your favourite butch whore

they/she, 25yo nonbinary lesbian. NSFW, check the tags for TWs. respect my boundaries but also treat me like dirt

[topmechokeme]

i try to keep this page free of the horrors but i need you to know that we support Palestine on this blog

(last update - 22.05.26)

hi! i'm an afab genderfluid butch lesbian and this is my cozy nsfw blog. i'm mostly a sub and an occasional dom, those are my fantasies. i'm also a feminist. consent is essential, rape and abuse are inexcusable.

i usually block blank blogs. put at least your age and gender in the bio.

i don't interact with men sexually.

minors are not welcome here.

most of my fantasies involve consensual non-consent and other heavy stuff; sometimes i use the word 'rape' in them. all cnc is tagged # tw cnc and all posts mentioning rape are tagged # TW RAPE; please blacklist any or both of these if you wanna follow but don't wanna see content like that.

i try to tag responsibly, so please feel free to blacklist any other tags you would like to avoid as well<3

when i use 'cnc', i don't always mean scenarios that i actually wanna play out with a consenting partner and a safeword; sometimes it just means that this is a fucked up fantasy entirely controlled by me and involving only the stuff i want it to involve unlike actual rape. this is the reason my fantasies are often unrealistic - they're supposed to be.

when i say 'cock' i mean both straps and girl penises.

most of my kinks (as well as most of the tags i use here<3):

being praised;

# humiliation, degradation, being laughed at;

consensual non-consent (# tw cnc), rapeplay (# TW RAPE), free use, # public use, # somno;

# dumbification;

# orgasm denial, # edging;

# breeding kink (including being made pregnant, tho pregnancy itself is not a kink of mine);

puppy play (and other # pet play), # shock collars, being called a bitch in heat;

# hucow, # lactation, being milked, being cattle, excessive attention to my boobs;

# objectification, being treated like a literal sex doll, being referred to as 'it';

# religion kink, # corruption

# filming kink: sex tapes, being photographed, being livestreamed;

anal sex (especially when it's uncomfortable, but without any damage);

being called names! this is so important that i'm making this a separate point. i'm into being called cute names while being praised but also into all insults that are slut-shaming, objectificating, making fun of my intelligence (please!!!) when i'm in a mood for degradation.

also # duct tape has a special place in my heart<3

other tags to watch out for: # dark kink (implied/referenced significant harm or death), # violence (any hitting or actions that will result in injuries; a lot of heavier things will go there, spanking will not), # piss, # drugged (for alcohol and drugs), # kidnapped, #knife play, # gun play, # breath play

my original textposts are tagged # textpost

i'm NOT INTO misogyny, homophobia, transphobia or fatphobia kinkwise, those are strong turn-offs. i also don't like being called 'princess' or 'bimbo', injuries, body modification, chastity belts, ruined orgasms, incest, being called ugly, vomit, scat, blood, MEN (in sexual situations). i'm also not into calling my partners masculine titles (other than sir. sometimes). and for god's sake no minors or actual animals in sexual situations.

i'm fine with men enjoying my content but don't fucking interact with me sexually. i'm also usually uncomfortable with cisgender heterosexual dominant men because i don't feel like i can trust them to respect my boundaries (this opinion is based on my experience with the blog).

i love getting asks from women/nb people! (i appreciate it when you make your gender known!!) please send:

praise!! i love being praised and feel cute and loved and wanted!!

degrading messages!! call me names and tell me how pathetic i am!! short messages like 'hey cunt' are also very much appreciated<3

your fantasies!! just whatever you wanna do with me!!

encouragement!! i love humping and edging and getting dumb for strangers and i need some 'don't you dare cum' messages and attention in general to keep it up!

stuff to make me dumber!! mantras and some gentle gaslighting and other fun stuff!

permission to cum when i ask for it<3 (i usually type out if i really want to cum or be denied in the brackets, do NOT disrespect the notes in the brackets)

just nice messages or questions from anyone!!

AFTERCARE: please send me something like 'drink some water and have a snack sweetie' after i cum or ask for aftercare. doesn't matter how small it is, just please show me you care and i'm safe

taken anons (i'm gonna update the list every time i remember a new one): 🍂, water, ☀️, 🐙, 👠

please don't send your pics without asking first and don't ask me for pics, it makes me really uncomfortable.

please DNI if:

you are a minor (PLEASE put your age in your bio/pinned). i get wanting to explore your sexuality, but this is a really bad place to do it if you're not 18 yet;

you have a misogyny/transphobia/misgendering/orientation play/corrective rape kink, any kink centered around cis gender roles (butch patriarchy is on thin ice but seems okay so far);

if you have any kind of food- or weight- related kink or spread content shaming people for their eating habits or body shapes;

you are a misogynistic (INCLUDING transmisogyny), homophobic, transphobic, racist, ableist, fatphobic or any other type of asshole.

also please don't make me uncomfortable by adding any of my turn-offs to your messages or reblogs of my stuff, that won't be nice and i'll probably block you.

