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Earlier this year I had made a post about possibly asking for help with the down payment on a car, it is the last post i’ve made as with life i haven’t been actively posting just lurking. However, the situation has become much more dire than was at that time. My father’s work had noticed a slowing and change and were worried enough to tell him not to work until he gets an okay for a doctor. I have an appointment on the books for september that can hopefully do that, but because of this my dad hasn’t been working at all which is very concerning because he’s the bread winner of the family. We have taken in a roommate to help with rent, I am actively trying to find my dad a job he can do and we are even speaking to a va social worker to try and get disability and the likes, this just all takes time and we have little places to go for help in the meantime. I am working on cutting down bills, even looking for cheaper health insurances and the likes. It’s just not enough and while I hadn’t been concerned before because I thought my dad had a place to go if it all blew up, the people I thought would take him have told us they won’t be able to. 

We are scrambling, but I am trying my best to remain optimistic and do what I can and so that’s why I come here again. I’m really just trying to get bills paid and make sure rent is in until I can find a place for my dad. The Va has told us they can only do something once we are evicted and that is obviously something we don’t want. My dad is retired military and gets a check every month that will cover rent and some bills, however we are left with $950.00 we need and that doesn’t even give us room for groceries or gas, just the everyday things. Down below I will put links to my venmo and cash app, i’m hesitant to make a go fund me out of fear of my family not involved seeing it and getting scolded and hearing distasteful things about my dad and his bipolar. I am more than willing to answer any questions and I understand that times are hard for so many, so if you can not donate please I ask you to reblog or spread the word. Thank you so much for taking your time out of your day to read this I hope whenever this found you it found you well. 

Cash app: $LittleCrouton

Venmo: @Courtneys320

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Aia x Daimon

that’s…a lot of blood. 

“Did you kill him/her?” 

‘  so i should be thanking you then?  ’ 

‘  just be careful, alright?  ’

Aia x Finn

“For the first time, I know in my heart I’ve made the right decision.” 

“I know you will and I know that tortures you.”

Aia x Kylo

don’t ever do that again. 

❝ don’t touch that, it’s valuable ! ❞ 

“Is that the best you can do?” 

❛ I love you. Now save me. ❜

Aia x Poe

“I have known you as many things, but never as a coward.” 

“Look me in the eyes before you kill me.”

Alessia x Yev

Will you marry me?”

“are you watching porn?”

Ari x lyana:  

“ blow a kiss my way for good luck. ” 

‘you’re important to me.’

❝ It’s a little late to turn back now. ❞

❝ you taught me to never trust anyone. ❞

Audra x Bev

❝ you could, but you just don’t want to. ❞

“Sorry–are you okay?”

‘  you should go with him.  ’

Audra x Bill

❝ i don’t want to leave yet. ❞

“Whoa, that is off-limits until, like, the tenth date!”

Aurora x Wes

‘it was supposed to be fun, and you ruined it.’

‘i don’t believe it.’

‘something strange happened here.’

Averie x Kit

‘what’s this between us?’

‘i wish you were here.’

‘something strange happened here.’

❛ Be excited. Or at least look excited. ❜

Axel x Daniela

‘i wasn’t ready to say goodbye.’

‘you met me at a very strange time in my life.’

Axel x Regan

‘we are not the same, and never will be.’

Bambi x Blake

“She haunts my dreams. Just kidding. She does, though. “

❝ Well, now that you’re back,

Bambi x Yev

“ Don’t be an ass.”

“what’s with the hat? are you having a bad hair day?”

Baze x Chirrut

i’m not going anywhere without you. 

‘  sometimes i impress even myself.  ’ 

‘  you’ve always been my favorite.  ’ 

❛ You have a heart as soft as a baby bird. ❜

Bella x Eggsy

- you’d kill me?

Bella x Jason

- “ Did they see me? Oh. They saw me. ”

Ben x Bev

“…Do we always end up on top of each other?”

“That’s not your wallet is it?”

“Wait, you’ve really never been on a date before?”

