My playlist for Tim that is mainly angst and very biased to his character and headcannons š
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My playlist for Tim that is mainly angst and very biased to his character and headcannons š
Tim: I trust you, just not your survival instincts
Conner: I have great instinct! Try me!
Tim: oh okay, answer me this, a guy says if you follow him into a dark alley heāll give you $200, what do you do?
Conner: follow him obviously-
Tim: omg-
Conner: Tim thatās $200, do you know how many robux-
Tim: YOUD SPEND IT ON ROBLOX?!
Conner: yes!
Tim: Kon. I will buy Robux myself.
Conner: see! Following the man worked, now I have 400$ worth of Robux.
Tim: okay, one last question and if you donāt answer this immediately I might genuinly kill you. Ready?
Conner: hit me.
Tim: you have water inside a boot, how do you get it out?
Conner;ā¦
Tim: okay, so Iām getting kypt-
Conner: I could drink it?
Tim:ā¦
Conner: yeah, Iām going with drink it
Tim: Iā¦
Tim: youāre really doubling down?
Conner: yup!
Bruce: Tim, why are you stealing kryptonite from the cave?
Tim: WELL, LET ME TELL YOU WHAT THIS DUMBASS-
Tim, doomscrolling on his Twitter and reposting all the memes about him surviving being Kirk-ed before the Kirk-ed himself got Kirk-ed: ha ha, thatās hilarious
Tim, waking up in the middle of his sleep with a cold sweat: that was my offical accountā¦
Tim, thinking about how much of a HR and public image nightmare this is going to be and how Tam and Lucius are tear him a new one and Bruce will probably give him those sad dad eyebrows or the scary bat-glare because Timās technically celebrating murder: oh noā¦
Tim, not even two minutes later: eh, he shoudāna died from something so easy to survive then.
Tim plays the violin.
Itās not too surprising, his parents were very fond of their higher class and all things traditional. They themselves loved music so long as it was classical and sued real instruments, both of them despising electrical music as if it had personally wronged them.
Tim used to use this as his way of sneaking in popular songs by doing covers on his beloved violin.
His parents had gotten him lessons in a few instruments with piano and the flute being the other two but he had taken to the violin with far more enthusiasm than them.
It became a grounding motion for him.
When he was stressed, nervous, afraid or even just too excitable, he would go to his room in his childhood home and perform.
He wasnāt just a good player, he was damn near perfect. He rarely messed up and when he did he knew how to recover quickly, so much so that if you didnāt know the pieces he was doing you wouldnāt notice unless it was too horrid of a sound
He took to it so much he insisted on learning as many of Paganiniās works as he could. He worked hard until he could match the speed and quality and then would show his parents who would always been proud.
When Jason died he started to go to the graveyard and play songs he knew the other liked.
He didnāt know Jason super well, but he knew he loved Lord of The Rings and Pride and Prejudice so he learnt to do songs form soundtracks and he would stand by his grave and play.
He didnāt just play for Jason, sometimes he also played for the other people in the graveyard.
He liked to think of there was any ghost there that the music would help them feel safe and less alone.
He stopped going when Red Hood revealed who he was.
Tim eventually got too busy to play, having as many roles as he did meant there was little time for anything unproductive. If he had time off it was to sleep or eat, nothing else.
Sometime after Bruce got back from the tiem stream and things had settled down he found himself with time again and so he went to the ballroom of the manner and carefully prepared his favourite violin to perform.
He chose to do a song he had played for Jason a lot.
Tim had only meant to play one but time always tended to escape him when his heard the sounds of the strings singing.
Later he would be worried about how low his guard had dropped, but for the time being he didnāt notice the audience he had gained.
After his finished one of his favourites pieces, which was of course Paganini, he finally lowered his instrument and let out a pleased sigh.
Clapping came from behind him and he turned to see three faces he knew well.
Alfred, Dick and surprisingly Jason were all standing there staring at him.
Alfred with approving pride, Dick with beaming joy and Jason with a scowl.
āHow long were you guys listening?ā Tim asked, hoping the blush high on his cheeks werenāt too noticeable.
Dick stepped forward to give him a hug as Tim locked eyes with Jason.
Dick was saying something, most likely praise, but Tim wasnāt able to properly pay attention when he saw the look Jason was giving him.
It only took a families shiver from Jason, one that he always did when he thought too hard about his death, that Tim understood.
Jason had heard him playing at the graveyard, whether from down in his grave or from beyond.
Jason turned and left, a hurt rage in his eyes, and Tim felt for the first time that he didnāt want to play again.
As Jason clambered onto his bike he felt hot tears running down his face as he forced himself to ignore what he had realised.
There was no way he could accept that it was Tim who played the music that Jason had been hearing ever since he woke up, that it was his so called āsuccessorā that had given him the thing that had kept him calm and grounded against his rage and The Pit.
He refused to owe Tim anymore than he already had and thisā¦
This would meant he owed him everything.
CW: abuse
Tim had been dating Scotty for three months and it was going well.
It wasnāt going super great, they sometimes struggled to communicate with each other and each had pet peeves that were the others habit, but Tim had learnt to prefer that. Perfect dynamics tended to stress him out because he was so used to things being too good to be true.
Scotty was a funny charmer who worked at a bar, a little taller than Tim and with a fancy accent that Tim found endearing.
They had gone on several dates and had sex a couple of times already, though Scott was fine with Tim wanting to take it slow in the bedroom.
At least, thatās what Tim thought.
