summary : you cannot stand one another... can you?
warnings : smut, ‘enemies’ to lovers, mentions of anxiety and Walburga, mutual pinning (kinda, more on siri’s part though), teasing, fingering, creampie, oral (fem receiving), kinda mean siri at some point, tears. pls lmk if i missed any! :)
a/n : it is my first time writing a full fic in like months so pls like it <3 aldhsk
At this point, the whole table is watching you bickering with Sirius. You have started an argument because your soup was cold, and he jokingly said that he could heat it up for you... between his buns.
“Hey, I was just saying!” Sirius defends himself, his hands making a barrier between his face and the food you are currently throwing at him.
“Merlin! I cannot even tell you the pity I take on your future partner, the one that will. have to. share a bloody. bed. with you!” you groan, throwing small pieces of toast at him between every word.
Across from you, sitting beside James and Peter, because obviously he wouldn’t want to be the one getting thrown food at, Remus is resting his chin on his palm, sighing heavily.
James, being the dummy he usually is, leans closer to Remus, side-eyeing you and Sirius. “Why does she like talking badly about herself?”
Your eyes widen slightly and Sirius chuckles at his friend’s remark. You nudge his leg from under the table. “Why are you laughing? Do you think this is funny? Because let me tell you, Black. If my destiny is so unfortunate that I’ll end up marrying you, make sure your life will be pure hell- Worse than your own mother.”
Despite your harsh tone, the corners of your lips threaten to tilt upwards, but Sirius rolls his eyes with a small smile, the situation playing in his mind like an entire romance movie. “I don’t mind” he mumbles more to himself, but you manage to hear him. And even so, you decide to stay quiet, a smile pulling at your lips once again.
James and Remus both share a look, even Peter, who is usually oblivious to everything.
***
“How did he get an O and I got an E!” you whine desperately, tugging at Remus’ sleeve in an attempt to gain his attention, but he only rolls his eyes, ignoring you and the smirking Sirius on the other side of him. “He didn’t even study!”
“I’m naturally smart, Y/n/n” he answers cheekily, sticking his tongue out when you do.
James decides he’s had enough, and soon after, his eyes lit up — an idea. “Hey Y/n/n. You should probably let Pads tutor you. Since, uh, you know, he is better than you in Herbology.”
At his words, your eyes widen and you turn to glare at James, his hands up in defence. “He is not better... But fine! I’ll let him tutor me just so you can see that I’m right, and it won’t change my grade at all.”
***
Later on in the day, you find yourself sat across from Sirius in the common room, in a more private corner. On the table, he has several Herbology books that he’s gathered from the library before said exam.
He seems really passionate about what he’s talking about, teaching you about plants and how gentle you have to be with them, no matter how unusual and aggressive some of them are.
“The flutterby bush, for example. You have to care for it every single day, otherwise it will die. And also, its leaves are very fragile so you might want to be extra careful with it...” he explains, pointing at the aforementioned plant in one of the books before you. “I would’ve gotten one to show you better, but it cannot ever be moved from its initial spot. Otherwise it can become very violent.”
You hum, watching him as your chin rests on the palm of your hand, your eyes glinting unusually. “You know a lot about plants” you say rather dreamily. You’ve never known that Sirius Black would have a hobby, something he actually cared for and knew lots about. But now that it is happening, it feels strange, a warm feeling going through your body.
Sirius chuckles, and you swear you can see blush creep into his cheeks. “Yeah I- I like plants.. Believe it or not, I lied when I said that I didn’t study for the exam.”
Your eyes widen mockingly, and Sirius nudges your leg when you say, “I would’ve never known! Why would you lie about that!”
Your small, cosy corner turns into your safe place in a matter of seconds. The way you can joke, so relaxed, with Sirius. You’ve judged him wrong. Maybe you seeing him as your inferior was not the best way to treat someone you have never even tried to actually get to know.
After a moment or two of Sirius staring at you adoringly, too lost in your smile and blushy cheeks, he speaks up “Um, I- I suppose that is all you need to know.”
He says, and you think he is about to leave, but he doesn’t. He keeps staring at you, picking at his nails as he looks into your eyes.
