer mantê-la pra si e só pra si pra ninguém feri-la. Ele a ama tanto.
E ele não pode deixar nada acontecer com aquilo que ama.
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O tempo se arrasta. Tão vagarosamente. A sensação seria a de uma prisão, se aquele ser não tivesse parado de sentir.
As memórias se alongam como uma corda sendo esticada, tornando quase impossível distinguir os eventos e o passado. Uma sombra de emoção e memória passa por seu ser ao deparar com a criatura que já foi um homem, agora tomado pelo Sangue, se virando em sua direção.
Esse ser... já foi humano. E já se importou com esse homem. Mas agora... não há como. Não com a Morte inundando cada canto de sua alma.
Nos olhos da criatura bestial, há uma ferocidade irracional, guiada por puro instinto e emoção. Mesmo com suas memórias puídas como um tecido estendido por anos em um varal, há uma compreensão de como criaturas de Sangue agem. Bestas irracionais que matam tudo o que veem.
E, no entanto, de repente, em um dos raros lapsos do tempo se tornando rápido demais, a criatura se aproxima e envolve esse ser em algo... talvez... como é o nome... um abraço...?
As raízes do ser crescem para cima quase como se fosse sem a sua intenção, estendendo-se como tentáculos, enredando-se no corpo da criatura que já foi um homem. O coração ali dentro bate com força demais, e eventualmente pode saltar para fora.
O toque de Morte faz o coração da criatura desacelerar. O ser não entende porque fez isso.
Aquilo que já foi um homem pega o ser com um braço e leva para longe. O ser não se importa, mesmo que esteja nas garras de uma criatura.
Afinal, o ser supõe que também é uma criatura, agora.
1 Love
I couldn't start without my fav lesbians : Jaegatha !
this wasn't a good idea, hands and faces are so hard to draw... But it looks ok, and the little poem save the composition.
There is a reason why I rarely draw... but I like those stupid october challenges so I don't care if that's not incredible...
Day 2 : Hope
I'm a fan of rubenny too, and idk why I didn't felt like doing an equipe E art today, so... Here is rubens hoping for his partner to wake up, and never giving up on that hope
Day 3 : (arachno)fobia
Today, I decided not to draw or write poem. And I decided to represent one of the worst traumas of early ordem fans : OSNF ep 3. The aracnasita. There was no better way to do that as incarning the aracnasita in our world, with some black (and red) wool !
Did you know I like to felt wool? Probably not. Most people don't even know what felted wool is... It's the art of modeling objects with plain (colored) wool, either with water (humid felting) or needles (dry felting). Here, it's dry felting !
I usually do small landscape, but here the most important part is the aracnasita that can leave her little spider army and climb on anything... the littles ones are the sise of a nail, it was terrible to make, but I like the result...
About the big one, her legs are in wire, so it can adapt on any surface. Including your hand. Enjoy the photos (especially if you are aracnophobic)
I forgot my art
but remembered it
Let's put colors
today is both a normal art (beatrice remembering in OPD) and a concept one : I colored an art I forgot to finish yesterday, and tho I remembered my art.
Honnestly, I don't like that second colored version, but I can't undo what I've done XD
1 Love
I couldn't start without my fav lesbians : Jaegatha !
this wasn't a good idea, hands and faces are so hard to draw... But it looks ok, and the little poem save the composition.
There is a reason why I rarely draw... but I like those stupid october challenges so I don't care if that's not incredible...
Day 2 : Hope
I'm a fan of rubenny too, and idk why I didn't felt like doing an equipe E art today, so... Here is rubens hoping for his partner to wake up, and never giving up on that hope
Day 3 : (arachno)fobia
Today, I decided not to draw or write poem. And I decided to represent one of the worst traumas of early ordem fans : OSNF ep 3. The aracnasita. There was no better way to do that as incarning the aracnasita in our world, with some black (and red) wool !
Did you know I like to felt wool? Probably not. Most people don't even know what felted wool is... It's the art of modeling objects with plain (colored) wool, either with water (humid felting) or needles (dry felting). Here, it's dry felting !
I usually do small landscape, but here the most important part is the aracnasita that can leave her little spider army and climb on anything... the littles ones are the sise of a nail, it was terrible to make, but I like the result...
About the big one, her legs are in wire, so it can adapt on any surface. Including your hand. Enjoy the photos (especially if you are aracnophobic)
I forgot my art
but remembered it
Let's put colors
today is both a normal art (beatrice remembering in OPD) and a concept one : I colored an art I forgot to finish yesterday, and tho I remembered my art.
Honnestly, I don't like that second colored version, but I can't undo what I've done XD
1 Love
I couldn't start without my fav lesbians : Jaegatha !
this wasn't a good idea, hands and faces are so hard to draw... But it looks ok, and the little poem save the composition.