Yet he was standing in his own living room of his apartment with a hand cradling his cheek.
The cheek Scotty just slapped because Tim hadnāt wanted to go further than their make out session.
Tim felt like he couldnāt process it.
Scotty was a nice person, he was patient and respectful and didnāt mind when Tim didnāt want to explain scars and worried over any bruises.
Yet he may well have just caused one.
Tim didnāt even cry at first, just standing in the same spot as Scotty made a show of huffing and puffing and then claiming he needed to go for a walk before he, and quote, ādid something stupidā.
As if he hadnāt already done that when he hit his partner.
At first Tim wanted to yell at him and hit back, but by the time he remembered he could do that Scotty was gone. He hated himself for just standing there and letting himself be abused and yet at the same time he knew that wasnāt right. He had helped many abuse survivors and he knew logically, mentally and emotionally that it didnāt matter how you reacted to being hurt by someone you love, they still hurt you and that was where the wrong was.
He knew he had to tell someone, and quickly before he bailed out and just let himself forgive his boyfriend.
But who?
He first thought of Jason. If he was being honest, Jason came to mind because Tim knew for sure he was physically abused growing up and that he hated abusers. It wasnāt kind to make that all of who Jason was, even if he wanted to have someone who wouldnāt blame him.
But Jason might kill him.
Maybe Dick?
Dick might also kill him, just with a bit more hesitation and crying.
Cass would be willing to do anything Tim needed. Sheād probably be happy to frame Scotty for something that would give him life in prison.
But he couldnāt face his sweet sister right now, not with a red and burning cheek.
Bruce⦠was hard to talk to on a good day, let alone when Tim was emotionally vulnerable, and chances were heād make it into a big dramatic thing. To be fair, Dick would too, they were both some of the most dramatic people in the family.
Steph would help no matter what, even if they werenāt exactly on talking terms as of late.
Alfred might kill him because in reality, thatās what the butlers beliefs really were.
Damian was only sixteen and while that didnāt really make him a child anymore, Tim wasnāt comfortable making him help him through this when he knew the boy had lived too much of his life around violence and was only just growing accustomed to life without it being a 24/7 feature in it.
Tim didnāt even know what he needed exactly, he just knew he had to tell someone so they could hold him responsible and make sure he wouldnāt get stuck in a situation that left him hurting and broken by someone he was meant to be able to trust.
He needed someone kind but not a push over, someone who would call him out if need be, someone who would be able to protect Tim if something like the slap happened again and Tim still froze.
He didnāt think he would, the shock was passing, but Tim wasnāt used to being shocked in the first place.
Jack and Janet werenāt the greatest parents and they defiantly had immoral parenting tendencies, but they never subjected Tim to physical abuse. Itās why he was left reeling because the only time someone he loved hit him was in training and that was often folded by check ins or icecream.
Tim didnāt need someone who understood that like Jason might have, but there were people who understood without having experience, rare as that may be.
So, if Tim needed someone kind and strong and smart but also ballsy enough to challenge Timā¦
Around three minutes after Scotty left Tim finally moved to pull his phone out of his pocket.
Almost as if being controlled by strings he found the contact and typed out a quick message, short and simple before he overthought it.
My boyfriend hit me. Need help leaving.
Almost four seconds after he hit send did he get a reply:
on my way
Tim broke apart as soon as he read the first word.
He crumpled to the ground and sobbed as he realised how unfair it all was.
Tim was a flawed man, he kept secrets even when he didnāt need to and spent more time thinking about how people might be against him than he did trying to work with them, but he was still just a person.
He wasnāt cruel or mean and even if he was an asshole, that didnāt mean he should be hit just for not wanting to have sex.
He had been good to Scotty, been more and more open in the last month, and yet Scotty snapped under no pressure at all.
It wasnāt fair that Tim was able to win fights against gods and know all these different fighting styles and skills and yet he was still just a human being. What was the point in being so strong if he couldnāt protect himself from something so simple?
Tim felt like he could throw up form how violent his sobs were when his apartment door was practically kicked down.
He turned to look up, part of him worried it was Scotty and part of him hoping it was so he could kick his ass or ask him to say sorry so they could move on, and all of him was relieved when Duke Thomas rushed forward to bring him into a hug before the door even finished swinging.
Tim was repeating apologies, telling him it wasnāt that big of a deal and he was just being dramatic, and Duke just shook his head and squeezed him against his chest.
The eighteen year old was radiating anger and yet he stayed calm as he ran a hand over his pseudo-brothers back.
āYou didnāt do anything wrong, Tim. Nobody has a good reason to hit their partner. Iām not letting anyone do that to anyone, especially my friend and brother.ā
Tim sobbed again and nodded.
They stayed like that for a bit, Duke eventually moving them into the couch and asking if he wanted Bruce. He accepted it when Tim said no and asked him what he wanted to do.
When Tim said he had to leave his boyfriend but still wanted to give him a chance Duke didnāt question it, he just accepted and told him that he would stand by Tim as he gave Scotty the chance to explain himself but that he wouldnāt let Tim accept any bullshit.
It was only a minute after he said that when Scotty returned.
He didnāt look shameful or guilty, just sheepish as he stumbled through the broken door and then he seemed to grew annoyed when he saw Duke.
Scotty opened his mouth to ask who he was but Tim managed to speak first, āYou hit me.ā
Finally Scotty looked a little guilty but it morphed into anger, āTim, look I made a mistake but it was one time, you didnāt have to call someone-ā
āI think he did.ā Duke answered coolly, but Tim knew him well enough to know he wasnāt going to stay civil for long.
