Torpe-Does: No Ordinary Guy

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Last post.

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Di pa ready.

Hindi pa raw siya ready pero open naman sa pagiging friends.

Diba ito yung humblest way na sabihing hindi ka nya type?

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Busted.

Di pa nanliligaw busted na.

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how do you know if you're in love???

I honestly asked my friend this same question just hours ago as I was clueless myself but thinking about it now I think it’s when for the first time after what seemed like a dreadful year (or life), you look forward to waking every morning knowing he (let’s use he as it’s me talking) will be there for you. I think it’s just plain seeing him and being happy that’s he’s around. It’s being happy just by hearing his voice. No matter how bad your day is, one message from him would make your entire day. It’s when he makes you want to write long letters and huge poems. It’s not all about “lust”- it’s more of the intimate relationship you have together. It’s when the simplest of things count. It’s when you start to mature and start to plan something with him for the future. It’s when he makes you want to start fixing your life. It’s when he’s always in your head 3 pm or 3 am. It’s when you can’t stop talking or thinking about him. It’s when you just really always miss him even if he’s right beside you. It’s the “I used to like green eyes but now blue eyes are my favorite”. It’s when all love and cheesy stuff just apply for him. It’s when you begin to see nothing but him and you value him like you value yourself. It’s not the “heart pounding, hands sweating” feeling but more of the “I feel home” feeling. It’s more of like talking to yourself- being yourself with someone without worries. It’s when you begin to really trust him with everything and that includes your happiness. It’s when he’s your happiness. It’s when subconsciously you change for the better. It’s when you once again start opening up after a long time. It’s when you are denying it at most cause you are afraid of how strong you feel and last I think while you’re reading this- there’s someone in your head right now and you’re just contemplating whether you’re in love with him or not but hey the fact that he or she is the person (out of billions of people) in your mind while you read this must say a lot.

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What do you do when you lose this kind of love?

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I broke up with the person I was thinking of while writing this because that’s what you do when you lose this kind of love- you let go and you move on.

You don’t cling onto the person because “two and a half years has been a long time and it’s a waste to end it here”. You end it because you’ve had enough thinking twice whether the person is still worth staying with or not. You let go because you find yourself looking back, comparing and missing the old times than cherishing the present. You let go because you have to stop defending that person and start facing the truth that things have changed. You let go because you let go of anything that upsets you whether it be work, hobby or a person.

And you let go because you have to stop being selfish. There is someone out there wanting to love the person you’re holding onto and they deserve to feel this genuine love from someone and not a pity love from you.

When you lose this kind of love, you move on. You do it because it’s the best choice for you. You move on because you’ve been hurt enough and it’s time to be happy. You move on because you don’t deserve to doubt the love that someone gives you. You move on and whenever you crumble, remind yourself on why you left in the first place.

And you move forward because you won’t find the right person for you while you’re holding onto the wrong one.

[erentheghost]

This is the realest advice I could have ever read, and everyone deserves to read this.

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[nevver]

Ella Frances Sanders

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― Before We Go (2014) Nick: If you’re committed to somebody, you don’t allow yourself to find perfection in someone else.

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― Before We Go (2014) Harry: There is no perfect. There will always be struggle. You just have to pick who you want to struggle with.

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❤️

[nevver]

Everyone, Grace Miceli (@artbabygirl)

[torpe-does]

I miss you so bad!

Alam mo kung kung ano yung masakit?

Yung miss mo na every inch of her pero hindi mo siya ichachat kasi alam mong it's the best of you both.

Nagkakasakitan na kasi tayo kaya mas maige na ganitong set up na lang. Wala eh. Wala akong kwenta.

I'm sorry. Aalagaan ko si Zeeia sana alagaan mo si Elijah.

I'm sorry.

I miss you.

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hello kamusta ka na? hindi ka na nagttumblr kasi masaya ka na ata haha

Sino ka

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Hi!

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hanggang ngayon umaasa ka pa din. Hays. Talaga nga namang pinapangatawanan mo yang url mo :(

I cri

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[photography-cnl]

Magical Starry Night Photography By Joni Niemelä 

Joni Niemelä is an expert photographer with a passion for capturing incredible images of the sky. His photography focuses on his motherland, Finland, his prime inspiration. The featured series is titled Night Sky and exhibits stunning star-studded sky images shot between the years 2011 and 2015. The photographer has captured the enchanting nocturnal landscapes filled with forests, snow capped hills and isolated huts under the night sky.

The images give prominence to the surreal elements within the scene instead of focusing on establishing the realistic landscape. Obscuring the bright colors found in nature and bringing out the darkness of the scene with colors to compliment the dancing constellations overhead creates a soothing atmosphere.

Joni Niemelä traps the silent beauty of the night that appears when the activity of the day subsides. His vision sees Finland from the eyes of the native in love with his country, and his lens executes the effortless imagery of his series Night Sky.

[kyarychan]

Submission from raysus :

Kyary’ performance of “No No No” at her Japan Hall Tour “Crazy Party Night 2015”