Ben x Stan

❛ You cannot change the world on an empty stomach. ❜

Beth x Seth

❛ There are no bargains between lion and men. I will kill you and eat you raw. ❜ (probs not at her but defs at a human)

‘you’ve never hurt me. ever.’

❛ Who told you that? ❜

❛ You don’t remember? ❜

❛ Did someone hurt you? ❜

❛ Who’s blood is that? Is that your blood? ❜

‘stay there. i’m coming there to get you.’

“For the first time, I know in my heart I’ve made the right decision.”

Betty x Bruce

“Goddamn right, you should be scared of me.”

❛ You know, you’re brave joking like that. ❜

❝ You are so beautiful. ❞

Bjorn x Arik

❝ No, we are not having this conversation! ❞

i was never that young.we are all in danger.

Bjorn x Claudia

‘i wasn’t ready to say goodbye.’

“Sorry, were you sleeping?“

”If you love them, then I want to as well.”

❛ Are you going to just keep staring or are you going to come touch? ❜

“ Relax… just lie back and let me make you cum. “

‘we’re in a public place and i just spent the last half hour making you ridiculously aroused’ sex

“Not my neck! It’s summer, I can’t wear a turtleneck in the sun.”

Bjorn x Elena

‘i wasn’t ready to say goodbye.’

‘i’m not like them.

Bjorn x James

“That’s not the point.”

❝ Don’t you get it? Everybody dies here. It’s just a rule. ❞

Bjorn x Sarah

‘  i think i’m dying here.  ’

‘  thought you said you didn’t feel pain.  ’

Chell x Roman

If you obey all the rules, you miss all the fun.

You can’t fight me, you’re miniature.

‘  so what, we’re just not gonna talk about it, huh?  ’

Delilah x Tommy

‘don’t say that about yourself.’

‘want to come with?’

❛  the blood on my hands scares me to death.  ❜

Dina x Billy

You want to walk out of my life, there’s the door. Hell, I’ll even hold it open for you.

‘  let’s talk. alone.  ’

❛ I’m always gonna love you. ❜

❛ Be excited. Or at least look excited. ❜

Eddie x Bev

❛ You know I’m here for you, right? ❜

Eddie x Bill

❛ You can’t live in the past. You gotta move on. Let it go. ❜

Eddie x Richie

Tragedy is when I cut my finger. Comedy is when you fall into an open sewer and die.

‘  you did good. you did so good.  ’

Eddie x Callie

“ is this where we all sing kum-bah-yah?”

“i’m so proud of you.”

“i’m sick and tired of missing you.”

❝ I love what you’ve done with the place ❞

‘  i don’t hate it, by the way.  ’

Essie x Thor:

❛   We should carve our name in this tree. ❜

❛ There’s no way for them to understand. ❜

Foxx x Brodie

❛ It’s a reason to get up in the morning. It’s a reason to smile. ❜

❛ I don’t like the way I feel. ❜

“there’s no where else i’d rather be.”

Foxx x Malia

❛ I’d like to forget what you did. I’ve tried, but I can’t. ❜

“i want you to know that i’m happy for you.”

Freja x Arik

❝ Of course I know what I’m doing. I wrote this book. ❞

Freja x Claudia

there will be no second chances.

Freja x James

❝ You’d like that, wouldn’t you? ❞

❝ I already did that dance, made my life a living hell! ❞

Freja x Morgan

❝ You’d like that, wouldn’t you? ❞

‘  you’ve got a warm heart.  ’

Freja x Sarah

‘  most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs.  ’

‘ you  know  ,  i’m  fine  here  on  my  own  .  ’

Freja x Wade

‘ Fairs for losers. I’d rather win. ‘

❛ Life is not something to endure, but to live. ❜

❛ A lot of people lack that gift: knowing when to fuck off. ❜

“don’t you miss me?”

“i thought it was for the best, but it wasn’t.”

❛ Maybe you could stay a little afterwards? I don’t like being alone. ❜

❛ What? You mean to tell me you didn’t come here to just cuddle? ❜

❛ I’m ready, if you are. ❜

“I love making you squirm.”