āAre you sorry?ā Tim asked, holding his chin high even as his face was still wet and his cheek now slightly purple.
Scotty faltered for a moment, no more than a second, but it was enough for them both to understand. āI- of course I am, just- why donāt we talk about this alone, yeah? We donāt need to involve other people.ā
Tim shook his head, āNo, I donāt want to be alone with you.ā
āYou-ā
Duke cut Scotty off instantly, āYou heard him. Now I wanna know, what are you sorry for?ā
Sputtering, Scotty looked between his boyfriend and the stranger and made a weird face, āWhat- I already said Iām sorry, can we just-ā
āWhat. For.ā Duke snapped.
After a moment of silence Scotty answered, āFor h-hitting you. I didnāt mean to-ā
āYou fucking did!ā Tim shouted and Duke felt himself smile proudly at his older brother. Tim kept going, āYou hit me because you didnāt get what you wanted and if you could it once youāll do it again!ā
Scotty once again went to speak but Duke was done. He had seen and heard enough to know he couldnāt leave Tim to this relationship and had to get this guy to fuck off.
Duke scoffed at him and crossed his arms, looking at the other guy like he was a slab of meat, āhow pathetic do you have to be to hit someone just cause you want to get laid?ā
Tim, who knew of Dukeās powers, was still a little surprised at Duke knowing the reason behind the hit but he managed to play it off quickly.
He should have known that Duke would be nosey and get all the infomation he could, it was one of the reason the two of them got along so well.
Scotty now looked properly embarrassed and ashamed but it was too late for Tim to care. He pointed at the door and spoke in a voice a little too close to his Red Robin tone, āGet out, Iāll mail your shit to your mums house. If you donāt wanna leave then thatās fine, but Iām not gonna stop Duke from kicking your ass and heās not gonna stop me from doing so either, so youāll just be fucked.ā
Duke, who was at heart a shit stirrer, gave a wolffish grin and added, āOr weāll just tell Bruce Wayne and see what he has to say.ā
Scotty left pretty quick after that and Duke was radiating joy, literally with his slightly glowing irises.
Tim smiled at his little brother and raised a gentle hand to cup his cheek in an affectionate gesture, āThank you, Duke. Iām sorry for bringing you into this, I just thought youād handle it better than some of the others. Donāt tell Bruce though, heāll genuinely go crazy.ā
Duke, who was planning on telling Bruce anyway and was already excited for the inevitable chaos that would bring, just smiled at his brother and apologised for breaking his door.
Scotty was well and truly fucked, just like he wanted to be.
Jason: Do you think if we met before I died we would have gotten along?
Tim: � We did meet?
Jason, genuinely confused: what? No, no, I would have remembered meeting your scraggly ass-
Tim: First of all, you once told me you refused to remember rich peopleās name because they āarenāt really people at that pointā.
Jason: this is true.
Tim: secondly, we literally talked for like, an hour? Do you really not remember?
Jason, lowkey feeling a little bad now but refusing to admit it: Maybe you just werenāt memorable.
Tim: we talked about Frankenstein!
Jason: why were we- OH MY GOD THAT WAS YOU?!
Tim: yes! I thought it was a good conversation :(
Jason: YOU EXPLAINED HOW YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD DO EXACTLY WHAT VICTOR FRANKENSTEIN DID BUT BETTER.
Tim: YEAH CAUSE HE SHOULD HAVE USED ELECTRIC EELS INSTEAD OF WAITING FOR A STORM.
Jason: DUDE. I only kept talking to you because I deadass thought you were gonna be a future Rouge.
Tim: huh?!
Jason: dude, you even told me about how easy it is to steal bodies from hospitals in Gotham.
Tim: yeah that⦠I wasnāt always the best at keeping my cards close to my chest, so thatās on me.
Jason: the only reason I didnāt tell Bruce about you is because I was worried heād try adopt you and I was worried about getting kicked out.
Tim: I appreciate it.
Jason: if I had he probs wouldnāt have made you Robin.
Tim: thatās⦠unnerving to think about.
Tim, fiddling with his sleeve: Do you⦠wanna hear about my new take on how to reanimate the dead to create a whole new person?
Jason, fully aware that Tim could one day be a bad guy and he would have more of a chance if he had Tim on his side: As a reanimated corps, I am more than happy to listen. Have you actually read the book yet though?
Tim: No- so, first thing your going to need is a alibi-
Barbara, whoās been listening over the coms: ⦠*silently starts recording*
thanks for feeding the tim and damian sibling truthers
They deadass have the most sibling dynamic of them all, not to discount Dick though!!! I just think that Dick tends to take on a more parental role half the time and Jason is obviously dealing with his shit.
The only other contender is any of the dynamics Cass had with some of them.
holy fuck i didnt know you were the person that had made the tim drake being THAT robin playlist
DUDE ITS SO FREAKING AMAZING AND JUST SO HIM kudos to you man
Iām so glad you like it!!! I love him so dearly heās so baby girl and pookie bear and sneaky little shit I love him
What's ur favorite Tim comic/arc? Do u have a favorite Tim era?
I think Iām pretty basic in that I love all of his time with Young Justice.
Either that or his show down with Raās and him getting Bruce back from the time stream.
are tim's parents jerks?
cause i've read in some comics that they're really negligent and then in some other ones (where they're dead?) they were amazing?
i am. confused.
This is such a difficult thing to answer because theyāre just really human.