“Uh- yeah” you say, dipping your chin in a small nod, still reluctant to leave, so you decide not to be the one who leaves first. You sort of hope that he doesn’t, either.
Your heart grows warm when he actually does not get up to leave, but instead, he moves closer to you, sitting next to you. “I’ve got to admit something” he says urgently, and you hum, causing him to continue. “I’ve had a butterbeer or two before coming here. You may think ‘Ew, Sirius, that’s so gross’” he imitates your voice at the last part, in a high-pitched tone, and you laugh loudly, receiving a wide grin from Sirius. He knows that normally, you would’ve scolded him for making fun of you. “I actually did it because...- We never spend time alone and I figured that this would be the only decent moment to confess this.”
You wait for him to continue, but he doesn’t. Instead, he gulps, licking his now abnormally dry lips, mainly from the anxiety. “Siri?” you ask softly, your hand on his knee, rubbing it lovingly.
“Y-Yeah?” his cheeks turn a bright pink. You’ve never called him that before, not even Sirius, to be honest. Usually, you’d much rather call him ‘idiot’ or ‘dimwit’, but now, something makes you open your heart to him. Maybe this version of him isn’t as bad as the one you’ve imagined and dealt with.
“Oh! Sorry...” he mumbles, placing his hand over yours and giving it a gentle squeeze. “I um- You- I’m attracted to you, Y/n/n. I’ve no idea if that is due to your stupid jokes or the way you always have to be right about everything but- I like you” his brows furrow as if saying these things out loud make him realise, for the first time ever, how helplessly weak in the knees he is for you.
When Sirius’ eyes find yours, he finds a very much shocked Y/n, eyes wide and mouth agape. That’s it, the end of your ‘friendship’, you’ll probably never want to speak to him again—
“Y/n-” “Shut up” you say rather sternly, your hands cupping his hands and smashing your lips into his. You hear Sirius sigh contently mid-kiss, his lips pressing back into yours.
His hands find your waist and yours find his hair, both desperately groping each other, the common room growing hot all of a sudden.
“Wait-” you say breathlessly as you pull away, licking your lips as you attemt to catch your breath. His eyebrows furrow and you give him a small smile, “What if any of the prefects come in here? They can find us and we’ll be in big trouble.”
Sirius’ face softens and a soft smile graces his swollen lips, his grey eyes gazing into yours intensely. “S’that what you’re worried about, sweetness?” your face flushes at the nickname, and Sirius groans when he feels you press your burning face against his neck, hiding from him. “I would do a year’s worth of detention just for five minutes of eating you out.”
“S-Siri-” you stutter when his hands move to pull your underwear to the side, his usually cold fingers rubbing into your sopping folds. “Please” you cry quietly, holding onto his shoulders.
He hums, his fingers finding your entrance and slowly pushing them inside of you, and they slip easily due to your wetness. “I’ve made you a mess, baby?” he teases, but you nod nonetheless, head on his shoulder as you watch his hands work on your cunt, with teary eyes.
“Messy,” your bottom lip wobbles, hating being messy when you feel so vulnerable.
“Yeah, baby” he pumps his fingers forcefully, causing you to jolt from time to time, your cunt way too sensitive from his slow but hard thrusts. “Your cunt’s so messy, my love. All swollen, with your juices dripping onto my trousers.”
One of his fingers inches up to rub at your clit, your hole clenching around his fingers as he does so. “I-It’s so good, Siri” you whimper into his neck, leaving little wet kisses all over his scented skin. “I- Gonna cum soon..” your breathing gets heavier with every pump of his fingers, tears rolling down your cheeks like waterfalls as you try to hold back from cumming yet.
Sirius smirks against your cheek, solely focusing on making you cum before he does, even though you’ve not touched him yet. “Gotta hurry up, yeah? Cum f’me so I can cum for you, puppy. You wanna get my cum?” he taunts, desperate himself, and you nod desperately, panting and writhing on top of him as he keeps your legs secured around his waist.
“C-Cum... Cum now, Siri..” you tell him alarmedly, barely even breathing as you clench around his fingers, moving up and down on them, at the same time as his thrusts, helping you ride out your orgasm.