Georgie x Elena

‘  you should go with him.  ’

let’s kill this son of a bitch.  ’

Georgie x Roman

“I’ll consider kissing you if you can beat me.”

“Prison? Occupational hazard.”

‘  just be careful, alright?  ’

Grace x Steve

“as much as i don’t want to leave, i have to.”

‘i like your smile.’

‘i can’t lose you.’

“ You sound so sexy when I’m going down on you “

“ Get on your knees.”

‘the elevator broke down’ sex

‘crotchless underwear is a thing’ sex

Hailey x Matteo

❛ It’s a reason to get up in the morning. It’s a reason to smile. ❜

❛ I told you I would make it. ❜

❛ Eventually we all have to accept full and total responsibility for our actions, everything we have done, and have not done. ❜

Heidi x Loki

“Are you a sorceress, woman?”

❛ Give me your hand. Give me your hand. ❜

❛ And when it’s done, we’ll both be free. ❜

Ian x Arik

tell me what you want.

“beg for it.”

‘you caught me masturbating’ sex

“fuck me like you hate me.”

Ian x Elena

it worked, just like you said it would.

“ Touch it. ”

John x Brodie

“They think you killed her.”

“You’re the reason they’re dead.”

John x Gray

❛ Trying to make a run for it? ❜

John x Lyla

“ please just … leave me alone. “

‘ please, just spare my husband. ’

John x Malia

❛ You wake up with a death wish today? ❜

John x Marley

‘ you should go with him. ’ 

‘ you won’t lose me. ’ 

❛ You think you’re hunting us? We’re coming for you. ❜ 

❛ There’s a huge difference between what we work for and what we live for. ❜

❛ You should be resting. ❜

John x Matteo

❛ I’d forgotten the world is full of nasty surprises. ❜

John x Wes 

❛ Why should I believe you? ❜

❛ I have never been welcomed anywhere in my life. ❜

Jude x Harley

“ friends aren’t allowed to kiss one another. ”

‘you ought to be asleep.’

“ is this just a joke to you?”

“ be careful… she is a hair puller ”

“you’re so sexy when you’re hot and bothered.”

❛ How come you know more about medicine than a doctor? ❜

❛ You can’t shut everyone out. You have to have someone to love, someone to hold on to. ❜

Julien x Aleia

❛ I’m hungry. Let’s get a taco. ❜

“you’re such a goddamn idiot.”

“i just wanna look good for you.”

Lacey x Ace

❛ Don’t tease. ❜

❛ Gimme that! Stop it! I’m warning you! It’s not a good day! ❜

“ i stopped caring a long time ago. “

“ i love you. “

Lainey x Nate

‘  so what, we’re just not gonna talk about it, huh?  ’

‘  hey, come on. you look great, okay? you look great!  ’

Leon x Ace

I don’t do fashion, I am fashion.

Tragedy is when I cut my finger. Comedy is when you fall into an open sewer and die.

‘  it’s okay, you put up a good fight. he kicked your ass, but you put up a good fight.  ’

Leon x Billy

You can’t fight me, you’re miniature.

❛ Some things in our lives are inevitable. ❜

❛ I’m mad at the world, and you just happen to be in it. ❜

Leon x Tara

‘  i’m not mad, i just wanna know where you’ve been. that’s all.  ’

❛ I love you, and I’m not going to stop loving you. ❜

“They fucking loved you.”

“ can’t we just have a little fun? ”

Letty x Callie

you’ll always be a friend. ’

Letty x Matty

❝ Bold move, even for me ❞

“I’m not angry at you, just at myself… Because I knew this would happen.

Lex x Ace

I distrust camels, and anyone else who can go a week without a drink.

❛ Your life is either defined by the system, or by the way you defy the system. ❜

❛ They grow up so fast, don’t they? ❜

Lex x Billy

Two wrongs don’t make a right, but they make a good excuse.

‘ the risk i took was calculated , but man , am i bad at math. ‘

Lex x Nicolle

❛ You have every right to be mad at me, but I am telling you the truth. ❜

“You talk a lot in your sleep.”

‘am i making you uncomfortable?’

