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[babyanimalgifs]

my ice cream looks kinda weird

[wonderwallthepeople-blog]

[cnt-t-witch-t]

this person probably has to study for finals

[thepunjabicanuck-deactivated201]

why does no one think he ruined the display, and the before pic is the after, and the after the before

[yng-mia-deactivated20151124]

Have you ever been to Walmart before?

[dreadbard]

I’m pretty sure I’ve said my thoughts on this exact same post twice now, but this time I’ll just say it here instead of the tags.

In the time that I worked at Walmart, I was absolutely drained of all will to exist. I 1.) learned how not to give a shit and have a panic attack at the same time, 2.) learned how to sleep in the icecream freezer because no one wanted to be in the icecream freezer so I was assured that no one would bother me, and 3.) memorized the trailer for The Swan Princess Christmas. And I was being paid seven dollars an hour to do it. It was that bad. Seeing this post reminds me of the time that I’d seen this happen once. I had clocked out and was about to head home and caught a customer rearranging the $5 DVD bin up in electronics. At first I wanted to see if she needed help finding a certain movie because I’m a pushover like that, but I saw that she had neat little stacks of Home Alone in one pile and Mrs. Doubtfire in another, and I was so mesmerized I had to stand there at a distance, stealth-watching from the toddlers clothes section like I was a church mouse watching Michelangelo painting the Sistine Chapel. She was probably in her late teens to mid twenties? A messy bun and oversized sweater and a cup from the Subway in the front of the Walmart. I was in my work clothes, hair hidden in my backwards hat and I probably had cake frosting from the bakery caked on my shirt and arms. Halfway through she caught me watching. We were like two cryptids who’d found each other and were now caught in a weird existential crisis. She got embarrassed and apologized and I just waved my hand like “no please I’m off the clock, organize to your hearts content. No one here’s gonna stop you” and I walked off because honestly I was just as embarrassed for watching and not saying anything for what felt like ten minutes. I came in the next morning and checked the electronics section out of curiosity, and saw not only the DVDs had been organized, but also the blurays. I never saw her again.

So let me tell you this. We really truly do NOT give a fuck. Walmart treats their associates like shit. Capitalism is trash. And there are folks out there with organization quirks that make our lives a little easier and we appreciate that. That’s the end of my story. Eat well, drive safe, and go organize something at your local Walmart.

[yunagyaru-deactivated20211230]

As someone who has worked the walmart bakery and had to hide/sleep in the freezer because of anxiety, I feel this entire last comment.

[tiredchips]

me, talking about my trauma: haha yeah it was no big deal tho i don’t really care it’s whatever honestly

somebody: validates my trauma and says i shouldn’t have had to go through that

me, suddenly crying: huh. weird

[tiredchips]

i’ll make it

[tiredchips]

Get anxious, can’t eat, get depressed, can’t function, recover, rinse and repeat

[acornfriend]

[aquariusgod]

Does someone wanna give me advice on how to stop emotionally isolating myself? Thanks.

[aquariusgod]

I wanna elaborate on what emotional isolation is first rq bc I got great advice for Isolation™️ but not emotional isolation.

Emotional Isolation is when you go out with your friends and realize you’re the least important of the group, not because you aren’t talkative or you don’t exist “hard enough.” It’s not for lack of going out, texting back, ect. It’s because you don’t know how to open up and make deep connections anymore because of how people have betrayed your trust.

Emotional Isolation is something that goes 100% unnoticed and often is never mentioned. It’s painful and you cry alone only to wish someone was there. When you call someone to talk, you end up avoid the problem all together or when you talk about it you’re caught up in how “strong” you have to be, or they just quietly listen and you take that as their boredom.

You can talk about the things that have happened to you as though they were gossip, and even talk about the basic feelings of sadness you felt. You can’t discuss why it made you feel “bad,” or what “bad,” even means. You just lump it together into some underrated wording so you don’t have to discuss how truly painful life is because you think they’ll leave or betray you after opening up.

It’s having a best friend for 3 years and almost never opening up to her. It’s feeling thousand foot walls between you and the people you try becoming friends with. It’s not knowing how to flirt or get into a relationship because you fear rejection, because you know you’ll have to deal with it 100% alone.

It’s lonliness is the way that you’ve got a thousand friends, but the moment you’re not surrounded by them or the focus of attention, the wall crumbles down and you’re the only person you trust to put the pieces back together.

[tiredchips]

anything: *Happens*

Me: ...

My emotional response, three years later after everyone is is done reacting to the thing: Hey 

Me: Bruh

[tiredchips]

Flowers

[tiredchips]

so it turns out my moms been stalking my other tumblr along with my sisters and her wifes. She bookmarked it instead of following so we wouldn’t know

I feel gross

[bohrderline]

You’ve heard of oversharing now get ready for being physically unable to make any kinds of words describing your feelings come out of your mouth even though you desperately want to talk about it

[lenialenient]

[ephemeraldesiderata]

WOW THIS ONE IS TOO CLOSE

[izzyhill]

[camiekahle-deactivated20190815]

THIS IS THE BEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN

[macncheese-blog]

I’VE BEEN TRYING TO FIND THIS FOR SEVEN YEARS

DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW HARD IT IS TO ?????

[amethystthe-gem-deactivated2016]

I’m fucking dying

[pinkifingers]

That last fatal scream tho

[faleep]

IT IS BACK ON MY DASH THIS POST NEVER DIES WHO EVER PUT THIS UP IS A GOD.

[flawlessputaa-deactivated201610]

THE TERROR IN HIS SCREAM OH GOSH

[piss-pirate]

[chillyfeetsteak]

i’m crying

[kool-aid-jammers-deactivated201]

when your depression gets mistaken for laziness 😩😩😩🔥🔥🔥❤️❤️❤️💯💯💯📢📢📢👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽

[fairwayfrank]

When you stop being able to tell the difference  😩😩😩🔥🔥🔥❤️❤️❤️💯💯💯📢📢📢👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽

[actuallyapathy]

When you let yourself be convinced that you’re just lazy and get even more depressed 😩😩😩🔥🔥🔥❤️❤️❤️💯💯💯📢📢📢👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽

[tiredchips]

Do u ever just love someone so much that even seein em do dumb mediocre shit like keymashing ur heart just goes !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[tiredchips]

Me: *Complains abtsomething negative in my lifet*

Someone: *shows concern for me/my quality of life*

Me: haha fuck oops my bad

[tiredchips]

Do u ever wish ur parents were considerate enough not to have you