Theyāre depicted as busy and maybe not fully invested in Tim as an individual, but they still support him in things like schooling and giving him a good home. They do the bare minimum of course and itās sort of up to interpretation if they do more than that or that alone.
There is also the fact that Tim Drake is a character made before the 2000ās and around the era of latchkey kids and so itās up to your own personal belief on whether or not latchkey kids were moral then and now. Oc course the times were different, things like stranger danger werenāt popular and young boys were still being taught they had to be independent and not rely on adults for everything.
As well as this, thereās the fact that Timās depicted social status gives him a societal divide that makes him act reckless and not need to think about consequences for things like sneaking out. Rich parents arenāt inherently bad parents, but money and possibly business responsibilities could cause differences in upbringing than what is standard.
I think generally they are abusive, itās more what was the norm for the time and that they could be somewhat neglectful in the way of theyāre busy and travel a lot.
Fact is, we havenāt got enough detail.
The most we know is that Tim and his dad really struggled to get along but that could be more of an older generation man not understanding his youthful son.
I think we just live in a time where we see neglect for how impactful it is to a young mind. We know through personal experiences, hearing our friends talk and research that parents not being fully involved in parenting is far more harmful than we thought in even the 90ās.
Itās more important to my generation at least and so a lot of people get frustrated with how itās not really acknowledged in Tim Drakeās character anymore.
In short: Timās parents are at least a little neglectful but with how little we see them itās easy to use as a narrative tool in any regard, whether good parents, decent or shit.
Tim Drake had encountered many odd things in his life and yet as he was stopped on his walk home by what could only be described as a retro anime villain he was possibly the most baffled he had ever been.
The woman, a strangely tall lady with an obnoxiously large hat that cover part of her face and wore a tight black dress with gold accents, was ordering around dozens of men in the exact same suit, with sunglasses and the same hair cut. She even had one of those long cigarette holders.
The only reason Tim didnāt think they were clones or a literal copy and pasted image like in old animated shows was because their faces, skin colours and bone structures were all slightly different.
Tim was getting his phone out to take photos of the woman and the giant crates of⦠something being pushed around into trucks when he felt something in his pocket that he knew shouldnāt be there.
He pulled it out and found what could be best described as a wand. It had a white handle around seven inches long with a love heart shaped base of gold and a red ribbon around the base that had two big tails still slightly tucked into his pocket still. The top of the wand was the same gold in a big love heart with a red gem, possibly ruby, in the middle. Again a ribbon was around it but smaller tails and a bigger bow.
Tim stared in utter confusion.
Then, when he was starting to get back on track of what he was doing, a voice echoed inside his mind.
Yes. You are perfect.
Naturally he went straight to slamming up his mental walls but the voice, a rich tone that was so deep it had to be male, just kept going.
You may not understand yet, my dear Timothy, but you will change the world for good. Have faith in me, I wish only to guide you.
Tim dropped the wand and, ignoring the new rouge, just started to walk away.
This was too much.
He had to get to the cave and run test, make sure he wasnāt going crazy or had gotten possessed. Could it be a hallucination? Crane had gotten out recently and he was known to pawn off the more boring test he did that didnāt play into his love of fear.
Maybe Ivy? She adored hallucinations and watching people squirm, though she didnāt really attack Tim Drake anymore because of his contributions to Climate Change and helping fix the Gotham water.
Maybe it was-
Timothy.
-a god or goddess he had pissed off. Lord knows he had done that before and it wouldnāt be surprising if he did it again without even realising. Hecate really didnāt like him, come to think of it most of the Greek gods didnāt.
Timothy, you are about to be stabbed.
Okay that sounded important.
Tim dodged just in time as the woman behind him quickly ran right up to him as quick as Slade or any other enhanced human. Her nails had grown to be seven times as long as they had been and were aiming straight at his head.
A bit of his hair got cut as he moved, meaning they were unnaturally sharp.
Tim cursed under his breath and got ready for a fight, trying to find his panic button.
The voice spoke as he began a battle of fighting the woman and ignoring her strange rambling.
You know what you need. The wand. Grab the wand, Timothy.
Yeah, no. Theres no way this was real.
Did he get put into an anime? Was this Sailor Moon? As long as it wasnāt Madoka or some other mildly horrifying universe.
Multiverse travel sucked.
The voice, surprisingly not angry or frustrated, seemed to laugh in his mind. It was almost comforting in how warm it was.
Tim, knowing he was outnumbered and that this woman was human, knew he was going to need more than the collapsible bow he had started using already.
Back up would arrive if he pressed the button and yet⦠dammit he wanted to trust the voice.
Tim manoeuvred until he was able to snatch up the wand that, thankfully, hadnāt been damaged. He dropped his Bo and hoped he wouldnāt regret it.
The handle fit into his hand perfectly and Tim listened for the voices instruction, feeling almost as if the he wanted the voices guidance and approval.
What the hell was happening?
In due time, Timothy. I will explain all. For now, repeat after me.
Tim swallowed the lump in his throat and prayed that he wasnāt about to have some magical girl transformation.
Love and Heart, OPEN!
Oh for fucks sake.
Tim planted his feet on the ground and brought the wand to his chest. The woman was charging at him and yet he felt no fear as his body seemed to know what to do, his hand moving the wand from his chest in the shape of a heart as he shouted out, āLove and Heart, OPEN!ā
Then.
Then his vision blurred with sparkles of all things.