❛ I’m somebody new now. Everybody likes me. ❜

Liam x Daniela

‘don’t touch me.’

‘is it my fault?’

Liam x Regan

‘are you still alive?’

Liz x Peter

“I can’t tell them! Do you have any idea how they’d react?”

“ ever kiss in the rain? ”

Maria x Claudia

we are all in danger.

I do not fear ridicule. I never have.

Maria x James

”Can I trust you?”

“Let’s tell them the truth. Tonight.”

❛ I love that thing you do when we kiss. ❜

“bend over.”

“do you know how bad i want you?”

Maria x Sarah

‘  despite everything i’m still human.  ’

❝ Is this what it’s like to be you? ❞

Maria x Wade

“You know, it sounds like you guys didn’t really think this all the way through.”

❛ What’s the big hurry? We’ve got plenty of time to play. ❜

‘break up’ sex

Mike x Bev

‘ all i’m saying is… if there’s a god, is this something… does this seem like he would allow this? ’

Mike x Bill

❝ no matter what happens, don’t forget about me. ❞

❛ Courage. It is contagious. ❜

❛ Death doesn’t let you say goodbye. It just carves holes in your life, in your future, in your heart. ❜

Mike x Donna

❛ We can have any future you want. ❜

❛ It wasn’t your fault. It hurts. ❜

❛ It’s a reason to get up in the morning. It’s a reason to smile. ❜

Mike x Maisie

❛ Stay. I want you to stay. ❜

“ i think i’m gonna like it here. ”

“i’m so proud of you.”

Mike x Richie

‘ i think that we were all drugged. ’

Mike x Stan

‘  that’s the dumbest thing i’ve ever heard. that is not a real thing.  ’    

Millie x Aaron

“It’s been too long since you’ve really smiled.

Nat x Bucky:

“please, please just trust me.” 

‘i’m not going to hurt you.’

❝ I never thought I’d be back here. ❞

Yeah, so… I may have accidentally told steve about us…”

‘can i kiss you?’

‘ i trusted you.

Nate x James:

‘  i think that i’m still human.  ’

‘  i can’t forget it, though i’ve tried.  ’

Nate x Morgan:

❝ Hey, I try not to look at her like that. ❞

❝ I just wanna sit here and enjoy this place for a while. ❞

Nate x Sarah:

‘  i’m sorry if i smothered you.  ’

‘  you could still be what you want to.  ’

‘i wasn’t ready to say goodbye.’

Nate x Steve:

❝ I thought I lost you, for real this time. ❞

‘ Because I got tired of the endless disconnect. ‘

“I’m not going to die today.”

Nate x Wade:

“Is that my shirt?”

❝ Evil will walk the Earth!  ❞

Noah x Malia

❛ There are certain kinds of connections that are so deep that when broken you feel the snap of it inside you. ❜

“she’s innocent… mostly. she killed neighbor but the bitch had it coming.”

“what happens when they find out?”

Ofelia x Svetlana

“You always this quiet?”

‘ Fairs for losers. I’d rather win. ‘

Ollie x Poppy:

❛ Let me tell you what ‘Like a Virgin’ is about. It’s all about a girl who digs a guy with a big dick. The entire song. It’s a metaphor for big dicks. ❜

“i still get jealous.”

“You think you’re funny?”

Orion x Claudia

careful, or your foolishness will outweigh your usefulness.

‘stop pretending life doesn’t terrify you.’

Orion x Elena

‘  you’ve got a warm heart.  ’

‘you met me at a very strange time in my life.’

❛ You’re trembling … are you sure you’re okay? ❜

“ I love how your breath pauses when I put my mouth on you.”

Tell me how badly you want to fuck me…”

‘comfort’ sex

Orion x Morgan

i come to say good-bye and thanks for nothing.“

Did they see me? Oh. They saw me. ”

Padme x Anakin

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

tell me what’s wrong.

❝ ’ just friends ’ don’t look at each other like that. ❞ 

❝ don’t we deserve a happy ending ? ❞

Patty x Donna

“C’mon, the cops are stupid, they’ll never catch us.”

