Tortured Mutt

Vent side blog WIP

[theplant-system]

I'm not a therian but pls reblog or something if youre an adult therian. I need to find more nonhuman blogs, a lot of people on here who identify as animals are children.

[torturedmutt]

I love noticing auditory shit happening again…

I just had a tic for the first time in a while so hopefully it isn’t coming back…

But then again, I’ll take 2016 me all over again if it means not having to feel time slipping away, not gonna lie…

[asp3n-for3st]

I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross I’m so gross

I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting I’m disgusting

[nikk0fish]

When I become so invested in cvtting that n0t €ating becomes eaz

[torturedmutt]

I feel so fucking miserable at this point.

I just want to sleep and not have to be so awake all the time.

In fact, I’m getting sick and tired of waking reality and starting to struggle with whether it’s real or not again. Day by day, it’s slipping yet again.

But honestly, I’m okay with that. If none of this is actually truly real, and I am indeed just a walking something… then this “body” is just malleable, my mind an enigmatic liminality, and my soul devoid of real physical or material existence.

I act like I have it all together, but I’m just genuinely losing my grip more and more every single day. And I’d rather hold on to what little autonomy I have left for this self-perceived lie that is “being human” or a “consciously existing being”.

[pleasehurtm3]

I NEED SOMEONE TO CUT ME UNTIL IM SHAKING AND KEEP GOING!!!!!

[s1lver-l1nes]

Me rn.....

[k4sp3r-101-idk]

"Im getting better!!" I say as I open Tumblr.

[joeyclaire]

YOU MAKE ME DELIRIOUS!

[basil-kat]

No place left for freaks like me

[naj-necrofreak]

Sex with a dead body? Call that sexual intercorpse..... hahahahahhah, get it?

[princefable]

never treat them how they treated you

[betweenmee]

maybe in another universe life wasn’t so bad

[osazaisbloodstainedbandages]

i cannot fucking do this anymore

[aropride]

it's so Weird how ppl STILL make fun of the idea of alcohol-free queer spaces just because an asexual teenager suggested it in 2015. it was odd then and it's odd now. Why are you mad at the idea of a coffee shop for queer people. don't answer that i do not gaf

[coconutcows]

I work at a cafe that is overtly queer friendly and it is the most amazing place. Before I started the owners hosted a drag brunch. After I started they hosted a queer prom. My boss wants to host another drag Tea for Halloween. There’s a little dish of pronoun buttons on the counter where you pay that are free to take, my boss makes them herself.

So what I’m saying is that asexual teenager in 2015 was 100% right about queer friendly alcohol free spaces

[blurrysystem21-deactivated20260]

I HATE BEING A SYSTEM I DO NOT KNOW WHO THE FUCK I AM!!!!!!!!!!

[f4dingf4st-deactivated20260210]

I want to be drunk, this fucking sucks. Its so hard to be optimistic and feel good about being sober when drinking was the only thing keeping me from seriously considering killing myself every night.