[topmechokeme]

cute things to use on your sub when you're feeling romantic💞

a heavy paddle with 'i love you <3' carved out on it

heart-shaped doggy treats (plain or laced depending on your mood)

a pretty collar with 'favourite fuckhole' written on it in shiny letters (the collar itself specially constructed to make choking easier)

a lesbian post

[cnc-pet]

I found the remote to change my lamp’s color. Is this anything?

[pokeballvictimized]

I wanna be tied up and at the mercy of a woman who feels like experimenting till she finds the fastest way to make me beg her to rape me

[pokeballvictimized]

...anyone need my home address?

[mama-waterlily]

fuck the mouth that bites you

[topmechokeme]

i need to rub the tip of my cock against a girl's hole. i need to spread the slick and the wetness all over it. i need to make her whine.

and then i need to slide all the way into her throat.

a lesbian post (strap & girlcock friendly)

[topmechokeme]

the world felt a little fuzzy at the edges by the time you finally came. i think that maybe you noticed my state and decided to go straight for my body as a way of taking pity on me.

i had a night shift at work the previous night and instead of brushing my teeth and getting to bed i went to the store to buy supplies. to two different stores. so not only could i prepare you breakfast, but there were also fresh rope and duct tape rolls waiting for you. you probably didn't need any and just wanted to see the effort from me. i put them in a neat little pile on the coffee table.

i couldn't help but moan at the wet drag of your cock as you pulled a little back and then slid all the way back in. my hands gripped the carpet in desperate hope for stability. my whole body trembled from exhaustion and each thrust made me feel lighter as if i was high.

i felt you shift behind me, and then a wet kiss was pressed between my shoulder blades.

"my good little pet."

your voice sounded a little out of breath. then i felt the second kiss, to the back of my shoulder.

"my beautiful helpful fleshlight."

then there suddenly was weight where the first kiss had landed and my face was on the floor, the carpet rough against my cheek. your hips stilled as you yanked my arms back and then i heard the sharp ripping of tape. the duct tape snaked around my wrists, securing them behind my back.

"we're gonna play a game, you and i."

i whined before i could stop myself. thankfully, you clearly decided to ignore it.

"you're gonna say: «i won't cum from this, i can control myself». you're gonna repeat that, hmm... let's say, 20 times. and if you manage to be truthful and do that without cumming, you'll get a reward."

this time i whined more desperately - pathetically, even, because i knew what you were doing. i haven't cum in two weeks. while there was hope for me, the chance of me getting that reward was extremely slim.

"you'll also count after each time so i can be sure you're not cheating."

i was breathing deeply, with intention, into the rug, trying to hold myself together. a sharp slap landed on my ass.

"do you understand?"

i nodded frantically, my forehead rubbing into the rough fibers. another slap cracked against my skin like a whip, in the exact same spot.

"speak."

"yes!.. yes, i understand, please..." - my voice trembled as if threatening to break into a cry.

i heard myself let out a choked little sound when you suddenly started moving again. in and out, slick and warm and full, i could feel myself shake around you, and you were moving faster, so much faster...

a fist closed in my hair and pulled roughly.

"did you decide to not play the game, pet?" - the dark, venomous satisfaction dripped from your voice as i moaned helplessly, my remaining self-control slipping away.

"i... i... i-i won't cum from this, i can control myself..."

teeth closed on my shoulder, the new pain striking through my body like an electrical shock.

"one!.."

you hummed in appreciation around a mouthful of my shoulder. i could feel your saliva escaping the corners of your mouth, dripping onto me, the cock keeping up the slippery slide in and out, that one sensitive spot inside so sore from the abuse but still feeling good, always feeling good when it gets touched...

you released my shoulder and pulled back a little. then you slapped my exposed cheek, while your other hand stayed in my hair.

"keep going, little fleshlight."

the world genuinely felt like it was floating. or maybe i was floating. it felt like i was acting mostly out of muscle memory and somehow my muscle memory defied the lack of gravity.

"i won't cum from this... i can control myself..."

your free hand snaked under me and found my stomach. then my desperately dripping pussy.

"t-two..."

you started rubbing my pussy and cried out. judging by your chuckling, i started shaking under you.

"such a desperate little mutt."

i could feel the pressure building inside, each thrust compressing it further, each circle rubbed removing more safety mechanisms.

"with a fuckable little lying mouth."

i cried, and i shook violently as if i was a bull that you were riding, and i clenched so hard around you, and it felt so good, wave after wave of pleasure drowning me until i was barely conscious.

distantly, i could hear your laugh.