‘  yeah, i love it, but not as much as i love you.  ’

Petra x Arik

❝ We bust in there, we fight through the carnage, we bail with the book. ❞

Petra x Claudia

you’ve got a second chance.

❝ Nice, you know I’ve always wanted to talk to you. ❞

Petra x James

“You know, it sounds like you guys didn’t really think this all the way through.

‘  you’re killing him!  ’

Petra x Sarah:

“I’m not going to die today.”

“ is it bad i really want to kiss you right now? ”

‘  yeah, i love it, but not as much as i love you.  ’

‘  i never gave up on you.  ’

‘  just be careful, alright?  ’

“Don’t shoot!”

❛ Is there anything you can’t do with that tongue? ❜

“i need you so bad.”

‘i thought you were dead, but you’re not and i can’t believe it’ sex

Petra x Wade:

“You looove me, you love me this much!

“You can help each other. You’re perfect complements to each other.”

‘of course i care. you’re my family.’

“Ah, it was all my fault.  Wasn’t it?”

Pol x Mickey

”I’ve missed you so much.”

Pol x Svetlana

❝ Is this what it’s like to be you? ❞

❝ You taught me to trust you, you taught me to believe in you, and I do. ❞

Porun x Daimon

you aren’t acting like yourself. 

please don’t do this. 

“I’ll go easy on you.” 

❛ I know I love you. I know that you love me. ❜

Rey x Soka

‘close your eyes and hold out your hands.’ ‘

it looks good on you.’

‘  no, nothing about this is okay! nothing about this is okay!  ’

❛  Close your eyes, you can trust me. ❜

  i don’t mean to be laughing, but are you okay?  

Sadie x Brodie

❛ If they knew we were here, they would have killed us already. ❜

Sadie x Gray

❛ Get to the car and get out of here. ❜

Sadie x Lyla

‘ you’ll see him again. ’

❝ it’s the closest thing i’ve got to a family.  ❞

Sadie x Malia

‘you’re not safe here.’

’i’m not like them.’

Sadie x Marley

‘ looks like god just cut you a break. ’

Sadie x West

you were supposed to leave. 

i’m not going anywhere without you. 

just breathe. 

“You’re a beautiful woman. You deserve a beautiful life.” 

'it hurts.'

Sidney x Charlotte

- ‘  if you’re still breathing, you’re the lucky ones.  ’

-  ‘i wasn’t ready to say goodbye.’

Sif x Graham

❝ I never thought I’d be back here. ❞

“I peeled potatoes for one day and I almost died. I love you.”

“I remember when I found you.

“i won’t let them hurt you.”

❛ How can I help it? How can I help but see what is in front of my eyes?“

❛ So long as human beings stay human, death and life are the same thing.”

Scott x Hope

❝ Bold move, even for me ❞

‘would i ever lie to you?’

❛ I miss you when you’re gone. ❜

Teddy x Lyla

❛ Stay. I want you to stay. ❜

❛ Oh god. What is that thing? ❜

❛ You just relax here, I’ll keep you safe.You rest up and heal. ❜

Tilde x Eggsy

‘i thought i might have lost you.’

‘this is your favorite song, right?’

❝ Do you think we can talk about this first?❞

- ‘you met me at a very strange time in my life.’- 

‘you’re not safe here.’

Tony x Claudia

it worked, just like you said it would.

‘ I’m not the answer. Look at me, look at this. ’

Tony x Pepper

‘it’s okay. i couldn’t sleep anyway.’

‘i can’t lose you.’

❝ We’re having a boy ❞

Val x Gray

❛ You can’t fight them. You have to hide. ❜

❛ You are afraid. Don’t be. ❜

Vella x Atom

❝ This isn’t official procedure. ❞ 

❝ Just promise you’ll kiss me goodbye ❞

‘stay there. i’m coming there to get you.’

❝ well looks like we’ve found ourselves in a bit of a dilemma. ❞

❝ oh the things I’d do to you if we were alone. ❞

Venus x Eli

❛ Don’t fucking patronise me! ❜

“shut up and dance with me.”

“why does it matter who i was with?”

