i am not willing to waste my energy fighting for a friendship only i miss.

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@tote-traeumerin
i am not willing to waste my energy fighting for a friendship only i miss.
I hoped I could outrun my demons.
but they are in the air i breathe.
surrounding me every step i take.
tugging at my clothes.
clinging to my skin.
filling my lungs.
suffocating my soul.
- there's no point in running.
The days are just passing by.
I'm withering away.
This cannot be it.
There HAS to be more.
“are you ok?” no but I’m funny
Even though I am a mess
You never treated me like I needed fixing.
One of the many reasons
why I love you so much. ♡
I'm sorry for all the times my mental health made me a bad friend.
and a bad partner
you used to pick me up
then break me down,
tear me to pieces
then fit them back together.
you spread my insides on the floor
admiring all the broken edges,
then found your joy
in fixing the mess you made.
you liked the process
not the end product,
healing then shattering
again and again and again.
You did it so often
I'm certain
I was
your favourite puzzle.
I hoped I could outrun my demons.
But they are in the air I breathe
Surrounding me every step I take
Tugging at my clothes
Clinging to my skin
Filling my lungs
Suffocating my soul.
It's pointless to run.
ⓘ This user is tired.
„I'm not crying because of you; you're not worth it. I'm crying because my delusion of who you were was shattered by the truth of who you are.“ - Steve Maraboli
“Manche Erinnerungen hören nicht auf weh zu tun, egal wie viel Zeit vergangen ist.”
– Seelentrauer on Instagram
&´ was, wenn ich das alles nicht schaffe?
- wartenichtfuerimmer
Nothing feels better than coming to terms with something that made you feel horrible for months or even years.
I made plans for the future, hoping they would save me from the past.
my parents' friend is the reason I hate my own body
I was 13 the summer
he told me that, damn, my thighs had grown a lot
- I looked at them with disgust.
my friends are the reason I hate my own body
for years
I felt like I was too much because they were so little
- I looked up to them.
my sister is the reason I hate my own body
over and over again
she told me that I should lose some weight
- I look nothing like her.
my mother is the reason I hate my own body
for as long as I can remember
she talked about how much she hated her own belly
- mine looks just like hers.
my boyfriend is the reason I accept my own body
every single day
he makes me feel beautiful and loved
- the way I look is fine.
I LOVE how healthy our love is.