"it's cute how you think you're so strong and capable when literally all you need in life is my cock. and no potential benefit can sway you." - you rolled your hips again, thrusting and getting another broken moan out of me. - "this cock's your reward for being so pathetic, puppy."

a lesbian post

[topmechokeme]

okay so im gonna brush my teeth. and then im gonna try to finish a textpost i started writing days ago. wish me luck beautiful people

[femmetragedyke]

reblog to tug them 😵‍💫

men dni i'm a dyke

[nyanbinary-perineum]

Pointing at you and asking "Anyone mind if I cum in that unprotected?" and not waiting on an answer

[thedeadlysins00-deactivated2024]

Reblog if all your dignity and self respect disappears when your pussy gets wet.

[topmechokeme]

wow your last text post....

would love to set up a camera and film it all. filming you getting wetter and wetter and so far gone. then just slipping my cock inside pushing you further and further.

want to choose when you breathe and don't breathe :3 what a cute and pliable puppy

-🍂

thank you thank you thank you!!💕 im so happy you liked it!!!💕

i would love to feel your cock inside right now, it would feel so good, so full, so complete..... with every thrust my head would just get quieter and quieter, focused only on you, on your cock, on how good its slide feels........ even without your hand on my throat i would be completely under your control, so focused, so happy to be in your grasp....

please squeeze my throat and deny me air, please show me how powerful you are, please make me beg and show me how i don't control anything, how you will let me breathe when you want, please, i need it so bad, please please please........

[magicdoll]

lesbian anal 🥰

[topmechokeme]

you people better give my last textpost attention!!!!

[topmechokeme]

"pants off."

i knew that voice. it was nothing like the voice you used as we were struggling to find our way to the inn, or the one you used while talking to the hostess. not the voice you used when asking me to make you a coffee in the morning.

this was the voice you used right before my windpipe got crushed.

i started fumbling with my belt as soon as my brain properly registered your words, the slide of leather and the metallic clang on the buckle intrusively loud in the quiet room. i couldn't help but think about how masculine those sounds were, how stereotypically domineering. that was very ironic.

"underwear, too."

i was pretty sure you'd demand that as well but i knew better than to act without your instruction. you've taught me better.

once i was done, a hand snaked around my hip and landed between my legs. the fingers sliding into me and spreading, the gesture feeling posessive, assessing, as if your hand was checking the condition of your trusted possession. the wet sounds were obscene and loud in the room.

your other hand found my neck but didn't squeeze, just held my throat steadily, making sure i knew how much it too was your possession. your lips touched my shoulder with contrasting gentleness.

"are you gonna be good for me?"

i swallowed.

"yes."

you brought your fingers together and dove them deeper into my pussy.

"are you gonna be a good little hole?"

i whimpered, my eyes half-closing involuntarily. then i cried out as teeth sunk into my shoulder.

"are you?" - your voice sounded more amused than angry.

"y-yes..."

you petted my throat, the gensture gentle, as if you were petting a small fragile animal. i relaxed into your chest. your hand moved from my throat to my hair and kept petting.

"my good pet."

you kissed my shoulder again, your other hand now rubbing the wet of my vulva slowly.

"my good, good dog."

"yes." - my voice sounded weak, strained from how much i was hanging onto your words, how much i needed them.

your breath tickled my neck.

"my pathetic little bitch."

your words were followed by the flat of your tongue sliding up my neck, up to the ear. your fingers entered me again.

"you'd be so broken without me."

the hand on the top of my head gripped my hair, your other hand starting to slide in and out of me, seemingly matching the rhythm of your breath against my skin. i whined, trembling in your grasp with nowhere to go.

"wouldn't know what to do. would be so overwhelmed by the big scary world. but i got you."

your fingers found the good spot inside effortlessly, making the waves of pleasure higher. i knew i would drown under them with no air to breathe soon enough. your other hand held my hair tightly.

"i'll always remind you what you're for. i'll always quiet the noise. i'll make sure every room you enter into sees you as exactly what you are - a needy, whiny slut."

my vision blurred with both the pleasure and the tears. my head felt completely empty, just an empty space, and every sound from outside just echoed in instead of being registered.

"it doesn't matter what they think, puppy, i'm here. i'm here to take care of you. you need me."

i cried out, tears flowing freely as my hips shook with how close i was.

"say it."

"i need you."

you pulled my hair roughly, shaking my entire body.

"say it again."

"i need you!.."

the hand left my hair and closed around my throat, squeezing.

"again!"

"i-i.."

my voice was barely there, all air choked out of it. my vision was nothing but a blur as i tried to push the words through.

"i..."

the orgasm swallowed me in the middle of my struggle, making me shake and twist further into your grasp, the blur of my vision going white and then darkening into twilight. you did not let go.