Reds and yellows and pinks and whites seemed to surround him as his body began to float just slightly above the ground. The very fabric of space seemed to shift around him.
Light bloomed over his torso, which was notably bare for some reason, spreading out over the rest of his body.
Then, two straps appeared over his chest and crossed over to go around his shoulders, followed by a white bodice with red thrills along the sweetheart neckline. It was a body suit, though one tighter and tougher than heād expect. Two big puffy sleeves appeared that hung almost impossibly loose around his shoulders.
Next came a skirt, this one thankfully longer than heād seen in some animeās, it was frilly as well but went down to the middle to his thighs. The deep red of it matched the straps around his shoulders and chest, though it felt softer.
Then he shot his arms out and these winding red ribbons appeared along his upper arms and down to his wrist, connecting to white gloves.
He did the same with his legs and to his horror a pair of heels appeared. They were by no means short, at least three inches, and concerningly thin. Not needlessly thin, but straw thin, which was still far too narrow for his liking. The tips of the shoes had gold hearts, ones that were matched at the top of the shoe as it grew to go up to his upper knee. The base of the shoe and heels were red but changed to white around the ankle. The gold hearts were then repeated on the white of the shoe as it split and again at the very top.
Tim had thought it was over then and yet more was to come.
His chest was pushed out and a choker appeared on his neck, red like his straps and fit with a little gold charm that strongly wasnāt a heart but a round coin like shape.
The neckline of his bodice on the other hand was met with a big red bow that had a gemstone in the middle that was a replica of the one on top of the wand.
The earrings he barely noticed, simple gold hoops with a red heart hanging off each one. Same with the red heart lipstick, deep red eyeshadow and black eyeliner and mascara, and heart tattoo that appeared behind his neck.
It was his hair that started him the most. While the under shave he had remained and the simple short style didnāt shift, two chuncks near in front of his ears grew longer and weaved into braids that then curled into hearts at the ends. Each one had red ribbons weaved through it, both would reach the ground if he wasnāt wearing heels.
Lastly a crown of sorts appeared, maybe more a circlet. It was gold, unsurprisingly, and wrapped around his entire head before dipping at his brows and having yet another red heart in the dip.
Tim finally, finally knew it was over when his body moved to do a few different poses, oneās Dick would be proud of with how flexible you had to be, and he finished with his one once again planted on the ground.
This time his arms were placed so one hand covered his mouth, a single finger pressed there as if he shushing someone, and the over rested under the elbow with the wand now gone.
The woman thankfully hadnāt had to stop and watch him change and he was able to watch her face shift in horror in real time as he changed in an instant.
Tim didnāt do a flip or jump out the way, he just used her shock to punch her straight in the mouth.
She fell in an instant and Tim was able to turn to her minions.
The first step he took forward had Jimās tumbling to the ground and groaning in embarrassment.
The damn voice huffed fondly and Tim rolled his eyes before Turing again.
He one the fight without needing to use anything more than his Bo until he found himself bending it with new strength, luckily the voice told him what he could do.
Touch your necklace and say, āCupid, Call Me!ā
Tim did and in his hands appeared a spear with a heart shaped blade and yet another stupidly long ribbon around the head. It was white and gold, just as he expected, and fit in his muscle memory just like his Bo.
He beat the minions and then quickly ran off, alerting police and rushing to try figure out what just happened.
The voice hummed happily
I know you would be perfect.
āWho are you? You said youād give me answers, so talk.ā
Hmm, ever a Bat. Alright. I am Agape, symbol and avatar of Love and Heart, and you are my chosen.
Tim groaned and asked how to get rid of his ridiculous outfit.
Agape smiled and Tim felt it on the tattoo that didnāt disappear on his neck.
You didnāt happen to listen to anything she said, did you?
Tim winced.
Agape just laughed and said, fear not, we will be spending a lot of time together, so I will fill you in.
Tim wondered how much time exactly.
What he didnāt wonder about was how to tell his team or family, because he wouldnāt.
No way in hell was he telling anyone about being a bloody magical girl.
feel like i'm losing it cus i can't find it but was there every anything in the comics that mentioned or alluded to tim being afraid of needles? i feel like i remember a panel or something that mentioned it once, maybe from his robin run, but i've been trying to google this for like 30 mins now and i can't seem to find it. did i hallucinate this or *was* this actually a thing that happened?
Iām not sure and so I will take it upon myself to read through every single Tim Drake featuring comic just for you xoxo gossip girl
normally rn i would be reading a book or a fic and just spend my entire afternoon reading it, instead i have just been reading your blog posts one after another today and oh wow! i have nothing but compliments! like my brain is so consumed with time drake right now after reading them that i might start doodling him laterā¦if it happens to be on my homework papers who can blame me?
but yes question time! what is a comic you have or read that you adore and has you reading it multiple times, and why?
Hiiiii!!!! Tysm!!! I donāt check my ask often but Iām so glad I did so I could read this!!!
Please keep in mind that I have a very biased view of Tim lol
Andddddd Iām not sure if I could pick just one but right now Iām obsessed with Everything Is Fine on Webtoon and literally anything by my king Junji Ito. Theyāre both horror tho!!
Thank you anon
Tim knows full well that Bruce sees him as one of his kids.
It was the literal point of Tim becoming Robin. Hell, Tim even thought he wasnāt going to actively be Robin and that his training was all Bruce needed to get better, because in a lot of ways he did.
Having someone else to care for, having a child in his care, it forced Bruce to be better even though the man himself dragged his feet the whole journey.
