I (think I) hate myself

Maddy • Public diary • Blorbo posting • Low quality gifs • Sideblog

[angelnumber27]

the amount of damage I did to myself thinking I wasn’t going to live past like 23…

[livingonthenet]

Why don't other people find life as hard as I do? I think about death everyday. I'm so overwhelmed. Everything is sooo hard. I don't know if I really want to die or if I just can't live. I want someone or something to strip me of all my responsibilities, all the pressure. If that is death then so be it.

[dead-core]

i think everyone hates me actually

[launix-blog]

i find it funny that i have followers like are you aware im a loser

[joes-coffin]

You know it's getting bad again when you start fantasizing about killing yourself

[paralysing-sadness]

[bpderanged]

I'm so sick of myself and I don't understand how anybody can stand me

[borderlyx]

I keep living with this constant fear that I’m not doing enough, that I'm not enough and that I’m not good at anything

[clarkgriffon]

BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER 5x16 | “The Body” 

[inadvertently-biblical]

RUPERT GILES & BUFFY SUMMERS

Buffy the Vampire Slayer - 5x05

[fkajackiebrownx]

RIP Anthony Stewart Head🖤

📺Buffy the Vampire Slayer, 2x07 "Lie To Me"

[rockshitty]

Yearning for what you can never have is beginner level. Real yearners know the good shit is what you could freely have if you allowed yourself to, but never will.

[hailraykin-deactivated20230814]

Reblog to give mutuals a break from whatever they're been going through

[sa-dnesss]

and just like that, I’m back in the same place I fought so hard to get out of

[hustlerose]

[hustlerose]

[hustlerose]

i have been informed by literally every french speaker on earth that “une pipe” is slang for blowjob

[peachpulpeuse]

IF YOU SEE ANY PAINTING BY "EMILE CORSI" ON HERE, DO NOT REBLOG IT THINKING IT'S REAL AND FROM THE 1800s. IT IS AI-GENERATED AND EMILE CORSI IS NOT A HISTORICAL FIGURE

examples:

[tattedpetticoats]

And if you love the vibes and wish you could find something similar painted by a real person, let me introduce you to John William Waterhouse, on whose work the AI was definitely trained:

[laziestgirlintown]

Corsi is not real

John William Waterhouse official site

John William Waterhouse wikipedia

[vilea777]

i wonder what it's like to have a quiet mind