There is a reason why I rarely draw... but I like those stupid october challenges so I don't care if that's not incredible...
Day 2 : Hope
I'm a fan of rubenny too, and idk why I didn't felt like doing an equipe E art today, so... Here is rubens hoping for his partner to wake up, and never giving up on that hope
Day 3 : (arachno)fobia
Today, I decided not to draw or write poem. And I decided to represent one of the worst traumas of early ordem fans : OSNF ep 3. The aracnasita. There was no better way to do that as incarning the aracnasita in our world, with some black (and red) wool !
Did you know I like to felt wool? Probably not. Most people don't even know what felted wool is... It's the art of modeling objects with plain (colored) wool, either with water (humid felting) or needles (dry felting). Here, it's dry felting !
I usually do small landscape, but here the most important part is the aracnasita that can leave her little spider army and climb on anything... the littles ones are the sise of a nail, it was terrible to make, but I like the result...
About the big one, her legs are in wire, so it can adapt on any surface. Including your hand. Enjoy the photos (especially if you are aracnophobic)
I forgot my art
but remembered it
Let's put colors
today is both a normal art (beatrice remembering in OPD) and a concept one : I colored an art I forgot to finish yesterday, and tho I remembered my art.
Honnestly, I don't like that second colored version, but I can't undo what I've done XD
1 Love
I couldn't start without my fav lesbians : Jaegatha !
this wasn't a good idea, hands and faces are so hard to draw... But it looks ok, and the little poem save the composition.
There is a reason why I rarely draw... but I like those stupid october challenges so I don't care if that's not incredible...
Day 2 : Hope
I'm a fan of rubenny too, and idk why I didn't felt like doing an equipe E art today, so... Here is rubens hoping for his partner to wake up, and never giving up on that hope
Day 3 : (arachno)fobia
Today, I decided not to draw or write poem. And I decided to represent one of the worst traumas of early ordem fans : OSNF ep 3. The aracnasita. There was no better way to do that as incarning the aracnasita in our world, with some black (and red) wool !
Did you know I like to felt wool? Probably not. Most people don't even know what felted wool is... It's the art of modeling objects with plain (colored) wool, either with water (humid felting) or needles (dry felting). Here, it's dry felting !
I usually do small landscape, but here the most important part is the aracnasita that can leave her little spider army and climb on anything... the littles ones are the sise of a nail, it was terrible to make, but I like the result...
About the big one, her legs are in wire, so it can adapt on any surface. Including your hand. Enjoy the photos (especially if you are aracnophobic)
I forgot my art
but remembered it
Let's put colors
today is both a normal art (beatrice remembering in OPD) and a concept one : I colored an art I forgot to finish yesterday, and tho I remembered my art.
Honnestly, I don't like that second colored version, but I can't undo what I've done XD
1 Love
I couldn't start without my fav lesbians : Jaegatha !
this wasn't a good idea, hands and faces are so hard to draw... But it looks ok, and the little poem save the composition.
There is a reason why I rarely draw... but I like those stupid october challenges so I don't care if that's not incredible...
Day 2 : Hope
I'm a fan of rubenny too, and idk why I didn't felt like doing an equipe E art today, so... Here is rubens hoping for his partner to wake up, and never giving up on that hope
Day 3 : (arachno)fobia
Today, I decided not to draw or write poem. And I decided to represent one of the worst traumas of early ordem fans : OSNF ep 3. The aracnasita. There was no better way to do that as incarning the aracnasita in our world, with some black (and red) wool !
Did you know I like to felt wool? Probably not. Most people don't even know what felted wool is... It's the art of modeling objects with plain (colored) wool, either with water (humid felting) or needles (dry felting). Here, it's dry felting !
I usually do small landscape, but here the most important part is the aracnasita that can leave her little spider army and climb on anything... the littles ones are the sise of a nail, it was terrible to make, but I like the result...
About the big one, her legs are in wire, so it can adapt on any surface. Including your hand. Enjoy the photos (especially if you are aracnophobic)
I forgot my art
but remembered it
Let's put colors
today is both a normal art (beatrice remembering in OPD) and a concept one : I colored an art I forgot to finish yesterday, and tho I remembered my art.
Honnestly, I don't like that second colored version, but I can't undo what I've done XD
Is anyone interested in a post OSNI milover slowburn ? 😇
(osni spoilers after the cover)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/67641116/chapters/174844276
this is a canon divergent AU, in which Milo didn't die in the last fight. However, he still got melted by the creature. And is still addict to the ink. And obviously both our boys are very traumatised by everything that happened.
