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for my prayer has always been love.

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                 ✩ STAR ( # SHE/HER ) twenty-four. ✧˖*࿐

༊*·˚ eternal lovergirl. rose tyler's gf (absolutely real). scorpio. writer, reader, singer. fragrance enthusiast. lover of doctor who, sitcoms, and reality tv. manifestation. unlabeled (will kiss anyone). anything pink. foodie. tarot/astrology.

#MASTERLIST

#RULES

#TAGLIST

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miss u guys, <3

tumblr has been soured for me so it's sad that this fandom is what it is <3 the beginning of my year was rough, i lost a family member, i was going through some stuff and had a friend on here who i loved who hurt me and had decided to become friends with someone who had abused a mutual friend which brought up a lot of things for me.

safe to say, abuse is sinister and creeps into different parts of your life and after going through it, you will never be the same. when i was abused a few years ago, and i had friends who remained friends with my abuser i was sick. even with all the evidence, everything this person admitted to doing, there was like two people who decided to remain friends and therefore became unsafe to me. at the end of it, anyone who is an abuser to anyone i cannot and will not associate with anymore. to be friends and at one point romantically involved with someone who would do that makes me feel gross and weird for a number of reasons i can't get into mow.

more than that, the vitriol i had received around that time, the things going on and the weird web between writers really made the whole experience weird. there were a lot of times i was wrong and should not have gotten involved or even engaged seeing as at the end of it, it really had nothing to do with me. but i will always stick my neck out for anyone i feel is being mistreated in anyway.

there were so many weird things going on at the time, and this is just an overall message. please be cautious on the internet, if you are a writer, stick to writing. not everyone has to be your friend, you don't have to be involved wirh everyone. create your art, let people admire that art and be aware of who is around you and what they are saying.

my life is different as of now, i have a lot going on and can't write which is a blessing and a curse.

my writing will stay up, i dont know if i will ever return fully as coming on here is triggering a bit to me, but if i do, know that it comes from a different place.

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advice: be extra gay this pride? kiss your best friends (girls) kiss your best friends (gay men) kiss your best friends (your exgfs)

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send me questions for advice answering tonight so im encouraged to go charge my car..

while i wait, here's some life updates:

- became licensed

- became certified

- quit my job, got a new one i LOVE

- hate loser bitches STILL

- whoreera

- Am I In Love

- vacation soon

- braids in and HEAVY

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My bsf does the exact same thing except she says it to me stone cold sober and im in love with her. Will it ever get better 😭😭

no, this is late but stop befriending people who do this, they have serious issues, starting to be part of the club that says dont date your friends, just DONT

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i’ve been following you for a long time and took a break from tumblr for a while, can i ask where all your old fics went?? 🥹 there was a series you wrote for peter parker i was looking for bc i was obsessed with it the first time i read it!

hi baby, i just checked and they should be on my masterlist at the bottom, i just updated it a few months back to include most of what i wrote

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would you consider writing for arcane?

i would consider it, i liked it but idk vi kinda pissed me off tbh

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hi! is there going to be any more parts for renegade??🥹

no baby it flopped so bad 😭 and i been trying to get my smaus on a new phone

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ab to start writing for ellie again... really bad yall.. send recs

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is tlou tumblr up? yall see that episode 🤔

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a minor (14 y.o), firefly-ace, is following you. just wanted to let you know to keep both them and your blog safe. :)

thank u for letting me know, they are blocked! also if u notice this pls let me know, <3 i cant check everyone but i would like my blog to be safe

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hii im actually wondering why you don't have a masterlist for tom..

back when i had a sexuality crisis i got scared and didnt include them but they are there now

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Are you still writing for Spencer Reid?

mayhaps... do u want me to

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liking girls is not for the faint of heart 🤍 u need to be god's strongest soilder and i fear many of you will not meet those requirements

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i do feel like those straight girls who get abused my men essentially and say they are turning to girls except in the reverse bc wowwww i dont think men are smart enough to hurt me but i also can't genuinely imagine dating a man like in real life

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babe i think drew is a republican cus he follows the whole trump family on insta lol, or at least he used to. 💔

NOOO IS HE REALLY THATS SO SAD, i cant even imagine him supporting that man bc hes a little gay to me

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‘women are scary’ god bisexual women are insufferable LMFAOOO yes please do everyone a favor a stay out of the dating pool

u must not know my lore because yes women are scary and i've only dated women so yeah, men dont have brains like women do and bisexual is not the first categorization i would give for myself but fair! also let me say what i wanna say cause was it yall who had to deal w that abuse