It gave him something to worry about, to focus on, a project in a way. Bruce couldnāt care for himself, but if someone was relying on him it became something he could do if only for that other person. Dick had inadvertently taught him that, Jason had finalised the concept in his very soul.
Tim was his responsibility both as Robin and as a member of his family.
Tim played his role well, not always feeling like an actor when he did even if it made guilt burn his heart.
He asked for help with projects. He asked about Bruceās old hobbies, hang onto his every word. Tim joked with him, poked fun at him, egged him on and let the snark and childhood wonder that made up his personality shine bright.
He let Bruce worry over wounds and his eating, following the schedule and purposefully breaking it when Bruce got low so heād noticed and shift his focus.
But despite every fatherly action being directed towards Tim, something just never fully clicked.
He defiantly adopted Bruce, valued him and possibly saw him as family, but there was always something blocking the way.
Bruce was kind in a way that reminded Tim of old war veterans who fed pigeons in parks. Beaten, broken down, yet still having hope for everyone and everything except himself.
Tina admired every part of Bruce and wanted to embody it.
Yet this had the side effect of letting Tim see everything off about Bruce. The bad habits, the lack of self esteem, the way he seemed to think being selfish was the one thing he could never do even when it cost him trust with his kids.
And Tim in all honesty hated it.
It hurt him to see a man so brilliant so damn idiotic.
Tim thought Batman was perfect but Bruce Wayne was a man whose ideals and values were so twisted around and hypocritical that Tim just couldnāt take that final step and call him his dad.
Tim was a perfectionist who understood that people can never be perfect, but Bruce was so close yet he fucked it up every time.
For some reason this hit Tim hard.
He only realised when he brought his mentor back to life that it was because he was so scared of becoming Bruce.
Tim wants to be selfish in the way that he wants to have friends, he wants to have a respect and take a day off when his head is too far against him.
He wants to have hope for himself even when everything tells him he shouldnāt, when fate seems against him because he loves his friends and he doesnāt want their love to go to waste.
Tim loves Bruce, but he doesnāt like who he is.
He canāt handle the hesitation Bruce shows when caring for loved ones, canāt handle how he sees everything as a transaction where he Bruce gives everything and all he gets in return is the bare minimum. He hates how Bruce rambles on about everyone eating well, sleeping properly, caring for themself and taking days off but then he himself only does those things when forced.
Tim doesnāt want that life.
He wants to be the best of the best, but not if it means being like Bruce Wayne.
So, heāll never call him dad even when he gives him Fatherās Day presents and cheek kisses to say thank you. He knows what role he has to play, to be someone for Bruce to care for so heāll stay tuned and strong. He will appreciate every check in, be grateful for every opportunity for assistance, tell Bruce what he needs to hear even when everyone else doesnāt want to say it.
Heāll take care of Bruce by letting Bruce take care of him.
Because Tim adores Bruce.
He just canāt stand the thought of being him.
They arenāt exactly sure when it started, probably with a prank of some sort, but when Tim and Damian are in meetings of any kind and itās gets boring, Tim will lay his arm out in front of Damian and give him a texters.
Damian would always refuse at first though eventually an idea would come to mind and heād want to draw it.
Sometimes he draws simple things like Alfred The Cat or Titus, sometimes itās more detailed things like a field of flowers or a city skyline. One time he drew the gargoyle he knew to be Timās go to resting spot.
Sometimes he draws mandalas or swirling patterns just to have something else to focus on.
Tim takes a photo of everything single one and sends it to Damian, with the younger never acknowledging it but still saving it to a folder on his phone.
The two donāt really talk about it. Itās not something they really want to share with others because itās one of the rare times they get to just exist around one another without feeling the expectations for them to either get along super amazing well or for them to break out into a physical fight.
People know they do it.
It happens during team meetings, family meetings, even the times Tim has Damian with him at work for his shadowing training so he can understand the company better.
What Tim doesnāt know is that it helps make Damian feel calmer. Heās not prone to anxiety, but even after to years of living in America he still finds somethings baffling and giving him a sense of confusion and home sickness, not for the League but for his cultures.
Having something else to focus on stops him from becoming chillingly aware of how different the worlds he belongs to are.
What Damian doesnāt know is that Tim often checks out of meetings because a lot of the time he plans them or is hiding some injury of some kind, and the feeling of Damian running a texter over his skin is so unbelievably grounding. Tim doesnāt want to admit that he dissociates, so he tells himself itās just to bond with his brother.
What neither of them know is that Bruce sees.
He sees them both and he knows.
He wants to say something to tell them how proud he is of them both for healthy coping mechanisms but is scared to fracture their sacred moments.
So he doesnāt speak.
Nothing changes.
TW: Genshin impact, Iām so sorry please forgive me for this
What Visons I think characters in Bat family might have:
Dick: Genuinely not because of his loss, I feel Dick would have Anemo due to his childhood. Being up high, feeling that risk and reward so much and making me people happy, all while constantly travelling and doing as he wishes all comes down to freedom. He got to be free to be himself in the circus, a world where anyone can be anyone. I think he would get it when he chose to become Robin.
Barbara: Geo for sure. She very clearly wants to be the best she can for her father, but more importantly she wants to protect him and earn his praise and respect. Not just him, Bruce too. I think if that wasnāt enough it would be after her spinal injury and how goddam hard she worked after that to get her life back together, to stay strong and prove to people sheās still capable and the best person for the job. Her determination is unyielding, even if she had bad days. Sheād probably get either when she was really young or after being shot.