It's a story centered on milo's recovery process, and how Olivier became his lighthouse in that new world (he never had left Tipora, and he is blind now), but it explore a lot of subjects. Some are canon, some are fanons, some... some are just my crazy mind thinking crazy author shit.
This fic is also the only ordem fic on AO3 that feature Walter on the cast. And Jennifer (the cat, not the cow, sorry...). Jennifer is the most important !
The fic is already fully written, I publish 3 short chapters a week ( between 1,5k to 3k). for the moment, those are on monday, wednesday, and saturday.
Some oneshots in this AU are planned too, but except "ashes on the wave" that is already published, i'll publish those after the end of the main fic.
today's chapter is the 35, and features 2 gays cuddling all night after very heavy traumadumping from olivier's side. About his glove. Or rather what he hides under it...
1 Love
I couldn't start without my fav lesbians : Jaegatha !
this wasn't a good idea, hands and faces are so hard to draw... But it looks ok, and the little poem save the composition.
There is a reason why I rarely draw... but I like those stupid october challenges so I don't care if that's not incredible...
Day 2 : Hope
I'm a fan of rubenny too, and idk why I didn't felt like doing an equipe E art today, so... Here is rubens hoping for his partner to wake up, and never giving up on that hope
Day 3 : (arachno)fobia
Today, I decided not to draw or write poem. And I decided to represent one of the worst traumas of early ordem fans : OSNF ep 3. The aracnasita. There was no better way to do that as incarning the aracnasita in our world, with some black (and red) wool !
Did you know I like to felt wool? Probably not. Most people don't even know what felted wool is... It's the art of modeling objects with plain (colored) wool, either with water (humid felting) or needles (dry felting). Here, it's dry felting !
I usually do small landscape, but here the most important part is the aracnasita that can leave her little spider army and climb on anything... the littles ones are the sise of a nail, it was terrible to make, but I like the result...
About the big one, her legs are in wire, so it can adapt on any surface. Including your hand. Enjoy the photos (especially if you are aracnophobic)
1 Love
I couldn't start without my fav lesbians : Jaegatha !
this wasn't a good idea, hands and faces are so hard to draw... But it looks ok, and the little poem save the composition.
There is a reason why I rarely draw... but I like those stupid october challenges so I don't care if that's not incredible...
Day 2 : Hope
I'm a fan of rubenny too, and idk why I didn't felt like doing an equipe E art today, so... Here is rubens hoping for his partner to wake up, and never giving up on that hope
Is anyone interested in a post OSNI milover slowburn ? 😇
(osni spoilers after the cover)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/67641116/chapters/174844276
this is a canon divergent AU, in which Milo didn't die in the last fight. However, he still got melted by the creature. And is still addict to the ink. And obviously both our boys are very traumatised by everything that happened.
It's a story centered on milo's recovery process, and how Olivier became his lighthouse in that new world (he never had left Tipora, and he is blind now), but it explore a lot of subjects. Some are canon, some are fanons, some... some are just my crazy mind thinking crazy author shit.
This fic is also the only ordem fic on AO3 that feature Walter on the cast. And Jennifer (the cat, not the cow, sorry...). Jennifer is the most important !
The fic is already fully written, I publish 3 short chapters a week ( between 1,5k to 3k). for the moment, those are on monday, wednesday, and saturday.
Some oneshots in this AU are planned too, but except "ashes on the wave" that is already published, i'll publish those after the end of the main fic.
today's chapter is the 35, and features 2 gays cuddling all night after very heavy traumadumping from olivier's side. About his glove. Or rather what he hides under it...
1 Love
I couldn't start without my fav lesbians : Jaegatha !
this wasn't a good idea, hands and faces are so hard to draw... But it looks ok, and the little poem save the composition.
There is a reason why I rarely draw... but I like those stupid october challenges so I don't care if that's not incredible...
Is she cis, or trans ? I finally have the ultimate answer that everyone will agree on : she is an AMAB Cis woman.
Like... Really... she have an AMAB body but is a cis girl. I'm pretty sure it enter under the definition.
And I'm also pretty sure she absolutly don't care at all. As long as people consider her as a girl/woman she don't care if she is seen as trans or not, she don't feel the need of finding people with a similar experience as her, and anyway the paranormal is slowly acting on her body... She probably didn't even experience any transphobia since verissimo found her because the ordo is a safe place for queer people.
But... Let's imagine that she explain her precise condition to Jae, who spent months scrolling on the genderwiki to search their precise label (before giving up and staying just with "X-gender")... I'm pretty sure Jae would say something like that. "Oh, so you are an AMAB cis woman? nice. I'm X-gender... What did you feel when you murdered that boy in your own body?"