“Siri!” you yelp as you finally come down from your high, but Sirius keeps thrusting into you, reluctantly pulling his fingers out only to wrap his lips around them, moaning at your taste. “That’s yucky! You can’t-”
“I can’t?” he challenges, an eyebrow raised in question. You gulp slightly, chewing on your bottom lip, “I- Yes you can I’m so sorry-”
He chuckles and you stop talking, looking at him with wide eyes, “S’alright, dovie. I was just teasing.”
Your face softens and you lean back into his warmth, wrapping your arms around his torso as his holds your waist. You hesitate to ask him something you’ve been dying to, but the words leave your mouth before your mind can process it, “Can you please fuck me now?”
Your question is so obscene but you say it so innocently, that it makes his pants tighten around his cock, his pants forming a barrier between his painfully hard cock and your cunt.
“Yeah? You still want that?” he tries to tease you but you can hear the excitement bubbling in his stomach, and his wide grin that gives it away.
“Mhm. Yes, Siri, please. Please give me your cock” you beg pathetically, finally pulling away from him so he is able to see your puppy eyes and pouty lips.
You shudder as Sirius moves violently, trying and pulling on his zipper, one of his hands still holding your thigh so you can’t fall from his lap. “Fucking hell” he murmurs when he finally pushes it all the way down, his cock springing free, touching up to your belly.
“S’so pretty.. your cock” you murmur dreamily and your pointer finger traces the tip gently, leaving him to shudder after every little touch.
“You just have to- put it inside now” his voice is strained, his cock red as your fingers dance across it gently, the little touches making goosebumps arise.
You hum, your hole clenching around positively nothing as you move up on your knees, the tip of Sirius’ cock brushing against your clit. “Oh-” you whimper at the delicious friction, Sirius trying desperately to keep himself from thrusting up into you at once.
“Put it in, or are you that dumb you can’t even do that?” his words are harsh and they bring tears to your eyes, your chin wobbling as you lower yourself down onto his cock, it stretching you out and leaving you gasping as your heart pounds against your ribcage.
Sirius’ mouth falls open as loud moans escape from it, his painted nails digging into your hips as he grounds you, keeping his cock as deep inside of you as it can get. “Fuck, puppy” he moans loudly as he keeps you pressed against his balls, thrusting hard into you, only trying to get much deeper than he already is.
“Siri,” you whine helplessly, overwhelmed with the pleasure he is giving you as your hands grip his biceps.
His balls slap against your hole continuously and you cannot help but clench around him ever since you’ve lowered yourself on his cock. It feels like such a bliss, that you cannot say much, your moans and whines and whimpers being the only sounds you can make.
Sirius refuses to pull out just a bit before he can push in again, and instead, he keeps forcing himself inside of you, your walls fluttering against his rock-hard cock.
His cold fingertips are on your breasts, kneading softly, as he gazes lovingly up at you, his low moans mixing with your desperate gasps, and he feels like he can stay like this forever.
“I like this” you whimper when you feel his hands pulling on your sensitive buds, and squeezing them between his skilled fingers. Sirius’ smirk grows wider, and he feels himself nearing his own end when your hand reaches behind you, softly cradling his balls, soft fingertips grazing his sensitive area.
He can hear your breathing picking up, and his does as well.
“Will you come for me, dolly?” he asks and you nod, eyes teary as he hits just the right spot. “Hey, hey. That’s alright, sweetness. You can cum, I’ve got you.”
Then, with a promise and a few sweet words from the one and only, you tighten around Sirius’ shaft as he keeps thrusting into you at a mind-blowing pace. Sirius pulls you down against his chest rather roughly, his hands wrapping tightly around your back. He reconnects his lips with yours, and he hungrily devours the obscene yet most angelic sounds you’re making.
Before he can feel you relax against him, Sirius spills his cum into you with a loud moan, throwing his head back as your lips find his neck, kissing and sucking and licking every little part of the exposed skin. He keeps thrusting into you a few more times after that, his legs weak, so you decide to help him out and bounce on his cock yourself, feeling another orgasm build up already.
Sirius chuckles breathlessly as he looks back up at you, a wide smile gracing his lips. “Such a good girl, baby. Keep doing that, come on.”