Winnie x Aaron

“I’m not doing this.”

Winnie x Arik

“ I really don’t want a party hat, please and thank you. ”

‘  don’t think about the consequences.  ’

Winnie x Sarah

‘  most of us are bitter over someone.  ’

Zelda x Charles

“I’ll let you down. I will always let you down. I’m not enough for you to be satisfied.

“This is why I don’t let myself fall in love.”

❛ When you love someone, you love the whole person, just as they are, and not as you would like them to be. ❜ (vampire zelda era idk?)

❛ It’s a very difficult era in which to be a person, just a real, actual person. ❜

❛ Scold me; deny me. Damn me forever. But don’t leave me. ❜

Zelda x Eden

❛ There are no bargains between lion and men. I will kill you and eat you raw. ❜

Zelda x Gray

❛ I loved them, but I didn’t need them, and I thought that was the way it was supposed to be. ❜

❛ You’re not evil. Just confused. ❜

ANYONE U HAVE MUSE FOR:

‘  i promised i’d keep you shitheads safe and that’s exactly what i plan on doing.  ’

‘  hey, come on. you look great, okay? you look great!  ’

‘  you’ve always been my favorite.  ’

❛ I’ll never forget the first time I saw your face. ❜

❛ I love you, and I’m not going to stop loving you. ❜

❛ If you were going to die, I was going to die with you. ❜

❛ Courage. It is contagious. ❜

❛ You think you’re hunting us? We’re coming for you. ❜

❛ Can you ever forgive me? ❜

❛ What can I say? He’s going to break hearts. ❜

❛ You can’t live in the past. You gotta move on. Let it go. ❜

❛ And when were you planning on telling me? ❜

❛ You wake up with a death wish today? ❜

❝ I’ve been so selfish because I love you so much. ❞

“You’re the reason they’re dead.”

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Elizabeth Swann in Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End

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It was days like this that Patty didn’t really mind Derry. It was a small town, full of small minded, hateful people, but it was also home to her warmest memories. It was just on the cusp of summer, not yet too hot, but finally past the bitter cold of winter. Donna laid next to her, the sun shimmering against her barely dry skin, jeans folded up underneath her head to provide support. Patty couldn’t help but think about how beautiful she looked in the sunlight, the way it cast a shadow on her body in just the right places. Patty had always been the slightest bit jealous of her— she’d always thought herself to be rather plain looking.

Turning her attention to the shifting clouds above them, Patty laid down next to her. She was always grateful to Stan for showing her the Quarry. It was a special place for him and his friend’s and she’d been hesitant to go the first time. They’d always had a unique bond, one she didn’t really understand. No matter how much Stan reassured her, she’d always felt a bit intrusive around them. Still, there was no better place to catch the sun than the Quarry. Not to mention, it was one of the few places in Derry not tainted by bigotry. She didn’t think anyone really thought to come down to the quarry other than Stan and his friends.

As the clouds shifted once more, the sun began to blind her and she had to reach up to cover her eyes. Donna shifted her attention to Patty, curious about the sudden movement. Unlike Patty, she’d been smart enough to bring her sunglasses. Once patty was settled, Donna closed her eyes again, clearing her throat, “You know Patty, I’ve thought about it.” Patty raised a brow behind her hand, “Thought about what?” Donna laughed, giving a rather easy reply, “I don’t want to die. I want to live forever.” Patty smiled at her response. What a silly thing to say. She couldn’t deny that she’d probably thought about it once or twice, but it didn’t seem all that appealing to her.

“Well, I, for one, can’t wait to grow old,” Patty sighed, “I want to live a long and happy life. I want to get out of Derry, and find a nice place to live with Stan and start a family. I want to be eighty years old, sitting on our front porch watching our grandchildren play out in the yard.” IF she really wanted to, she supposed she could objectively see the point behind living forever, but she kept coming back to the same conclusion, “If we lived forever, we’d forget moments like this, we wouldn’t remember all the good things that came before. Living a short life is what makes moments like this so special.”

[tkmuses-archived]

[kalimusing]

𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝.

