toriandbooks

they/them | probably crying about helnik or everlark | 25✨

[ultravioletness]

I’ve been making gay knights (and ladies) collages on my phone at work

(Part two)

[apparencies]

15/1/23 • somehow Sundays have turned into my most productive and structured day of the week and I kind of love it

[caramelcuppaccino]

08.01.2023 • sunday

spent the day writing my reports. i was studying in my dorm but then my friend invited me to her place so we spent hours together baking, studying, talking and just chilling. it was very nice<3. she gave me my new year’s gift and i gave her hers!!

p.s. i’m really loving this doodling on the pics thing, can you tell?

[yugh0st]

you always make an effort when posting, these photos are so pretty

[un-----made-deactivated20240219]

slow mornings

[toriandbooks]

“Is this how it is?

Is this how it's always been?

To exist in the face of suffering and death

And somehow still keep singing?”

- Free by Florence + The Machine

[toriandbooks]

if I have to put energy into one more thing, I will explode. I don’t have anything else to give

[toriandbooks]

I am trying more than I’ve ever tried. and yet I feel so lost. there was a time when the road stretched clearly out in front me and now, somewhere along the way I’ve stumbled off it. but there is nothing behind me, nothing ahead. just this moment. just the aimless wandering. I suppose someone wants me to call it life and continue living it.

[optimistic-nihilist]

[toriandbooks]

it would all make more sense with swords and wars and blood, but I’m just person trying to survive my mind. so i’ll read about the places I long for and experience them only in thought.

[toriandbooks]

I want to love well and be loved well and I think that might be enough.

[odenadnihilum-deactivated202303]

to find a love,

a love that had no means and no end,

a love that just exists

[toriandbooks]

I want to love well and be loved well and I think that might be enough.

[toriandbooks]

“ But many of us seek community solely to escape the fear of being alone. Knowing how to be solitary is central to the art of loving. When we can be alone, we can be with others without using them as a means of escape.” -All About Love by Bell Hooks

[toriandbooks]

I will continue to fail. I will call it life. and I will be okay.

[toriandbooks]

“ But many of us seek community solely to escape the fear of being alone. Knowing how to be solitary is central to the art of loving. When we can be alone, we can be with others without using them as a means of escape.” -All About Love by Bell Hooks

[toriandbooks]

“Is this how it is?

Is this how it's always been?

To exist in the face of suffering and death

And somehow still keep singing?”

- Free by Florence + The Machine

[imoontreesi-deactivated20240121]

“Stay with me?”

“Always.”

AND FOR FUCKS SAKE I AM CRYING AGAIN!!!