You beam at the praise, leaning down and placing a soft kiss on Sirius’ cheek, that positively warms his heart.
***
“Are you leaving me?” you ask anxiously as your head snaps up from the pillow, your head turning towards Sirius who is standing, a soft smile on his face.
“No- No, sweetheart. I brought you my shirt... I would’ve brought clothes from your dorm but- You wouldn’t have seemed too fond of that either” he chuckles as he reveals your naked form from underneath the covers, helping you put it on before he sets you back on the bed, covering you once again.
After dressing himself as well, Sirius gets down under the covers with you, his chest pressing against your back as his arm wraps around your body from behind.
“Get some rest, honey.”
“But I just wanna talk about this—”
“And we will, yeah? Tomorrow” he assures with a kiss to your shoulder, nosing at your skin. “We’ll have a nice — maybe romantic — date by the lake, just the two of us. And then we can talk how much you want us to.”
Your heart starts beating rapidly when he mentions the word ‘date’. The Sirius Black wants to take you out on a date.
As if reading your thoughts, but really feeling your heartbeat against his hand, Sirius smirks against your shoulder. “Goodnight, doll.”
warnings: mentions of cheating, sub space, overstim, non sexual crying, sub!harry, dom!reader, hand job, dacryphilia, dry humping, ginny slander (only for this fic I love ginny sm!!)
summary: when harry catches ginny cheating on him he goes to his best friend for comfort.
A/N: ummm so yeah lol, there are some parts where my writing is ass but the actual sex part is good.
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Knock knock
The sound of someone knocking on the door of her flat startled Y/n, it's was 10:00pm and Y/n was relaxing on her couch reading, 'who the fuck?' Y/n thought to herself as she reluctantly up from her very comfortable place on her couch to open the door.
"Who is it?" She asked with her hand on the lock, "H-Harry" her best friend answered, Y/n became concerned, his voice was strained as if he had been crying.
She quickly unlocked her front door, and the sight infront of her nearly broke her heart, there Harry's was, eyes red and puffy and with an absolutely broken expression his face, she let him into her flat and as soon at she closed the door Harry lost it.
Hiccups and broken sobs left his mouth, and they only got louder when Y/n pulled him into a hug, he dug his head into her shoulder as he gripped on her jumper.
"Shh, what happened sweetheart? What's got you so upset?" She cooed rubbing his back soothingly, "Ginny" he managed to get out in-between his cries.
"What she do baby?" Y/n asked, breaking their hug then leading him to her couch.
Harry pulled himself together to explain, "I-just got off work and I walk in to her fucking Cormac McLaggen in my bed" he spat bitterly, wiping the tears from his eyes, "And when I confronted her she proceeded to blame me and insult me."
"What the fuck" Y/n sneered, her anger spiking, she never really liked Ginny because of how she treated Harry, she treated him as if he was unimportant and like her life would be better without him.
"And I'm pathetic, I'm a grown man sitting over here crying like a baby over a girl" He groaned running his hands through his hair in frustration.
"A girl who you love Harry, your allowed to be sad and cry, it doesn't make you any less of a man" Y/n reassured rubbing his back.
"Do you want something to drink?" She offered, standing up and going to the kitchen "No thank you, can we do something, like watch a movie?" Harry asked wanting to take his mind off things
"Course we can, what do you wanna watch?"
"I don't know something funny I guess."
"Ok then Romy And Michele's High School Reunion!" She exclaimed sitting back on the couch and grabbing her television remote, "That movie isn't funny" Harry sassed getting comfortable on the couch.
Y/n looked at Harry offended, "You my friend have no sense of humor" she quipped, "You can't talk, you would find a weirdly shaped rock hilarious" Harry chuckled, Y/n smiled glad Harry was feeling good enough to banter with her.
"Shut up" she laughed pushing him playfully, "So what do you wanna watch Mr. Film critic?"
"Romy And Michele's High School Reunion." He teased, satisfied smirk on his face.
"I fuckin hate you" Y/n grumbled turning on the movie.
"Yeah?"
"Yes, and your a big fat dick."
"I have a big fat di-" Harry started but got interrupted by a pillow being chucked at his face.
"Ha ha you're so funny" Y/n deadpanned, "I'm funnier then this movie."
