i'm not a violent dog...i don't know why i bite

| Amanda aka Almond | They/them | 1997 | Swedish | Vegan | Aroace | Scorpio | Fool | Colour blog: Supernaturaldirewolf

[the-bedheaded-league]

Reading old detective stories is so funny bc like. Murder used to be so fucking easy. I’m reading a Poirot mystery and the murderer just popped down to the chemist and bought a bottle of strychnine. And they were wearing a fake beard so nobody knows who it was. No prescription, no ID, just waltzed in to the shops and bought a bottle of one of the deadliest poisons known to man. Sure, why not.

[the-bedheaded-league]

Me in the 21st century: has to jump through a million hoops every single fucking month to get the FDA approved medication that my doctor prescribed to me that is completely safe for me to take because SOME people take this medication even though they don’t need it and they get addicted to it

Joe Murderer back in 1925: Hey I’m running out to the shops to buy some arsenic, anyone want some morphine while I’m out?

[loveserum-deactivated20191021]

life is too hard. it’s too hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i would like to be a cloud. 

[theoptia]

Aimé Césaire, from “Lagoonal Calender”; tr. by Clayton Eshleman and Annette J. Smith

Text ID: I inhabit a sacred wound

[maybeshehasbpd]

it gets worse before it gets way worse

[pomegranateteeth]

The e in email stands for evil mail

[ewaneneollav]

a child who is persistently alone & does not want to be alone does not learn that they on occasion have time to themselves during which they can do whatever they want, they learn that occasionally they will have time to themselves throughout which they will do nothing except exactly what they do not want to do - something that is synonymous with that duration of time. if they were being made to do some or other unpleasant thing, like hold their hand on a hot stove, that would not be synonymous with the duration of time, it would be something occupying that duration of time. when they are made ito be alone, the fact that they are alive & conscious is felt as a profound lack rather than the fundamental opportunity atop which all other opportunities are built, & the passage of time becomes something to be endured because it continually implies their continued existence & awareness. life for them then becomes organized not around exploration nor seeking enjoyment or fulfillment, but around strategies for continually enduring the fact that they exist

[takethemonetandletsgogh]

Czesław Miłosz, “Notes”

[storm-of-feathers]

tumblr is great bc its like a diary where I can take other peoples diary entries and glue them into my own diary

[petaltexturedskies]

John Steinbeck, Journal of a Novel: The East of Eden Letters

[playwrongs]

remarkable. all these holes look just like my grave

[probuccalfat]

i’ve been feeling like a loser because well i’ve been engaging in loser behaviour and activities like not looking after myself

[acknowledgetheabsurd]

[moldavite]

hopefully i'll get to do something other than endure soon. that would be really nice

[kosmogrl]

they should invent a yourself you can forgive

[klapollo]

i actually think it's scary that we seem to be forgetting what regular human beings look like and that in some cases it's being deliberately accelerated by incels and their esoteric mythology of appearance now that they have the cultural microphone. it's scary that i can watch a movie from like 1991 and be like "oh if this woman was cast as a leading lady today it'd be a culture war outrage session about ugly women being shoved in our faces"

[glowcowboy]

i wasn’t supposed to be a person i should be a well-loved mug or a worn paperback book or a favorite hoodie or a keychain plushie or something

[d1gital-star]

pulling my tamagotchi out of my pocket in the same way a distinguished old man would check his pocket watch