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Not so secret vampire

[toastmrlord]

Guy in picture above is an OC !! Not me.

Intro!!

Hi guys!!

Im Toast! (Or John)

18 and German/polish !!

I speak German (native), polish (mother tongue) and English (Not perfectly, please excuse me if i make any mistakes!)

I consider myself an artist, but I'm still trying to figure out how to draw better hihi (i also animate from time to time, but it's pretty rare)

I'm very VERY interested in history (in general) and dinosaurs!! Also a geology student!!

(altought I do love all of history, I find European history between the 17th century and 1930 (excluding the 30's) the most interesting (18th century, 19th century and WWI the most!!))

Some of the fandoms I'm in at the time:

• Jurassic Park! <3

• Red Dead Redemption

• Marble Hornets

• Creepypasta and Slenderverse

• JoJos bizarre adventure

• Dispatch

• Stardew Valley (I <3 Sam)

• Berserk

• Hamilton

• WWI media (Aqotwf ,1917)

• Toilet Bound Hanako-kun

• The legend of Zelda

• Hetalia

Music i Love:

• Post-hardcore, screamo, emocore, midwest emo, pop punk

⤷ MCR, Saetia, pg99, PTV, SWS, The Used, La dispute ﹠ many more!!!

(always open for recs!)

Other stuff:

I also enjoy watching movies and reading, especially classics and history related literature and media!

I have to be honest, I have no idea how Tumblr works, so please please please excuse me when i do not respond!!

Also idk how that whole thing with reblogs works (also too shy to reblog), so this is mainly just a blog for my art with few reblogs

Other socials:

- Twitter (@//toastmrlord)

- Instagram (@//toastmrlord)

- Unvale (if anyone cares about my OCs) (@//toastmrlord)

- (not really social media) COMMISSION PAGE!! (Strawpage)

toastmrcomms's strawpage

I hope to become more active on here :33

Thanks for reading!!

(btw I DO take requests, so if you want me to draw anything (or if you have questions) feel free to ask me them!!!

(my interests change quite often, so I'm gonna change this list from time to time)

Last updated: 17.05.2026

[toastmrlord]

Verryyy messy sketch to kind of play around with colouring

I love Javier, oh how I’ve missed drawing him

[nuaaaages]

they should really kiss or smth

thank you jovier oh doomed rdr yaoi you are the only thing motivating me to do art these days

i don't what they've put in this stupid ship, I don't think I've been obsessed with a ship for so long... granted the fact that I'm writing fics and doing fanart might contribute to my obsession lasting so long. But anyway I just love them so much and the doomery is so so tasteful. Just something about them loving each other so much that they hate each other in the end ooooooo

Thought I was an ennemies to lover person, then switched to friends to lovers but it looks like I'm a lovers/friends to ennemies after all siiiigh

enough yapping bye

[toastmrlord]

[WIP and not lore accurate Alex]

Did this purely for fun, not meant to be accurate. Uni killed off every motivation i had, im only drawing to not get burned out its hell.

Ill post whatever now btw, ill probs still be posting rdr, but I have other interests too

[sillywormie]

So I had an idea of Mermaid Javier (AU). I had this drawing in my wip folder and thought it was time to complete it. Originally I started the project about 3 to 5 months ago?

My idea was Javier trying to understand his romantic feelings for a human (You the viewer? Maybe John Marston? Idk you decide) that he encountered.

I feel like Javier would struggle with his own romantic feelings, he would fear about not being enough/worthy (being rejected), building trust, and being abandoned. Always hiding it with an awkward sense of trying to be nonchalant.

This took me 3 hours. Enjoy the 60 seconds.

[galactic-dragoness]

[loszeged]

[neko-mancy]

[bugmoment]

[an-eldritch-nightmare-deactivat]

[toastmrlord]

THDY GOT MARRIED!!!!!!

[toastmrlord]

I’m SOOOOOO ready for the full release omg!!!! I’m going to be playing day and night

I actually don’t have a Javier mii YET (trust I’ll do one, also some other characters) but I edited one rq and just changed up some features I couldn’t find in the selection… like the hair.. found a similar one but it’s shorter and weirdly flat at the bottom, whatever

Also the first time I drew him in a different outfit than his blue vest one, if you could tell it’s not blue

Something rq: put the commission strawpage on my intro! (Comms are open if anyone’s interested) but uni is getting pretty annoying so idk how long theyll be open for

[toastmrlord]

FORGOT TO UPDATE!! HES REAL!!!

[toastmrlord]

I’m so Javier pilled, I can only draw him (and sdv Sam) rn..

[toastmrlord]

I’m SOOOOOO ready for the full release omg!!!! I’m going to be playing day and night

I actually don’t have a Javier mii YET (trust I’ll do one, also some other characters) but I edited one rq and just changed up some features I couldn’t find in the selection… like the hair.. found a similar one but it’s shorter and weirdly flat at the bottom, whatever

Also the first time I drew him in a different outfit than his blue vest one, if you could tell it’s not blue

Something rq: put the commission strawpage on my intro! (Comms are open if anyone’s interested) but uni is getting pretty annoying so idk how long theyll be open for

[toastmrlord]

[COMMS OPEN, PayPal ONLY]

As I mentioned in my last post, im opening comms for some time yay

I’m Not sure for how long theyll be open, if you’re unsure just either ask me or go to the straw page (linked) I’ll update it there!

I made a small straw page to just keep all the info about my comms in one place, Im updating it quite regularly, adding new stuff, adjusting prices etc.

For any questions just ask me really, I don’t mind :D

toastmrcomms's strawpage

[toastmrlord]

[WIP]

Just a glimpse into how mlp my mind is becoming heh…

[hasaletea]

If John wasn’t so aggressive, Javier would totally purr for him

[toastmrlord]

Javier chibi doodle from yesterday CAUSE IVE BEEN GONE FOR A WHILE AGAIN

SORRY!!! this time not bc of uni but personal stuff WHATEVER

I’ll try to get more active again, I’ve also planend to open comms around the time uni Starts again (the chill starting weeks yk) but I’ll probs do a separate post for it :D

[toastmrlord]

I’m now realizing that hes posed up like one of those pinned insects LOL

[toastmrlord]

Javier chibi doodle from yesterday CAUSE IVE BEEN GONE FOR A WHILE AGAIN

SORRY!!! this time not bc of uni but personal stuff WHATEVER

I’ll try to get more active again, I’ve also planend to open comms around the time uni Starts again (the chill starting weeks yk) but I’ll probs do a separate post for it :D

[toastmrlord]

wgat gradient maps do you use?

(After I put on my base colours)

Neon first at 20%; Blaze at 30% and Venice at 10% ^^

Hope this answers your question :D

[aa-glycine-deactivated20260524]

Add me to the ever growing list of people who drew centaur RDR2 fanart because my brain is empty and I have no concepts left.