Jason: pretty obvious I think, Cryo. He was left by his bio mum or left to fend for himself by his dad and mum (intentional and not). From his perspective and from what he was told my the League, he was abandoned by Bruce. It was an actually a betrayal from the one person who he could rely on constantly aside from Alfred. I think heād have it as a kid but when he becomes Red Hood heād actually be bitter about it and like Diluc would hide it away or after he comes back and he very resolutely chooses to be Red Hood. Itās also shown that itās really hard to change his mind ons tuff, not just the kill rule.
Tim: Pyro, out of all the robins heās arguable the most dedicated to his passion of heroes and Batman. Not to say he adores Bruce the most, but I feel he had the most drive when it came to being around and knowing about Batman and his meaning. Heād probably get it some time between Jasonās death and his training.
Cassandra: after being raised to be an assassin and being locked away from the world, I see her as someone with both too much understanding of the world and not enough. Electro suits her both in colour and because of how she views the world in status and weaknesses. Itās not āprogrammingā, just a viewpoint that she sometimes canāt look past. Iām not sure when sheād get it, maybe when she decides to be her own person or to never kil.
Stephanie: her desperation to be Robin only to have it taken from her and then that need and drive to make a name for herself leads me to believe she would be Geo. Sheās often shown to be focused on training and being the best she can, working tirelessly to achieve her goals and not be how her father wanted her to be. She had a lot to prove and I think after her ādeathā sheād get it or when sheās no longer Robin. Sheās also shown to be one of the most stubborn characters.
Damian: All of Damianās life he was trained to kill and destroy, basically being groomed to want to take over the world. I think heād have Dendro, specifically I think he would get that when he first sees how broken down Bruce is when he sees his son attempt or actually kill someone and want to be different. Heād want to learn what Bruce feels and means, heād want to achieve the goal (dream) of being the Robin Bruce seems to have faith he can be. He wants to connect to his father and the real world. Electro would make sense too though due to his change in worlds and how he has to learn to see things the way others do and how that doesnāt always work and again when he chosen not to kill.
Selina: Cryo. I think she gets this the first time she steals something. Her origins changes and sometimes itās because she needs to for survival or for money or get away from her abusers, sometimes itās for fun. But I think the moment she feels that thrill or control she decides there and then she will keep doing it, for the thrill and also because (and this is most important) this would be the moment she chooses herself and she would bow to keep doing that.
Bruce: Hes a victim of Anemo, both because of his great loss but also because of how he wants to make the world better both because of his parents teachings and their unjust death. Itās a huge part of who he is and I think heād wants to be free from it but also wants to free others from it, partly by preventing that pain where he can. I think heād get it when he first saved a child as Batman.
Duke: I think heās defiantly Hydro and that doesnāt even need to be because of his parents ādeathā. Him being a Meta is so important to his character and shows how he wants to be good, wants to not be like the monsters some people view Metas as. His drive to help people and be worthy of Batmanās legacy. Heās a rage baiter at heart but also so driven in regards to dedication to help people.
Alfred: 100% Pyro, just like Thoma heās beyond dedicated and passionate about his job, working hard to keep both the family and manner in order. Heās not just loyal but attentive to every detail and part of his world, whether it be the organisation of the kitchen or making sure everyone of his grandchildren eat. I think he would have gotten this when Dick or Jason came into the picture and he realised how he had failed Bruce.
Kate: I donāt know a lot about her but I believe sheād by Hydro, not just cause of the drowning case comics but because sure she wants to use her power (money) to actually help people. Sheās set on protecting others and caring for those who otherwise wonāt get it. I think sheād get it after she was discharged from the military.
Helena: Because of how sheās raised as well as how sheās shown to be controlled by her own fear and shame, I think Anemo. Like Bruce I think sheād want to be free from the things that plague her, from memories to her various family tied. I think sheād get it around the time she becomes Huntress but it wouldnāt be directly because of that.
Harper: Pyro due to her passion for fixing things. It could either be during the time her and her brother get away from their abuser or it could be when she fixes her brothers nightlight during the blackout Riddler caused or when she revives Bruce with her homemade defibrillator.
Luke: Both because of how he takes after his father in learning and picking things up quickly and his ever present desire to be close to Batman, I think heād have Dendro. He wants connection, wants to be a hero but also someone Bruce is impressed by and by association other heroes. Hes smart yeah, he helps take care of WE, but he does it because of his value which is people themselves. I think heād get it when heās give Batwing.
Guys I know itās still cringe and the game is now literally JUST gooner but I added more to this cause Iām fixating on crossovers rn
To be fair I donāt even play it anymore I just love the concept š
The family was growing concerned about Tim.
A few days ago something happened seemingly overnight and the snarky, quick-witted boy had almost mellowed out significantly. It was so bad that Bruce was worried he had donāt some drugs and experienced who-death or something.
He wasnāt as chatty with people and spoke like he would at big events, words formal and careful while making those not looking too hard feel comfortable.
That itself wasnāt unusual, everyone had times where they fell into a mask in the more psychological sense. Dick did it the most out of everyone but they all fell into the habit at times.
No, it was far more than that. He held a tenseness in his eyes that Bruce had only seen in people who had either been through war or were older than they should be, such as Raās men or Talon members. It was a deep rooted understanding of how the world operated, a tiredness that came with knowledge and aching experience.