"that's right, my puppy."

a lesbian post

[topmechokeme]

tw uhhhh mentions of imaginary wounds? murder fantasies? dark kink be warned

also this is sapphic!!

the days you borrowed me always had my hands shaking a little. but not with fear, exactly. something more like the anticipation of the blood drawing needle.

i always came to your place several hours in advance so i could prepare everything. i never fooled myself by believing the thought that me having the key and basically unrestricted access to your real home meant i had any real power. even if i could force myself to step out of line and do with the key something that you wouldn't like, i knew you would break me. wouldn't matter if i ran, wouldn't matter if i hid - you would soon find me. or, more likely, i would find myself - on my knees in front of you, taking what i deserved.

sometimes i thought about it and decided that you didn't want that to happen. that would be the only explanation why it hasn't, yet.

the click of the doorlock opening has echoed through the apartment earlier than expected.

"fuck."

all i had time to do was finish neatly placing the food on the coffee table before i collapsed to my knees and crawled into the hallway.

"hi, puppy."

i hesitantly looked up, meeting your satisfied smirk.

"was so eager to greet me you didn't have even bother with knee-pads?"

the knee-pads were in the other room. out of reach. and i was out of time. but i knew that you knew that.

you squated in front of me, cupping my chin with your fingers.

"i want you to speak freely tonight."

i swallowed nervously, both eager and apprehensive. apprehensive because i knew that meant you would hurt me. eager because i was so happy i didn't care about your real reasons.

"so what? did you leave knee-pads on purpose? did you wanna be extra good tonight?"

"n-no, but..."

"oh? you don't wanna be good for me?" - your face twisted into expression of mock hurt as your fingers tightened on my chin. - "have i trained you badly?"

"no! i wanna! i just didn't have time to put the pads on."

you sigh. "i guess i can't fault you. dogs don't have a very good grasp on the concept of time."

a small closed-mouthed whine escaped me at that. and then you grabbed my short hair and stood back up, pulling my face to your groin. i couldn't hold back a deep shameless inhale and you started rubbing on my face.

you chuckled. "this, you have a pretty good grasp on."

my hands found their way up to the button and the fly of your pants and fumbled through opening them, and then i was mouthing on your underwear, salt and cotton feeling familiar on my tongue, making the constant buzz in my head quieter.

"you love this. all that effort to build a life outside those doors but you love this more than anything else."

i moaned into you, squeezing my eyes shut in shame. you were right. you were always right.

you pulled my head away with the hand that never eased its grip on my hair. "i hope you found time to make food in between humping everything that smelled like me."

"y-yes." i was pretty sure i sounded as dazed as i felt.

i followed you into the living room on all fours, the skin of my knees getting warmer and redder. looking at it made me think of my face, sex-drunk and red from all the merciless slapping, my own eyes watching my from the mirror as you fucked me and held my face up. i suddenly felt lightheaded and out of balance despite sitting on the floor.

"don't just sit around, entertain me." - you nodded towards the small sex toy setup in the corner if the room. it mostly consisted of an elevated seat and a dildo attached to it. i crawled up to it.

riding a cock got pretty easy for me pretty fast. the mindfully trained muscles didn't need many hours to get used to being used like that. i was pretty sure my body has decided that fucking myself was its new main purpose because whenever i went to the gym it inevitably got hungry for it, like i was teasing it.

there was lube nearby and i poured a lot because i needed that slide, i needed it faster, i needed it to match my rapid heartbeat, i needed...

cold silicone touched my lips. i sucked it into my mouth without thinking.

"you're the cutest when you don't think."

how did you know? how did you know i didn't? how did you know i never did when you used me?

"i want to fucking break you so you never think again."

i moan around the smooth cool cock in my mouth. you slowly slide it deeper, chocking me.

"maybe the lack of oxygen would do the trick." - you held my head to your groin, your smell making me dizzy, dizzier, your cock filling me whole, filling me everywhere.

"maybe i should just keep you there until you don't remember a thing. maybe i should fucking kill you on my cock."

i sobbed, my cheeks wet, my riding slowing down as the lightheadedness started taking over. you pulled out and slapped my wet cheek.

"that would be too quick. not fun. i will fuck your girlfriend to death first."

more tears, though my head was ringing with crisp silence like a completely empty room.

"she would love that. you would love that. and once i'm done with her i'll move on to fuck you right next to her."

i rode the dildo fast, out of breath, crying and moaning.

"your cunt will weep like a fucking wound. it always does. maybe i should also give you some actual wounds to see where you're wetter."

i breathed fast and felt like i was going to pass out. you grabbed me by the hair again and squeezed my neck with your other hand, cutting off oxygen.

"cum if you want that. cum if you want me to see that. cum if that's what you need, baby."

i would've screamed as i came if i had any air left.

a lesbian post

[topmechokeme]

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