tinekordei

Poems and stuff● tin3 ●She/her●

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[tinekordei]

"spark"

being with the right person can make time feel like a flash when you're with them, hours turn into minutes and minutes turn into seconds being with them feels like a spark never dimming down, a sun rising in the morning, the everlasting moonlight, that shines above us in midnight they're someone who'll never shame you for who you are the laugh you needed after a long day someone who'll cheer you on in everything you do, your wingman, the yin to your yang the peace you need in the middle of a war. 8/20/2022

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"blue"

sometimes i wish i'd never met you cuz then, my life wouldn't be so blue i wish you never had texted me now all i think about is when you're reply my mood depends on your emotions and i hate it so much i wanna go back to how we were just 2 strangers walking in the street i just wanna block you and never see you again it's for the best anyway it was never gonna work out in the first place 7/18/2022

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"falling apart"

i never thought this would be so hard to see our hearts falling apart our love felt like water it was only a matter of time till it spilled with our destiny fulfilled i always thought you were my partner in crime but i guess this time our heist wasn't meant to last a lifetime 7/16/2022

[tinekordei]

"lucky"

this cloud of darkness raining down above me can't feel no happiness can't let this just be

but you come into my life you're makin' everything right a lot of stars in the sky, but you're the only one I could see so bright.

sometimes i wish i could be there beside you, i ain't got no one to talk to, and i'm so lucky to have you, beside me even when i'm down too, i don't know how i'd feel without you

6/26/2022

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"reply"

a few weeks have gone by, with you still on my mind waiting for your reply, or an invite i took you for granted, i know maybe you didn't really want to talk, you could've just said "no" i felt like you lead me on, and called me nicknames I felt special with but I guess you were just nice to everyone, everything I presumed was a myth i'm still waiting for your reply though. you could've told me that you wanted to go could you not have left me all alone? you were never worth it, i should've known 6/23/2022

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"#2"

my mind wants me to surrender, but all I'm gonna feel is despair my heart makes me remember, all those times you left me in the middle of nowhere because of you, i crave love something only you gave me enough of but now all i can think about, is how we fell out maybe all i want is to find another copy of you someone to be here for me, and see me through but that's just something impossible to do maybe i'm fooling myself because i know everything already has ensued but what i really want, is you, version number 2 6/19/2022

[tinekordei]

"blank"

my mind goes blank when think of you But maybe that's just what you do i don't know if i should shut you out or maybe I'm just in doubt

i don't wanna be confused anymore but i don't wanna shut you out the door wanted to keep my feelings ashore but all it did was keep my heart sore

i'm such a burden, i know but thank you for listening to me at my lows you're far away from me but you kept me close i can't hate you for the decisions you chose

i wish you knew how special you were to me and not just some fantasy however, i realized, that this was just destiny

6/18/2022

[tinekordei]

"i loved you more"

i was there for you, even if you didn't tell me to maybe you were just scared and never knew that i actually cared i showed you so much affection but maybe you weren't there for the connection i loved you even if you ignored me, but now i get to be free i'll miss you and i still do i never knew someone could love me the way you do i'll miss our friendship and your advice that i will keep but maybe it's my fault we never lasted because i didn't want you to know what i wanted "i love you" well, I loved you more "i miss you too" are you 100% sure?

6/18/2022

[tinekordei]

"fairytale"

it will never happen anyway

even on a sunny day

all those thoughts, i made fade,

i just wanted the rain to go away

it was never your fault

it was me, who made it catapult

All those feelings, in a vault,

i lost the game by default

a thousand kilometers apart

realizing this would be impossible is a start

i only followed my heart,

but this is just a fairytale, it wasn't smart

i still love you, please know that

i wish you knew just how

but this is just something my heart won't allow

this was all one-sided anyway,

maybe i'm just afraid

i don't have to tell you "i'm not okay",

to let you know i'm pulling away

i won't blame you for the damage i've caused

i know it was me who lost.

6/17/2022