"You know what, shut up."
Harry smirked, "Who do you think you're talking to?" He questioned, with a faux stern look on his face.
"Who else would I b-" Y/n was cut off by her own laughter as Harry attacked her by getting on top of her and tickling her sides.
"H-Harry! S-stop it!' She laughed squirming, trying her best to get him off of her.
"Hmm lemme think" Harry mused,, "Absolutely not" he decided tickling her more.
In a attempt to break free Y/n reached up and tickled his armpit, causing Harry to lose the dominance he had and burst into a fit of giggles.
Y/n took the opportunity to flip him so her was on bottom and she was on top, straddling his chest ,she then grabbed his arms and held them above his head.
"No fair" Harry pouted. "That's too bad" she laughed mocking his pout.
"Thank you" Harry smiled feeling better, "For?"
"Making me laugh."
"That's kind of the bare minimum but I appreciate your thanks" She smiled, releasing his hands and cupping his face.
Harry blushed, "Did you just thank me for thanking you?" Harry laughed, "Yes sir" she answered peppering innocent kisses all over his face, still on top of him, the movie long forgotten.
"How do you do that? Harry pondered sitting up and moving Y/n down so now she was straddling his hips instead of his chest.
"Do what?" She asked cocking her head to the side, "I just caught my girlfriend cheating on me and you managed to make me forget about it" and it was true, he showed up on Y/n's doorstep in hysterics and now he you could barely tell.
"It's just my charm" she winked causing Harry to roll his eyes.
"Anyway, that's one of the things I love about you" he continued, "My charm?" Harry once again rolled his eyes, "No, your ability to make me feel better no matter what."
"Oh, I honestly didn't know I had that power, I just say dumb shit intill you laugh" she said wrapping her arms around his neck.
"No it isn't that, Ron could do that but it wouldn't have the same affect" he mused.
"So it is my charm!" She beamed slightly bouncing, the quiet pleasured moan that left Harry's mouth didn't go unnoticed by her.
"Are you alright?" Y/n asked knowingly, teasing smirk on her face.
"Y-yeah why wouldn't I be?" He questioned trying to play it off, hoping and praying she didn't notice the sound he made.
"Because you just moaned" She said bluntly, looking directly in the eye causing him to squirm under her gaze, his squirming only made his 'problem' worse though.
"Sorry" He mumbled looking down so he wouldn't have to hold eye contact any longer.
"Look at me" the girl softly ordered, grabbing his jaw and lifting it so he was looking at her again.
Harry couldn't breathe, his heart hammered in his chest and his mind raced, he didn't know how the vibe in the room went from playful to intense, but one thing he knew for sure was that he was horny.
"Harry."
"Hm?"
"Kiss me" Y/n commanded, voice barely above a whisper, and almost immediately she felt Harry's soft lips on hers, Harry fucking Potter was kissing her, the boy she had had a crush on since their sixth year was kissing her.
Y/n eagerly kissed back, the kiss started off soft slow and sweet, both of them enjoying this new feeling, Harry had never felt anything like this before, this kiss felt different, better then the ones he and Ginny shared.
the kiss soon started to speed up, Y/n moved her hands up to his hair and gave it a experimental tug, Harry let out a whimper at this causing him to smirk against his lips.
"You like that?" She mumbled, "Yes, fuck" Harry whined gripping her hips tightly.
Harry let out the prettiest moans and they got louder when she started rocking her hips on his, the pleasure he was feeling was becoming too much for him as he drove his hips up into her clothed pussy, the pressure on his aching cock causing him to let out loud moans against her lips.
He pulled away and threw his head back, his beautiful sounds no longer muffled, "Please-fuck need-" Harry started but was cut off by his own whine, "You're so noisy Potter" Y/n giggled, giving his hair another tug.
"Feels so good! Please faster" He cried bucking his hips up , the grip on her hips tightening as she moved faster.
"You want to feel better?" She offered slowing her movements so he can answer, "Y-yes do what you want."
She got off of him he whined at this and led him to her room, once they arrived she layed on her bed this her head against her head board, when Harry started to get on the bed with her she stopped him.
