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shoelace4-48

i feel like im getting worse, more worthless, more useless

dumbsterdarling-deactivated2025

I’m going to need you to hurt me severely

lilithhhm

i hope one day i’ll finally have the courage to kill myself

bpddeath

being self-aware but still unable to change your own reactions is such a uniquely miserable experience

maneatered

I wish I could give my life to somebody else who wants it.

maladapt3d

What doesn't kill you leaves you bleeding for the rest of your life wishing it did

earlier today two of my friends wanted to ft and play games one asks whays a good time i say any because i had just got home from work and neither responded

#usually not a big deal but ive been so fucking depressed and its getting worse because i cant afford my meds so i went from 125 to 100 #and we just called yesterday and at points i felt idk but also it was the first time in a while #and i waz so ready to do it again like yes human interaction outside of work !!! so i was making sure to check my phone because ive been #shit at that lately and so when a time was asked i answered asap #at first i thought it didnt send but it looks like it did #idk i dont wanna think the worst but thats all i can think rn #i was supposed to actually go up on my meds but i cant afford it but so my others werent refilled #turns out once theyre capsules and not pills you pay a fuck ton #and i have a psych appointment tuesday where i get to tell him no i havent been taking my meds im broke #as if ive even been paying lifestance lol i dont have insurance so what else am i gonna do #i cant cancel the appointment either because thats $200 #everything sucks and im just so so so so tired

pastelcottoncandyunicorn

i feels like there’s something missing in me that the rest of the world has and it’s not fair

nettles-and-lillies

“it gets better!!!”

yea for two weeks until i fall apart again and end up at the starting line. it’s just a vicious cycle

jupitertears3

fuck i just remembered i’m fundamentally unlovable

whenyougotosleep

pup-purgatory

sometimes i wonder if i don’t actually want to let go of this sadness. like it’s grown roots in me, tangled itself into who i am.

jupitertears3

does my constant need for reassurance annoy you?

kosmogrl

does anyone know how to stop fucking things up

romessence

stupidbpdb1tch

I'm the problem. If I died everything would've been better

fairycosmos

i think the thought loop is going to save me this time

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