gods girl

[academic-vampire]

A crucial part of the bookstore experience is saying hi to all the books you’ve already read

[boxheadpaint]

And like who the fuck is this guy [gestures to reflection in mirror alone in bathroom

[abernathyvalois]

i love reading very very late at night because that’s when the lines between reality and fiction blur and everything becomes a fever dream and you can properly disappear into the pages

[coffeeandthoughtspoetry]

― Anaïs Nin, The early diary of Anaïs Nin

[rothko]

its so fucked up how difficult it is to move to another country you shouldn’t need a reason or anything you should be able to show up at the border and be like “the vibes were off back home” and they should let you in

[pr0ceeding]

Mary Oliver, from “Porcupine” in Devotions: Selected Poem.

[netals]

Ritual ‘式日’ 2000, dir. Hideaki Anno

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Gustave Flaubert, from a letter to Louise Colet (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

[moldavite]

hopefully i'll get to do something other than endure soon. that would be really nice

[perriaeyjeve]

[stuckinapril]

just a young woman who’s experiencing & experiencing & experiencing

[omgitscass]

[petaltexturedskies]

Clarice Lispector, Água Viva

[ceruleanheaven]

honestly given my parents whole [gestures vaguely] i am actually incredibly well adjusted

[butch--dan]

once these 15 million different stressful situations resolve themselves I’m gonna be so normal again. I can be normal and not exhausted

[torturedpoetsdcpartment]

sometimes i wonder if i’ll ever get better—if i’ll ever reach a place that feels like genuine happiness instead of merely surviving from one day to the next. i don’t know why true contentment seems so out of reach for me. and i can’t help but wonder if this is all life will ever be: surviving it, rather than truly living it.

[assiraphales]

I kind of miss the impulsivity that certain spaces used to allow. oh you want a hair cut today? hairdresser in the corner can fit you in before her 2 o’clock. tattoo of a cobra… sure leg or arm? even concerts, back when you could go to the box office thirty mins before any show. not saying these things don’t exist at all, but everything feels booked five months in advance and 10x more expensive