It was how he walked. He no longer stuttered or slouched in hallways when he thought no one could see him. Now he walked with a scary confidence like he knew the world around him better than anyone else. It wasnāt just the energy he gave, he seemed to be able to spot people sneaking up on him like he never had before. He walked into a room and greeted anyone indie without even seeing them present.
It didnāt seem like he felt untouchable, more⦠unmovable.
The most glaring change was his work. Tim was known to be a workaholic and would always have a dozen cases going at any given time, yet suddenly he seemed to be willing to ask for help and sharing the work load.
It was unnatural for him.
So naturally when this changed happened so very suddenly everyone assumed he was replaced with a clone or possessed. It wouldnāt be the first time it happened unfortunately, but that did mean they had contingencies in play. A lot of those plans were made by Tim specially to take himself down if need be, so it wasnāt hard to find out what they should do.
Yet four days after his sudden shift Tim met with Bruce in his office.
The young man who normally wore baggy jeans and graphic shirts was wearing tailored pants and a red turtle neck, far more mature than he seemed to prefer before.
Bruce, nervous and paranoid, had readied all his recording bugs and weapons from his spot at the desk and look at his son with genuine concern. āAlright, Chum, what was it you wanted to discuss?ā
Tim, who looked so much older than the eighteen years he had been alive, looked at his father with a mix of professional and vulnerable courage.
When he spoke his voice was the stilted tone he had used for the last few days though his words seemed scripted, like he had been practicing or rehearsing what he would say.
āI know youāve all noticed my change in behaviour and how Iāve⦠shifted slightly. I know youāve want to investigate and so I want to explain what I can before you do so.ā
Bruce nodded, a small ball of dread rolling around his stomach.
Tim kept going, āFour days ago I was working a case on a missing con-man named Charlie Panton who vanished over night. It was when I was in my Nest that the man himself suddenly appeared and he was⦠different. His body looked like it had been drained of liquid and strung out, pulled to be too long to be natural.ā
Bruceās confusion only grew, as well as a bigger concern for what the hell this could mean and how much danger this could pose. āWas he alive?ā
Tim nodded, āYes. He told me what happened and kept apologising, telling me he had no choice. I assumed he had killed someone but I was wrong. He was apologising because the only way to get out of where he had been taken was to choose someone to take his place. He chose me.ā
Bruceās face fell, colour draining as he looked over his son again as if the symptoms of the man describe would suddenly appear on his son.
Tim didnāt even stop to assure him, he just kept talking.
āThe place I was taken was⦠cold. It was a world made up of dried skin and strange technology, like it was a living planet. I donāt know how I got there, it was a literal blink and I was transported. The place was wrong in ways I canāt describe.ā
Only now did Tim show more emotion, his face twisting to something filled with sorrow and maybe even scared.
Bruce wanted to stand and hold his son yet he felt scared to move. Maybe he didnāt want his son to stop talking or scare him off, maybe he was scared if he did move that Tim would disappear again.
āWhen I found a way out, through bargains and helping the living land, I found I had only been gone for three minutes. Yet in there time seemed to be different⦠my body didnāt age at all, but I could feel time passing in my mind.ā
With the dread in his stomach spreading throughout his body with a freezing chill, Bruce asked the most alarming question with a voice filled with more trepidation then it had in a very long time. āHow long do you estimate you were there?ā
āTen years.ā
No amount of training could stop the shaky breath Bruce let out as his mind put together all the different pieces together. His analytical mind doing the work before he even fished processing the words.
Ten years.
Ten. Years.
It explained so much. How he looked the same but everything about him felt older, like his body hadnāt caught up with the changes of his mind. He spoke more carefully like he had a deeper understanding of the weight of words, he walked with confidence because he had ten more years of experience than anyone expected him to hold.
Bruce felt sick.
Tim kept talking.
āI didnāt have to choose a replacement like Charlie Panton because I worked out the system. I figure four the technology and improved it. The planet, or at possibly dimension, Iām not sure, had made the devices but it was torturing it. It was in pain and it could feel nothing else. So, I fixed it. After that it let me go and I expected to come home to find everything had changed but instead⦠it had been three minutes. Just three.ā
It was then that Bruce saw it. Tim was stronger than he had ever been, he knew so much more than any human ever would, but he was still himself.
He was still human and he was terrified.
Bruce stood up then and rushed to his son as he saw the tears building in those tired blue eyes, wrapping him in a borderline aggressive hug. He cradled his head and whispered words to his son, telling him it was okay and that he wasnāt alone anymore. He assured him that if he had been missing for even an hour that Bruce would have searched for him, he would have done whatever it took to find him just like Tim had done for him.
Tim broke at that and the wail he let out broke Bruceās heart all over again.
Someone had come into the room, maybe even two people, but for the first time since he had gotten Jason back Bruce didnāt care about his surroundings. He was focused on his son and nothing else.
Tim rambled about feeling so scared. He spoke about how the world he was in was nothing but horrors and torment. He spoke of beings made of flesh and screams, of devices that required blood and agony to work. He told his father about how scared he was as he realised he couldnāt die in that world, that food and water and sleep werenāt babble and it didnāt matter because he just. Kept. Going.
Bruce held him throughout it and kept telling him he was safe now. He kept assuring him and maybe he was also assuring himself.
When he finally looked away from Tim he saw Duke and Alfred staring at the sight with growing horror at Timās descriptions.
All he could do was repeat what he had said, āYouāre safe, Tim. Youāre safe. I would have found you, Iāll always find you.ā
Duke joined them in the hug while Alfred muttered about sorting tea.
Tim didnāt stop sobbing for three hours.