How many on the council owed their life to Anakin Skywalker? How many times had his body been on the frontlines because it was asked of him? Too many. It was what made all of this so egregious. He wrung his hands back and forth, irritable and impotent. Padmé perched herself opposite to himself, her gown was satin and elaborate, getting lost in the plush lining of her seat, blending her perfectly to the room. Padmé blended in most rooms. It was not say she did not command her space, all eyes were upon the Senator at any given moment––– something in itself that only served to sour Anakin’s mood further on the evenings he spent watching her from across the way, staunch at his Masters heel- only that it meant that his Queen never seemed to look out of place. A skill he did not possess, especially at her side. Her brows were drawn together in a soft frown, unsure how to soothe his wounded pride.

“They see you as just a child-” Anakin cut her sentence short, standing in a huff. 

A child. It wasn’t the first time he’d heard it, but it still stung. He would always be the little boy in the desert to these people, why wouldn’t he? It was convenient. He’d traded one master for another, it kept him obedient to keep him degraded. He was a child. But man enough to spy for them? Man enough to commit treason, break the very code they maintained he was unfit to uphold, to do so in secrecy behind the back of the republic he swore to uphold? It seemed Anakin was a child only when it suited, man grown when it was needed. They expected him to betray the Chancellor for scraps at the table? Worse still, Anakin knew what came next: Master Windu’s tired rebuttal that a traitor should never be permitted hold the rank of Jedi Master.

Palpatine had been a steadfast friend to him, even more so than Obi-Wan. He had the Chancellors support unwaveringly. He could not even say the same for his wife, who sounded more and more like a separatist every day, with her quiet, intrusive questions about the the man. Even she doubted him. Part of him wondered, was he blind? Every bit the ignorant child they all made him out to be after all, missing the warning signs glaring him in the face? His chest ached from the nerves, defensive at even the thought. No. They had hatched a conspiracy, and now only wished to see the words he spoke that aligned with what they wished him to be; not for who he truly is. Palpatine was a good man. Palpatine did not ask anything from him, how many people remained in the galaxy that he could say the same for as of late?

“Obi-Wan is no help in the matter, he sees me as a son not a brother!” Not an equal. “He knows I’m better than he is, stronger–– And… And he does nothing to aid me. Not a single word in my defence. Instead he preaches patience as if it’s patience I lack,” The words came out in a heated stream. At twenty-two years old, Anakin still carried a touch too much boyishness to his features, serving to only make him seem petulant when he frowned. “I know all about waiting. I have patience. It’s the insult of it all. To place me on the council but deny me master! It’s never happened! Never! They make an exception just to mock me and he says nothing.” He’s jealous, Anakin wanted to seeth. Obi-Wan had only chastised him weakly, reminding him that he should be honoured for the inclusion at all. How ridiculous. He was as good as any of them and they knew it. They feared it.

“He doesn’t understand what I’m up against, he can’t see how biased the council is. They will never grant me the rank of master.” He found no answers he longed for in her sad eyed stare. What was he to do? The Jedi asked too much, but did he not swear to give them all?

[evangeliinefox]

Maybe this doesn’t have to be the worst place in the world.

[dcmultiverse]

I… will never love anybody the way that I love [Clark]. And I just miss him. I miss him so much. Amy Adams as Lois Lane in Zack Snyder’s Justice League (2021)

[optional]

Margot Robbie in About Time — 2013, dir. Richard Curtis

[marv-el-spot]

WATCHED IN 2021 LOVE AND MONSTERS (2020) Dir. Michael Matthews.

[ceremonial]

Keira Knightley as Anna Karenina Anna Karenina (2012) | dir. Joe Wright

[kalimusing]

𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠; 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞. 

[elcctra]

““That’s how you want me, isn’t it?” Her fingers knotted in my hair. “Desperate and jealous. Willing to kill for you.“”

— Elliot Wake, Black Iris (via maryarnorevna)

[janployshompoos]

[678i0u]

LAURA HARRIER Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017) dir. Jon Watts

[malcolmbrights-archive]

DIEGO HARGREEVES LOOKING PRETTY

[ravenclairee]