"Nope, strip first" Harry quickly obeyed almost tripping as he tugged of his pants, Y/n took her chance to tease him about this, "Desperate are we?"
Harry nodded, once he was naked he stood there waiting for further instruction, "Come here, lay down with your back to my chest" Y/n said again Harry obeyed quickly.
When he did Y/n attacked his neck in kisses earning breathy moans from Harry as he bucked his hips up into nothing.
"Please touch me I need it" Harry begged taking her hand and leading it where wanted it most, she happily gave him what he wanted, spitting on her hand and pumping his cock, that's when Harry just about lost it.
"Feels so good" he cried fucking his hips into the tight hole she made with her hand, "Yeah? Tell me how much you like it baby" she said, moving her hand faster.
"Love it so- mmhm- much, its so fucking good. M'gonna cum-please let me cum."
"You can cum whenever you want baby" she cooed, going back to kissing his neck, sucking dark purple marks on it.
After a few minutes Harry started bucking his hips up faster chasing is upcoming orgasm, crying out with every thrust and pump of her hand.
"Fuck! Baby M'gonna cum so hard f'you!" Harry whined eyes rolling to the very back of his head, back arching off her chest.
"Come for me angel" and he did screaming her name as he squirmed and lulled his head back.
And Y/n didn't stop there she kept jerking him off at the same fast speed causing Harry to let out loud sobbing moans.
"It's too much! Please more!" Harry babbled, tears now falling from his emerald toned eyes.
"Aww look at you, so pretty like this" Y/n teased, "I fucked you stupid didn't I, don't even know what you want."
Harry whined "Gonna cum again! Please lemme cum, so good!" Harry all but screamed, tucking his head into her neck.
Y/n didn't give him permission she just moved her hand impossibility faster and harder, and Harry responded by cumming for the second time that night.
Y/n helped Harry ride out his orgasm, not stopping her movements intill he was whining in pain.
After he calmed down Y/n grabbed her wand and preformed a cleaning spell, then she pulled the covers over them then cuddling up with the subby man.
Once Harry came down a little he spoke, "Y/n-" she cut him off, "We don't have to talk about it right now."
"Ok" he said tucking his head into her shoulder, getting comfortable.
And that's how they slept, limbs tangled up, high on this new feeling they were experiencing, hopeful for what was next.
Summary: this is a series where both reader and Tom have multiple secrets, and they figure out eachothers secrets in each part. But everything has a price, doesn’t it.
Warnings: none really, Tom being really sad, fluff, mommy kink if you squint.
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You were in your dorm with Tom, studying for O.W.L.S while he sat on the bed watching you, when he called for you.
“ Love?” He said, his voice slightly faltering although you could barely notice.
“ Yes Tom?” You turned around to find him hiding his face, his tie messed up and his robes off.
“ can you come here please?” He said, his voice muffled in the pillow.
“ Take off the pillow first darling, then I’ll come over.” You said, your voice stern.” But-“ he said in an almost childlike voice.” Tom.” You said again, growing more impatient with the boy.
He took off the pillows to reveal a few tears running down his cheeks and a huge frown on his face.” What’s wrong tommy?” You asked coming closer to him.” Do you still love me?” He mumbled, almost a really quiet whisper.” Tom, I need you to speak louder for me please darling.” You said tilting his chin up.
“ Do you still love me mommy?” He says, much louder this time, looking as if he expected you to say no.
“ Of course I do tommy, I’ll always love you, I told you that.” You said hugging him, rubbing his back.
“ I h- had a dream yesterday….” He trailed off, and then started bawling on your shoulder.” Take your time pretty boy, I won’t rush you.” You said, rubbing circles around his back.
“ I had a dream- that you said you didn’t love me anymore and.. you left me for brax.” He sighed, seemingly calming down a little bit.
“ It’s ok tommy I would never do that to you. Whatever you want to do today I’ll do it ok?” You said looking at his with the most adoring eyes.” Can we cuddle?” He asked, his face turning red.
“ Of course tom, come here, I’ll finish studying in a little while.” You said laying on the bed. He came in front of you and lied his head on your chest, holding you extremely close.” I love you pretty boy.” You said but soon noticed he was fast asleep, with a huge smile on his face, and soon after you fell asleep as well.
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