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she / they, 22, slight NSFW

[totem-skz]

seeing michael behind the scenes makes me want him so much more

[capricornluna-deactivated201810]

this blog hates donald trump

[bloodyrib]

🤍☁️ he looks so soft here ☁️🤍

[bctmanstan]

God please take away all of the Menendez brothers’ pain and give it to Ryan Murphy

[totem-skz]

i cannot explain how upset i get when i remember i cannot have this man’s dick down my throat.

life just isn’t fair

[joelsgeetar]

I’m probably gonna end up embarrassing myself saying this but maybe someone else out there does the same thing..

Do any of y’all pretend your comfort character is watching you/with you when in public? I don’t do it on purpose. My mind just instantly goes to Michael and it really does help my anxiety. Like when I start feeling anxious in public I tell myself he’s watching and nothing bad will happen to me. I tell myself he wouldn’t let anyone hurt me. Or if i’m feeling like i’m on the verge of a panic attack i tell myself “michael wouldn’t be nervous so why are you? you’re literally fine dude” and it helps.

I do other shit as well— like having intense daydreams/maladaptive daydreaming about him and at some point it does become a problem because my brain does it without me putting effort into it. It helps me and ruins my adult-ing skills.

I can’t wait to have my new shirt of Peepaw. I lost my one and only hoodie of him so i’ve been saving up for this shirt for months. It’s strange how a character (especially one like him LMAO) can improve my day/social skills. Because on the days i didn’t have anything of him with me my anxiety was through the fucking roof and i nearly fainted from all the nausea i was feeling.

Idk if this is “normal” for people who have a severe attachment to characters or if i genuinely need help LMAOO ngl that anon kinda got to me and i’m not sure what to think of myself when i catch myself doing all these things.

[totem-skz]

i genuinely thought i was the only one lmao

[totem-skz]

y’all

it’s our man’s day!!

[totem-skz]

i look at michael and i just want to scream and cry out of pure love

he’s just a sweet old man.

[totem-skz]

all i need is to be manhandled by him. at least once😭

[totem-skz]

Hi! Do you do headcanon requests?

yes!!

[totem-skz]

michaels thighs were made for riding

[totem-skz]

[totem-skz]

idc how many times i’ve read a fic where corey gets turned on and masturbates outside the glass door and michael watches, i will never get sick of it. gives me butterflies fr

[totem-skz]

i need to hop on this man’s dick

[totem-skz]

still thinking about this

fuck he’s just so hot and intimidating

[totem-skz]

me with michael

[quesoandthechips]

MOM IM ON TUMBLR

[totem-skz]

WTF??? OMG THIS IS SO FUNNY

[totem-skz]

you know laurie had the right idea with pinning michael to the counter

the difference between us is that i would’ve rode that man till the sun came up